I HAVE MOVED. http://fragmentsofmymemories.blogspot.com

Sounds: Eminem - The Real Slim Shady
someday i'm gonna go over to blogspot because dumb ebloggy always crashes and doesn't allow me to type chinese. meh.

and living with a bunch of major fuckheads isn't fun. i reach home at 11:30pm , and the fuckheads start hollering like no tomorrow. if that's not enough, they then turn on themselves. woohoo. -.-

nj college day. what can i say? major waste of time. well. ballin at night was fun though. and it was good to see you. but bleah. waste of time. there's class jersey, but no.7 and 11 were taken. so i got no.14

bleah. nothing much to blog about. one more week to vesak day/s75 outing. lalala.

just let me live my life...

Sometimes it feels no one understands,
I don't even know why I do the things I do...
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul,
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey...

Sounds: Asian KungFu Generation - Rewrite

rock rules my world. 

wanted to blog about a few things, but seeing that ebloggy was down the past few days i didn't get my chance to, and i dont feel like blogging about those stuff anymore. haha.

it is VERY irritating when you try to blast rock music and the phone keeps ringing incessantly and you have to keep your volume down or your mother will scream like them banshees for you to turn down your volume.

i'm also feeling bored and very random today so i have no idea what i am blogging about. and just a few minutes earlier i was trying to download naruto but there was only ten seeds for the first 25 episode pack so i gave up entirely when i found that it would take more than a year for me to download that pack if i downloaded for 3 hours everyday and notice that this is a run-on sentence because i simply do not put any commas within this sentence and i think it's pretty cool how i do it and it sounds like i have to read this all in one breath because there are no commas but this is a fatal flaw in writing and will certainly not earn you any extra marks in your essays so please do not follow how i am writing now but all the same i think being to continue in such a long breath about how the world is wonderful and im feeling extremely bored and random and that tomorrow is mother's day makes me look very very bored which i am and as you can see this is completely random.

whoosh. wat a long sentence. and im going balling tomorrow with linkah and heileong and the other rv np people and i hope i wont be extra over there because it seems like those bunch of people have been balling every weekend and i am like a new addition so i hope i wont be ostracized or what not and im thinking too much because i dont think it will happen because i am just so darned popular and you know i am crapping right now and that i am just kidding so please dont beat me up and please note that this is another run-on sentence and this has got to be one of the longest entries i have ever typed because of these two freaking long run-on sentences and i am going to try to make this second one longer than the first one so i will continue crapping like this but i cant think of anything else so i will tell you that i am chatting with mavis now and blasting rewrite by asian kungfu generation and my mother is washing clothes and an sms just came in and this song is really good it is one the endings or openings of full metal alchemist which is also a good anime and that reminds me i can download it but i am lazy to search for the torrents and i want to borrow the manga from jinrui but i dont think he wants to lend me and i dont really want to borrow it from him as i dont really like him but he is the only one i know who has it and it is very mean of me so say that i dont like him because he sucks but i still do because i dont give a damn and i dont think he really likes me anyway because i frequently get on his case but what the heck and i think this sentence is so damn long i just thrashed the one on top in terms of length so i am going to stop now.

woots. theres less than a month to the june break, and then one month to common test, which constitues 20 or 30% of the promos. i am not sure though. what i am sure of is that i will get 4 Fs and join the F club with the senior class and fail my promos and retain and hopefully mingjun can come to nj and we can reunite. haha. i have known that guy for eleven years. that's a long period of time.

and im stilll missing s75. i miss all the crap, all the people, all the laughter, all the people. all the people. i hope we have an outing where everyone goes.

4j outing tomorrow is cancelled. and tomorrow is mother's day. i dont know what my bro is getting for my mum though. i will just chip in some money that's all. im not really close to my family. is it a loss? or a pity? i dont know. i definitely dont think so, because i have never been close to them, so i dont feel that it is a waste because i have never tasted that feeling of a very close knit family before. haha. i lead a sad life.

for the record, i have 817 mp3 files in my music folder. ima crack the 1000 barrier soon, yay. that also means an ipod mini wont be enough. boo. not that i have the money for an ipod mini anyway. but you kind souls can start saving for my birthday in august and all pool your resources and give me an ipod mini. or an ipod. i dont mind a bigger one.

my net has also suddenly gone crazy and i have been signed out of msn messenger and i cant connect to the yahoo games database. so in case my entry suddenly goes poof i i just copied this entire thing. 

bleargh. there's just nothing interesting going on in my life. i think im going to pon college day as well, unless ms chen suddenly decides make everyone come, in which case i shall go very unwillingly. im still a little pissed that i had to go to OCS yesterday from 1 to 5:30 when school ended at 11:40 due to halfday. they gave a halfday to JC1s knowing full well that everyone would be either involved in college day rehearsals till 9:30 or OCs til 5:30. good job well done. -.- oh well. at least i got to know miss heng. it's a little hard to find a teacher who you can suan and crap with. haha.

i also think hci is the school to beat this year in A div' basketball boys. i also thought aj was good, but then they lost to tj, which was pretty unexpected but a damn good match. it's going to be a hard fight for two of the top four positions between sa tj and aj. the other group would be vj and hci, no questions asked. no matter. sa shall overcome the odds and beat everyone by an average margin of fifty points and win.

eminem has got to be the best damned lyrics writer ever. here's a little something from sing for the moment, a song which i really like.
that's why we sing for these kids, who dont have a thing
except for a dream, and a fuckin' rap magazine
who post pin-up pictures on they walls all day long
idolize they favourite rappers and know all they songs
or for anyone who's ever been through shit in they lives
till they sit and they cry at night wishing they'd die
till they throw on a record and they sit, and they vibe
we're nothing to you, but we're the fuckin' shit in they eyes
That's why we seize the moment try to freeze it and own it, squeeze it and hold it
Cause we consider these minutes golden
And maybe they'll admit it when we're gone
Just let our spirits live on, through our lyrics that you hear in our songs
nice? cool? beautiful? yeah, i thought so too.

so let's see. this might well be the longest entry i have ever done in my entire blogging lifespan. to think that i said i had nothing to blog about. haha. till next time.

oh my lord. this is so fuckin long. wow. lol.

Sounds: Good Charlotte - Hold On

Your days you say they’re way too long
And your nights you can’t sleep at all
And you’re not sure what you’re looking for
But you don’t want to no more
And you’re not sure what you’re waiting for
But you don’t want to no more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know

Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...hold on

Sounds: Eminem - Mockingbird
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

Sounds: The Wonders - That Thing You Do
im tired of wishing things aren't the way they are now. blarh. blarhhh.
please let the monday s75 outing be a success. pleasee. x_x