ay wanted to post up an entry at blogspot but it has been down for the past couple of hours. keep trying to log in but unfortunately i cant D: sad! i was really happy today, :D. had a lot of fab happenings in school and there was spotcheck! hahaha. ultra funny with everyone pinning up their hair desperately, but agh was nice to me! she didnt scream at me or make me pin back my hair much, just told me to be neater nxt time. she was damn mean to celestin, just compare hers & mine! (my hair was quite terrible with the fan blowing, :X) i sat on a swing today and had yummy Haagen vanilla icecream yay:D:D:D still cant find my favourite pink milk though. im really old, after im 16, i tend to sleep a lot more. :( paul is going on singapore idol soon, shall catch him in a couple of minutes!:D prelims starting on Monday! fearrrr. but okay anyway, main point is, westlife is coming to singapore for their concert! CAN SOMEONE PLEASE WATCH THEM WITH ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE:D:D:D it's on 8th sept btw, a school holiday! please please!! i know u guys want to go right!! and paul has a distinction for his oral! so proud of him!:]

August 23, 2006 12:53 PM

goodbye eblog.
:]

August 12, 2006 3:18 PM

This whole weekend was unproductive, like really. I watched She's the man! Adam burned it for me, it was real whacky and funny:D Now I know why Junjie went crazy over it! I ate a lot as well. In fact, I haven't even started on my homework! Shall do physics research questions in a while. Very excited about next week, it's almost like a whole week of holiday! :D:D:D Young kids like me love holidays! I met three extremely hot people in three consecutive days. Lucky or what! Felt pretty giddy most of the time after I finished my exercises, they made me very tired too. I drank a damn lot of rockmelon juice as well. Hm, and I did quite a bit of online shopping too. Regret wasting my time this way. I shall start homework now, bye:D And tomorrow is Monday! Monday = bus 97! ;D

August 06, 2006 11:47 AM

I’m back from my check up at NUH, I’m very well, in no danger what-so-ever! However, my illness is frigging weird, but don’t you people dare laugh at me. Must take care of me okay! :D Luckily I didn’t pop by the washroom there, so freaky! (Medalene told me about the story of Omen and I was so terrified that I asked the taxi driver if ghosts existed in the world) I arrived early and had my lunch there, a damn lot of people kept staring at me, I don’t know why. Called my mum and she told me that I was being self-conscious, as usual. But seriously, everyone turned their heads to look at me at some point or another, or was it because I kept looking around too? Oh well. Anyway I arrived 2 minutes early (FINALLY!), and waited for like half an hour. A little irritated, because I arrived early. But being the sweet old nice me, I forgave the doctor the moment I saw him. :]

I WAS DAMN TOUCHED CAN? The doctor and the nurses remembered me! Although my last appointment was on the first day of school and it’s been so damn long but they remembered me! :D:D So touched. Anyway, the doctor did a lot of tests on me. He talked to me for quite long, and wrote like a two page long report. His handwriting is really nice by the way. Had to sit on this really tiny chair (okay I admit I have a gigantic ass), and look at the (very hoottttt) doctor. He was covering my ears, making me hold my breath, trying to force me to pant, checking here and there, making me ‘look through’ him (which equates to looking at him-_-), and like trying to make me focus on some objects here and there. I was extremely giddy by then, but he told me I passed. I even had to stand up and have him shake my whole body, he’s real strong. Then he made me sit down and shook my head really vigorously. OMGZ, I nearly fainted. Then waited for another half an hour and took another hearing test. My hearing got worse compared to 3rd January, I’m sad! So I waited again, for another test. This test was by done by Mr. Hot again. I had to lie really awkwardly on the bed, and he made me wear super fugaly goggles or sort in which i cannot see anything AT ALL and it allows him to check my eyes or something. So he held my body and jerked me around on the bed and I was so giddy I told him I want to vomit. This other doctor told him I won’t and made him continue. Meannnn doctor! (The other one I mean). I was like sitting up and he'll suddenly pull me down till I lie flat down and he’ll twist me to the edge of the bed with my head dangling in midair. Could feel the blood gushing to my head!

