Day

Time really fly doesn't it...in an blink of eye, it happens to be 5th of october..the day when I felt strange/weird again...it was always the day I felt somehow more lonely than ever..I am not really sure too though.. =/ I am still a loner as always I guess. I still remember what happen on this day..where I was being left out and made quite a number of enemies in my class with the bad mood of mine =/ Come to think of it..there was nothing really to be angry about..I was just felt being left out =/ What was there to be angry about. They did tried to celebrate it but somehow it's kinda strange to ask the birthday boy to buy himself a present don't you think so? Even they didn't know what I liked, does they need to call me to buy my own? I really wasn't sure about that..oh well..that was the past now...but still..I really can't forget it *sigh*

Oh well...anyway it's the day again, can't really run away from it =/ I am not so sure if I should just let it pass by or go out and buy a present of my own =x But I don't really need or want anything in particular..so I guess I should let it go and continue to waste my life at home >< So many things I wanted to learn yet ..I guess I am lazy that's all >_< I don't need any excuse for it(LOL learn from the comic "Open Sesame") Up till now, I am still steadless. Heh I guess I just dunno how to jio a girl, did I? Or else I guess I would be celebrateing it with my girlfriend? =p

On the 6th would be another girl's birthday..I wonder why I could remember it..guess it happend to be inside the incident too =x I really doesn't know what else to write now, not special ever happen in my life, except the scar I got..the rest is just...normal..how I wish I could enter in the world of fantasy, fill with adventure, magics and pretty girls =p But nah..this is reality..though sometimes i felt it issn't =x How silly of me (^0^) But it would be nice if I could! and never return to this world that always make my heart empty.

My my my, it's rainning now, how great it would be if I could go out and get wet in the rain >< A present from heaven! =p I am still thinking if I should go out today =x Oh well, let's see it later..it is still quite early..only 4:10am =p

Well I guess I should say Happy Birthday to myself! ><

That's all folks(though I dun remember anyone knows my small little diary so no one will be reading it ><)

Have a nice day =D

Bo liao

Ahhhhhh..felt so pissed off yesterday =.= When I finally got that desktop alone for the whole day, I thought i could play that maplestory...guess what happened? It actaully says "Failed to on screen mode Gr2D" What the heck??? I was still playing it the day before and yesterday it say there is no graphic card on my desktop??? I actually spent frigging 5hours trying to repair it but to no avail...sian 1/2 I felt so pissed off that I went to sleep directly -_-"
Have been using A.D.A( my laptop name XD) tapping again from 2am...zzZz I seriously need to consider to buy the ethernet modem on my own..or I would spent my money to the router+modem $$ which would make my router go to waste..*Sighed* Why am I always so suay =/ oh wel, you can't blame that actaully..I always got a suay goddess beside me =/ like casper the friendly ghost?? although I cannot see mine XD bo liao ah~~~~ cannot play that game ler =.= Actaully got quite a lot of things now but I stil went to play the game..siao liao me =p

Well..it's 4:30am now..and still thinking what I should do next..should I continue to use A.D.A and study my Korean language or should I do Java? Or should I go play PS2 x.x Ahh..dunno I dunno..but I think I go for the first one ba =/
ok lor..see you guys liao..
Ja ne~~

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Glass

Aiya ya..so long never blog liao >.< Quite a lot of things happens recently. I just realise that relationships are so easily broken...(lol I guess I already knew that long ago >.< ) Just not long ago, I already heard 2 break ups, one had quite a terrible impact on him I guess...the other ah..maybe got also lar..only that I dunno >.< Relationship is just like a thin glass..it could be easily broken...

How should I say..hmmm...between a BGR relationship it is best advisable not to put in your whole heart into it. The outcome may not be as great as you had expected..that is what I can say...During BGR relationships, ppl should give each other some form of privacy and not always call him/her up. This may give the person some form of stressfulness and it may become as an haressment!!
That was the reason for one of the break up even if both of them love each other I guess =/ I am not really quite sure what happened either but..it seems that he/she couldn't take up the stress level and asked for a breakup.
I somehow could understand that..I am sure you ppl wouldn't want to have a person 24/7 to beside you don't you? you would want some space for your own. Like me..I got ample of space since I didn't have a gf before >.<(lol don't learn like me!! I am a loner =x) Even if it is between a husband and a wife, each should give each other some privacy don't you think so?

