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hey :D haven't been blogging here for ages ! hahaha. got a more 'alive' blog at blogspot now. it's letmelive-.blogspot (:

anyway i thought i should update here. don't know why but have the urge to. as you can see i do not bother about my layout here anymore. :D hahahh.

ayah i think i'm going to use blogspot from now on. so link me and visit ! (: (: hehehh

i really need to blog and take a break i'm physically and mentally exhausted i'm just so exhausted. i could fall asleep anytime. zzz

went for training after what it seemed like a long day having lessons and i was already feeling rather tired, almost slept during physics. x__x my daily goal is not to sleep in class and often i do not attain this goal. ):

training was not bad. track, which is quite tough lah i guess but i like it. hahah. my right arm had this strange pain but it's okay now, and my knees are painful instead. poof.

during morning assembly missek was being especially napoleonish she was imagining that the whole rv was a single uniform group and she made a SC command several times BALAKAN PUSING or however you spell it. seemed hilarious to me? for the last few mornings all of us were already flocking back to class then today they were especially mad about it and called us back. o__o. nevermind.
 
melanie was saying that the SC should have commanded BALAK KAMPUNG then all of us go home LOL. hahahh

today sshist was our first lesson and we were heading to the special room. the guys took a shortcut by walking over the grass near our classroom block. ayah maybe you don't know where but it's just walking on grass. TLLM, no not Teach Less Learn More, it's The Lee Lee Mui, screamed at them/us. it was somewhere along these lines : -

"HEY YOU ! STOP ! WHAT CLASS IS THIS ? *STOMPS OVER TO THE BUNCH OF US WHO WERE FOLLOWING BEHIND* 3A? YOU ARE FROM 3A ? BIO STUDENTS AND HERE YOU ARE WALKING ON GRASS ? GRASS IS A LIVING THING YOU KNOW ! HOW CAN YOU WALK OVER THEM ? BIO STUDENTS ! JUST FOR YOUR OWN CONVENIENCE YOU WALK OVER LIVING THINGS ?"

ohman, thankfully i was somewhere around the back and she couldn't see me very clearly and i was holding back my laughter. sniggering.

yichun had told me that she had said the same thing to 4a ! ohmy god LOL. wahahhahah -

managed to stay awake until physics- was half asleep. struggling to keep awake ! but after that was bio and math and i was super awake because the teachers don't talk monotonous like leeteo ; and do not bore me. :D

i seem to be getting more studious because of the homework ? sigh. really can't go online so often anymore. i'm glad i've been so frequently online in lower sec then i won't be deprived of the computer overall.

3a is fun i guess (: getting to know more people now yay hehhehe and ngehwee's just a seat away from me ! woots :D

bah me and ngehwee didn't sign for school annivarsary because we were afraid there'd be training and everyone would go training except us but now it's the opposite. so many people are going for annivarsary and there's no training. play tricks on us ! hahahh.

have a nice week. yawn.

hey people. feeling rather sleepy now, training ended not long ago. had long run today and it was rather good although my legs were dirty after that :D

yesterday was fun, no lessons. cca open house. think our trials were considered successful lah we saw some really fast sec1s and they wanted to join / were persuaded to join ! YAY ! BRIGHT FUTURE :D

heheheh and we saw some very small cute guys and girls also. actually only one girl lah it's LEENA'S SISTER OH MAN SO CUTE i crushed her for a minute x) LOL. the small boys so cute leh ! like little kiddies (: hehehhe and when one of them ran past i said "CUTE BOYS RUN FAST JIAYOU" i cannot believe i came up with that but nevertheless it was rather true some of the small boys were fast (:

lirui was also superly cute yesterday he was nuts as usual. this AP sec1boy was saying he didn't wana run and he'd just walk the whole thing and lirui went, "ni bu pao, wo da ni pi gu !" so cute leh ! then another girl started walking like 2 metres before the finish line and he was like, "OI, ZHE LI LAH KUAI DIAN" or something liddat LOL. 

he and kuanloong, given their little cute faces, were asked to join choir/ncc/eldds. LOL ohman so funny lor- there was this choir advert at our booth and i was like, "what's this?" and aaron told me that the choir people gave lirui that. LOL HAHAHAH

am really happy we've got people willing to join us and they're fast (: yippeeeee.

after everything me mel six ngehwee slacked around in school for a while, and we were deciding where to go because we were not mummy's girls and it was rather early to go home x) so we ended up going to the macs near school. the seniors were having this meeting there haha. so we just ate la. we were being nuts LOL. crazy (: but i like.

so when it was getting later i went to the toilet. i came out. to my horror they all disappeared. LOL. how can lor so puzzling. and there was this extra skirt on my chair and i was like what the, they and their corny tricks. so i walked around the place trying to find them but to no avail. then i borrowed a phone from a stranger to call six and i think the stranger was afraid i'd steal her phone so she helped me dial the number xD hahaha when i called halfway then they appeared. and they said they were afraid i'd get lost or something LOL

corny.

lol today was rather fun i'm so thankful that it didn't rain :D

in the morning had treasure hunt. coolio, ended up 3rd but i think we cheated. i'm not sure. LOL- our poster was totally cool hahahaha i love it !!! <3 just that the other clases ald have their name and we haven't decided yet (:

adrenaline ? adrenaline rush ? abused ? amnesia ? axecuted ?