I’m super naggy, but anyway, the problem with me is because I have some calcium in one of my ears. It’s resting on my balance organ and sends the wrong information to my brain. When I’m not moving, the calcium is on my balance organ and it sends a signal to my brain to imply that I’m moving. Which is why I get really giddy at times. So ironically, I have to do super jerky exercises 3x a day to get rid of those stuff. I wonder if I will do them-_- Those exercises are super cute by the way:]


And, there was this guy who had his earring stuck in his ear! He had a mini operation to take it out. Eww.
Anyway, main point is, that doctor is really hot, and my next appointment is after my Os. :]

August 03, 2006 11:11 AM

i'm damn tired, and i think that i am dying, like really really soon because i have this really bad phobia of my books now! okay its a bit too much to say that but ohmygosh, 3 more months you know! D: went for gift today and saw my two favourite kids. i'm happy:D
life, life, life. when can i ever truly love whatever i'm doing? and i can't believe that august is coming. cos end of August = PRELIMS! :I  i love to design stuff now. ha ha ha. :]

July 29, 2006 3:20 PM

time really flies okay. 27th July! gasp. have i mentioned? went dragon boating with gang on Sunday, and i had two blisters on my back. (what a weird place) now the right one is healing well, the left one hurts. it ____ yesterday D:> my mum wants me to go to the doctor, but dont want leh, later doctor laugh at me for being such a noob. :X its kind of itchy now, my mum told me its infection! EWWW.

something terrrrible happened over the past two days. but all thanks to Maria for helping me! YAYYY love:D

uh and i stayed back in school till 6 for the past two days. whats new? physics remidial on Wednesday and Math & SS today. :( i love Ranger cookie okay, at the place up the slope outside RV. when i'm upset please go buy me ranger and make me happy:D

and what's the worst thing now!? i have to help Anthony write his seq. -_- so that he can pass get an A1 for his chemistry test tomorrow. MY EYES HURT!!!

July 27, 2006 11:41 AM

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
HEY i've got the best brother on Earth!!! HAHAHAHA

i'm so thankful to him because he stayed home for the whole afternoon and helped me to type all my geography notes!! (it comes with a price of course, -_-) but still, its so sweet of him that i'm so touched! :D i have a lovely brother, i'll love him more. i'm addicted to tennis, though i can't play for nUtZ but i still like it hahaha:D it's ultra funny when you play with MW. gee. AND i love tutu kueh! :]

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i'm very upset over whatever you've done, it's for our good, but still. i'm terribly upset. :(

July 25, 2006 12:06 PM

racial harmony!

today's racial harmony was SUPER fun. can't believe that our kachang (oie miss see, its with a h! without is really weird) puteh can make a profit of 347$ :o i expected something like 20$? and everyone was like damn pretty can? i was staring at this particular someone cos she's SO GORGEOUS today! HAHAHA i'm not going to name her out because uh, it's going to be damn weird. but she is really damn pretty. gosh. thank goodness i'm not a lesbian, if not i shall sms her and tell her i'm in love with her. and it was super funny looking at everyone screaming. i sold so much nuts that i'm super happy !:D there was this sec1 who was so short and soooo cute! (tissue paper incident!) and the non-secfours (aka, sec1s, sec2s, sec3s) were like DAMN sweet. they all bought nuts despite maria & me screaming into their ears! i love people:D but i didnt get to go around & play games nor get food D: a bit sad, but i love selling nuts:D hahaha and qien maria and me ended up with 5o sticks of raw satays and we went home. today was a really long and tiring day, but i enjoyed myself very very much:] ♥

July 19, 2006 11:49 AM

sometimes, it frightens me a little to realise how little i actually know about you.

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love with a greater heart, :]

July 18, 2006 11:34 AM

joke of the day !

HAHAHA this is really ultra funny!

ms chew: anyone knows who is the author?
hanxie: (SHOUTS), but class was too noisy.
ms chew: who? who? who? (while pointing at hanxie)
MELVIN LEK: liang po po la! ho ho ho.