Now I feel like my relationship between my older brother and me are breaking up to pieces..I am just too selfish to lend my laptop to anyone =/ *sigh* I really got not much choice about it since if the laptop is broken down, at least I can blame no one but me =/
Secondly, I bought this laptop with my saving from all those tough hardwork since I didn't got to used much of the computer at home..that's the reason I bought the laptop >.< ..I didn't want it to be spoil just within a few mths..I hope it really wouldn't =x I guess I am just a selfish person..what reason could it be that I didn't want to lend him =/

Well..I guess it wouldn't be long that I will too be outcast by my family and live alone *sigh* This is my life, I choose this decision and I shall not regret it( or so I hope =/ ) Too many thing to regret about and yet this is the path I choose..how irionic, I knew about it yet I choose this path. Heh, I am weird alright =/

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Fool by a kid

I was actaully stupid enough to believe what the kid said!!! OMG...I am HOPELESSS hiaz...went to meet up with this kid at cityhall which he later told me that he was at Sim lim city waiting for me and since I didn't know how to get there..i told him to meet me at bugis mrt station. When I reach there I can't see him...then later say he was at SIm Lim city waiting for me =.= Omg what an idiot....when I finally found my place to Sim lim square(didn't know where is the city one), I called him to find me there but...he called me to find him at Sim Lim Tower...well you know..when I reach there I can't see him..so I called him to meet me at Square again..which he later called me to find him at Tower lvl 3 again since we can't see each other at there...
Well...that was the time I was suspecting something was asmiss though since i was wondering why he was using his house no. instead of his hp no. well..he said that he transfer it dunno to his hp..didn't really gave much though back there since I was totally asbored getting
the modem home today. Well well well..it turned out he was faking it alright..since I asked him about something and told him if he saw a guy wearing a green shirt stand at the place I was standing..he said yes...and things are put into pieces now..

Well let me explain why..
1) He was using his house no. to call me when he was outside(fisy issn't it?)
2) He was able to reach the place faster than me even though we are at the same place(maybe he ran? nop can't be possible. Cos I could see it if someone was running)
3) His background doesn't have any sound at all..given to the time and place..there should be some car sounds..etc..
4) All the while, descripition of the place I had gave him which mean he would only need to say yes all those..but it was the last part when I lie to him.which he obviously didn't know about it and said yes too...ah hah! there...I caught him...he wasn't at there..he was fooling me all along
5) went home after and check out with some friends to ask if they saw him playing an online game while i was suppose to meet him..which he indeed was playing!(maybe his siblings is playing? nah, he only got one bro who is in NS now)

Well, I got home pretty mad though...not those kind of mad that I would bang anything..just felt like a fool..*Sigh*..I should trust ppl too easily...

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Sunday

*yawn* work until sian liao zzZZZz don't feel like working anymore =x I really should concentrate on my studies liao..had been dozing off in lectures and what's more..I dion't undesrtand the maths they taught =p Geez...oh yeah..went to the Korean class the first time >.<
quite fun to be there I must say..heehee but need to remember quite a few things =.= somemore..I am alone there..no friends *sobs* very hard to make friends at there lor >.<
Heh, oh well...nothing much to do these days lar..started to play dota recently and knew that i am not cut to play games like that >.< Prefer rpg games instead =p Sian now got nothing to do sia,,,boring Sat..don't feel like working OR studying =.= I want some adventure...something out of ordinary....something that is not possible in this world..this century...hiaz...that is not possible though..though I hope it IS possible(wishful thinking eh?)
heh...as for waht adventure..something like LOTR? LOL

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Java

aiya so long never come in here blog liao XD Nothing much happen in my sch..getting quite used to the facilties in there..though I still feeling like changing into other poly..like tp >.< but oh well I shall stay in there for one year to see what it would bring me.
hmmm..how should I say this..there's nothing much in my sch that interest me..except this interesting girl in 02..I quite like her I guess >.< She's the liveliest in the class and usually made fun of me >.< But..ít's nice being with her I must say..but ireally don't want to get used to it again...not that I didn't like it but I am really scare..scare of being alone again when she got tired of playing with me while I got used to it =.= Just likt in the past when a girl kept hitting my head when I made fun of her >.< and I actually got used to it but she stop after 2 months later >.< Can't blame her though..she got a nice bf after 2 months later >.< Man..maybe I shouldn't let this chance to slip again and ask her to be my gf? XD
Haha that's is not really going to happen though..unless..she gave me a serious face and tell me that she like me >.< That..will take a miracle to happen though =p I guess I am too shy to ask first..*sigh* maybe it's time I should be the one doing the job and be like a real man >.< I dunno about it..I guess I shall wait and see..since i think she got a bf already x.x

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Work

ah...so long never blog liao..I guess I got used to the life without blogging >.< or should I say i was busy playing games??? =pPPp There are many things happen recently...hp spoil, went for bbq..etc..it seems that when there is something to blog..i didn't have the time to type in down in here =/ and when I didn't have anything to blog..I would be typing something in here =.= strange issn't it? heh
Going off to work in about 20mins time...and here I am slacking infront of the computer typing this blog..all I know is the 21st of May would be a busy schedule for me >.< have to attean what concert at the VJC theatre..i think ._. Just hope that poly starts soon..gettting lazier day by day to work in that place =/ oh well I shall stop now..going to get ready to go out to work >.<

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