(:

games were kinda pathetic but fun anyway :D we lost in the first round for floorball and capt'sball and for soccer we won a match. hahahh ! nvm lah (: funfun ! floorball looks SO interesting and SO fun ok. and so nice to watch. x)

training today was half surprising half madness :D did corestrength and when we got up we were SO dirty my legs were GRAY. we did about 200+ crunches i think. LOL. not sure but i think so. lol. maybe mrlee wants us to get 10pacs. wahahha. more bridging and this new exercise that i'm very lousy at. and the surprise is we didn't run today :D

tiredtired. whoosh.

hahah i realized that in my previous entry i was too excited about what happened yesterday, i didn't reflect on 2004, so i will now. people if u haven't read my previous entry you can press "THE" and the archives is at the bottom. (:

this year was fruitful for me. it's been great. (:

firstly my academics significantly improved and i'm glad.

i screwed up crossnats. but it's still very very very memorable. even though we didn't do very well on that day, we still managed to clinch 3rd place. watch out for us in 2oo5 ! for track, i attained my dream of getting bronze at nationals (: twice. and i'm happy. hehehehhe.

2groovy has been really groovy ; although we could be AP at times but you guys really rock. now then i realize ;_; you all have been great and fun and cool and funky. sigh i should've treasured the time with you all more. ;_; miss ya peeps. WE MUST HAVE A GATHERING NEXT YEAR.

beans. thanks funkies for standing by me all this time ; levon for listening to all my woes and encouraging me, grace for cheering me up and making me laugh, adeline for entertaining me with all your lameness ; i really appreciate it. we must meet up next year ok ? (:

hyperkinetic. you guys totally ROCK. all the trainings, all the crap, all the jokes, the arcading, everything. despite little conflicts, we're still as one, now. we helped one another, encouraged one another, help solve each other's problems, evolved as maybe even best friends. next year is going to be cool. we're going to work together with our seniors to get the title we yearned for.

ganginc. although we haven't been meeting much, but that 2hours outside lido chatting and watching trailers was cool (:

and also, some mysterious thing happened in 2004 :D

i hope 2005 has more stuff in store for me !
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY - can't wait for school !

i must blog now even though just now i told myself that i can only go online at night. because i have a lot of things to say and i want to pour it out right NOW. if i leave it until tonight then not as interesting.

today was RAHther a bad day. poof. only one thing made me happy.

headed off to turf city for time trial. last night after dinner i felt super duper full ; and when i woke up today i was still as full. ate breakfast nevertheless, and became fuller. X___X.

had this PUKEY feeling all the time, even when i was running. whatever lah. tried to ignore it. sixuan said it was because i'm nervous but i don't think so. anyway, it rained super heavily at turfcity ( okay, actually light heavy light heavy ) and we were hoping for the timetrial to be cancelled but our hopes were dashed. lol.

huayi sec was running in the rain too.

after 15-min warmup jog everyone was already drenched and dripping rain instead of sweat. lol. listened in horror that the timetrial was still carrying on. felt like puking still. felt super bloated, as if i was suffering from indigestion ( and i think i was ).

today's run was a test of my mental strength, really. that's what i think. many times i felt like giving up because i felt like puking. i did puke a bit, while running x_x. but i didn't give up i wanted to finish the darn timetrial. ran with suling all the way (: thanks for pacing me doode ! whoa the last part was so taxing but i held on anyway it's the last stretch and you can faint at the finish line nobody would care so i just pia-ed to the finish.

did a satisfactory timing (: 17.01 ( that's the only thing i'm happy about today. )

after that went to clementi to eat at the hawker centre and I COULD EAT CHICKEN RICE WAHAHHA i thought my braces would disallow me from eating it. :D lol. okay perhaps that's another thing i'm happy about -_-

went to the arcade. the $2 per hour cheapo arcade. saw some basketballers there. sian- today there were so many ahbengs and ahlians there and there was this row of guys hogging the drums and so we didn't play it. HMPH. they see us xiaomeimei then not scared of us so keep on playing. lol.

left at about 1.45, me and shuf went home together. YEAH WHEN I REACHED HOME ( 2.25 pm ) I REALIZED THAT I DIDN'T BRING MY KEYS. MY RINGALING KEYS. was totally appalled, parents weren't home. couldn't believe my luck, i kept searching and searching my bag. i even put my bag on the doorstep and then i took everything out to check if MY RINGALING KEYS were hidden somewhere.

and NO, THEY WERE NOT HIDDEN ANYWHERE I JUST DIDN'T BRING THEM. rang my mother, and she was like "AYOH! SO CARELESS! NEXT TIME WHEN I REMIND YOU, DON'T SAY I AM NAGGING."

yes, mum. i stoned outside my house for 1 hour. yeah, my parents came back at 3.35pm to rescue me. lol. then they went out again x_x hahahah. tried to find my keys at home. couldn't find it. panicked. guess where it was ?

MY MUM'S HANDBAG. totally cool.

luckily i had my mp3 and handphone to entertain me. but it was still boring. hmph.

i think i should make newyear resolutions.
- don't sleep in class. at least try not to.
- learn how to eat faster and more, so that i won't starve in school.
- do well in studies. must cope.
- don't slack during training and follow instructions. be stronger- mentally and physically. get top20 for crossnationals.
- love everybody more. and be happier.
- don't grumble so much. and must learn how to HECK little controversial stuff.
- be a better person. (:
- don't get sick so often, i hate it.

that's all, i guess. can't come up with many things.

i'm off to watch my recorded ½¹µã, and do the review.

happy newyear's eve, everybody. tomorrow is next year. lol. 2oo5. here i come.