LOL! this was SO funny it made me laugh like mad. i swear i was about to pee in my pants or sort! class is always so funny all the time, they boys are constantly doing stupid stuff to make people laugh, omggggosh. and im always the one laughing the loudest until ms chew gets me to shut up. D:> i love 4j, i love the people:] hahahha. AND! our class is really super noisy! allen kicked mary j around like a soccer ball and shes black and dirty now:(

cant wait to head out tmr :]!

July 13, 2006 12:00 PM

the weather is hot and it makes me sticky. after my shower, im still hot. WHY. this is a bit scary. or maybe its just super scary. theres only 48 more days to the prelims! the last time i recalled, there was still 78 days. D: im getting very afraid now..i went shopping yesterday and today! and i bought loads of pretty stuff:] but im feel guilty cos i should have spent the time studying:( mug, mug, mug.

July 08, 2006 1:54 PM

bitch fit.

:] i read maria's blog and i laughed out loud. literally. it was hilarious when i recalled how today was. especially with all the Screamings and Roarings at each other - maria joycelyn desmy me. stress! SSS isnt that bad, we did manage to complete some work every other day. headed out for dinner with my mum because she asked me out! :D:D:D we talked and had a good meal, with all my favourite food, and went shopping. i want to cut my hair, like really really short, almost like a guy's. so that i can spike my hair like Melvin's, like ive promised him. but my mum told me that agh might probably try to screw me up because of that. maria also added on that they use shavers? to cut your hair, if you want to cut it that short. sounds pretty frightening! i'll see how tmr goes:l

June 30, 2006 1:59 PM

I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THE WEEKEND! you want to know why! you can guess it! YES SLEEP!!! and heading down to shop! goodness. im dying due to lack of sleep. i cant wait for the weekend to come, its only tmr and woo, SLEEP. joy. :] class is so cold, im freezing half the time. our class boys are really mad, especially su weihan! they made me laugh like crazy these past few days :o! and we nearly burnt down our class a few days back. and we have a class pet(bear) now! shes called Mary J. cool dude. :] but poor pet is always tortured by the boys:( we've got PLANTS in class, and a cool classboard ;D cool stuff, i like. this week is good, not that bad anyway. but i have two history assignments to complete for tmr! but at least i finished terror's physics hwk. 0=) HAPPY YOUTH DAY:D i hate being stuck at fifteen, still. and i love nice people online. they make me smile :D:D

June 29, 2006 12:42 PM

lucky friday!

went out with my daddy Jk today!:D and im real happy, only on days when shes not mean! (which is like never, shes going to deny this but.. :D) i ate garlic prawn pasta (omg yes maria! lolz) & saw this super cute baby. she has gigantic eyes and shes real pretty:] ah, love. i bought this super gorgeous striped bikini from Topshop, and the guy was damn sweet! :D:D I LOVE MY BIKINI. im going to wear it and walk around in my room feeling happy:D hahha, until end of Os when i'll head to beach! cos i kind of like being fair now heh:D btw our class stinks! ew. cant exactly remember what happened, but i was just pretty happy. i finished 4 physics tys in 8hours! i feel damn pro, yayyy:D i love love love unfaithful by rihanna. LOVE. but im so damn tired now, and im going to stay up tonight because its friday, and im happy! :D joycelyn is happy too, because she bought her jersey hahaha.
and what the heck la twit! I DONT CHEAT OKAY YOU TWIT. mean guy. mean twit! oh, and im upset i cant get my dress, dont like that girl:(

June 23, 2006 1:39 PM

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

i just took this quiz, kind of funny. because ive never thought that im like that D:
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now,
physics=omg.
spree=yay, :]
realise its quite difficult to finish everything for physics, hopefully i can finish everything by friday. the idea of being in school wearing a beidge cap to take a photo for rv in the field is so -_-. the school is like so gigantic now, didnt even realise that when i went for their carnival. its heaven compared to cmw campus. j. _ _ _ is now hairless! i think she waxed. hm. and have i mentioned that physics is killing me?

i read this from a friend's lj:
the opposite of love is not hate, its indifference.
someone told me this before too, but i forgot who it was. :o oh well.

June 21, 2006 1:21 PM

weekend fun

:D ah this weekend was greatttt. i was so nervous about the matches that i slept at 3am on friday, and woke up at 7am. :o timings of games were bad, REALLY bad. had to report by 0930, and our first match was 1. so we waited, and waited, and waited. ended up that the 1pm match was a walkover-_- had another 3 hours to spare, ended up shopping with biq. next match was at like 4, with triple s. (guess who they are!) okay la, thats the only game i truly enjoyed. then i went to flea! it wasnt really good, but i looveeee Timbre. LOVE. ive never loved music so much. everything was a blast (except for smokers-_-) the people were not-so-bad. i think that maria and me were like the youngest there? everyone else was either smokers/drinkers. but the music was gooood. like real good. i was so high yesterday night. the experience was great overall. good atmosphere, a LOT of eyecandies. :D A LOT. and this lady wanted to get maria & me to buy beer! went back for 12am game. and i was almost late! the bloody train took 10mins to come & i was so so nervous. but it was midnight and i was really tired..so the game wasnt really good. then i headed back home cos my brother's having a high fever, so i got to miss the 3am game. and the first train was 6am, while our match's at 625am. aw. so i stayed at home and went to maria's house for a little while:p im like so tired now, with all my muscle aches. but im heading out for dinner and im happy. YAY i love Timbre and Netball! :D

i will.

June 18, 2006 9:18 AM

im getting tired & irritated very easily nowadays. soccer is keeping me up till 2, 3am. even though im only ( <-------> ) this interested in it now. cant wait for tmr to come, and yes eileen, a lot of fleas are taking place in singapore. but because you're so engrossed in your books, you dont realise=P our stall is right in front of the stage, im pretty sure the band will be a blast. headed to gym yesterday, did nothing much, so i went for a run. but i still feel fat & grumpy:( at least i got out of my house for a while:] went out at night and yeah..

woke up today feeling grumpy. whats new? im starting on my homework part2!:D great achievement. for homework part1, i finished an english essay and comprehension. oh boy, i wonder when i can ever finish ALL my work. i'll be leaving eblog soon i think. got a new blog alrdy, just need to figure out how to transfer all my old entries over. i kind of dislike this, because i cant talk to you when i want to. but its only 3days, oh well. the grumpy me is acting up again. i shall go & rewatch the soccer matches:0

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she asked. what if i realise that the guy i want to be with, is not the guy i love.

June 16, 2006 7:34 AM

unmotivated:(

homework still a lot undone:l
a bit worried but im going to start mugging soon.
oh well.
online shopping is freaking addictive.
i have this whole list of stuff which ive bought and i need to transfer cash for.
must stop this addiction soon.
stupid sarah is leaving for her cruise on tuesday.
stupid woman, leaving me and her bf behind. :(
maria & me made loads of earrings, and theyre super gorgeous!
im with love with half of them:D

next weekend theres netball marathon, and we have flea market on sat!
i got to leave halfway during marathon to set up our flea stall.
please come down and shop for great stuff!
its at timbre and substation:D:D
i will love you for coming downnnn:]!
(and i'll give you great discounts xD)

BYEBYE, im going to rewatch my favourite XMEN:]

June 11, 2006 11:21 AM

ten;

the ten friends (im bored:D)
01) you're super special to me. we're always doing retarded stuff together in the past and now we're just kind of busy. but i still like you a lot:D we always promise to go out together but school is always screwing us up:l i miss you a lot.
02) you're super dumb. and super slow. i cant believe the replies you give me at times when i ask questions. but i always enjoy your company:] and i think its really surprising that we click off SO well, when we're SO different. you have a super good figure, stop claiming that you're fat!:P
03) we used to be damn close but i guess stuff isnt always going the right way. i know you're not really happy now, and people are not really happy. but i really hope you'll go back to being yourself, and be this unique individual i used to know. not this bimbotic girl who exlaims over the slightest thing. cos i know it isnt you:l
04) its a pity we're now like that. i remember how close we used to be and it makes me a little sad at times. but you're a really sweet girl, its just that you're hanging out with the wrong people. i hope you'll always be happy. :)
05) you like to act cute a super lot! and sometimes you lie a bit too much that its a bit obvious. i dont like the way you handle relationships a lot. but overall you're a pretty sweet girl:] though i hate you when you pms! :x
06) it used to break my heart a little when i hear people bitching about you cos we're pretty close years back and i rmb about how much i (quite) like you. but ay, you must start having a little selfconfidence and find yourself back! dont be someone you're not cos you're so damn unhappy everytime i see you. you used to be loud & cheerful and now you're hiding within the shadows of other people. its so freaking obvious that you're trying to use stuff to cover up for whatever "loneliness" you're feeling inside. you got to wake up before its too late. almost half the world hates you already.
07) (my favourite number:D) i think im a little unappreciative of you sometimes, but you're always freaking sweet:] thankyou so much.
08) eh. you're a nice person. but i dont know why you're always so unhappy. i think that if you never let to learn go of those lost friendships/ people who dont appreciate you, you'll just be upset for the rest of your life. stat smiling. life is a positive thing. and pls dont give a shit abt whatever people say about you. just be yourself.
09) hahah our relationship is really one big frigging weird one. but i like the times when you occassionally click on my nick & talk to me. it was almost impossible seeing us agreeing on the SAME thing a few years back. but i love the way to talk to me, and you're just one special yet distant friend of mine:]
10) i dont know if you'll see this. but all your smses to me are kept inside my phone because they serve to motivate me so much. i used to have a megacrush on you because you're a really really nice guy. and you still are. i hope you'll get back with her one day and be really happy:] and you got to learn to stop thinking so much, it makes you old.

OKAYYYY:D some of the people above are like SUPER obvious but oh whatever. i better go start on my holiday homework! i havent touched anything!!!! :]

June 06, 2006 12:30 PM

flea markets=great BUYS!

hahaha this morning i had to wake up damn early. WHY? cos my dad wanted to bring my whole family to tiong bahru for breakfast. -_-and i ate like a SUPER lot. like 3 whole bowls of food and i told my mum im re-going through puberty again HAHAHA:D i was searching the whole place for hot guys but there wasnt any. so i concluded that hot guys do not go to markets. thats sad, cos i hate the smell of markets and i need my hubby to go buy veggies n stuff:( anywayz, we went to PC fair after that. WAHLAU there were so many people at 1130! and they were pushing like madddd. i bought my camera, IM SO IN LOVE WITH IT:D a new computer, and this mp4 for my Brother. i wanted him to get red, he refused. boo to him. and so bloody many ppl were filling in lucky draw coupons. my mum told me i was lucky this wk, so i had to fill in like 40+ coupons. zzz. went to get good fruit smoothies for family and headed town to meet JK. :D we headed to cleo flea market and hellozzz, we were like so damn early. the taxidriver was damn weird. he SMOKES and he screamed at JK. :o anyway zouk flea was full of cool stuff. we got great buys, and j concluded that i dont wear secondhand clothes. so true alright. hahaha. went to arah street and shopped a little. then went to bugis for billys and boy, we ordered so much food. didnt even finish half of it bleh! then headed to town to shop. seriously singapore sales suck cos theres nothing much in town:( its all the old & ugly stuff. i dislike sales! and when i wanted to get home to sleep, this man stopped me at train station and did a survey on me about makeup for a whole half hour. and he asked me to meet him on tuesday night. but dont worry, im DAMN SMART, so i will not meet him! though he has my number now but its okay, i wont pick up his calls! physics tomorrow, and then we will have tanning day on tuesday. sec1 netball orientation on thursday and bdiv outing on friday:] oh no, no time to mug!:l

June 04, 2006 1:26 PM

physics terror!:]

physics is like so scary now. every single lesson she'll do spotchecks on all kinds of stuff. tuesday was latecomers, yesterday was socks, and today, assignment. o_o yesterday maria & me got stuck in the rain at that mac near school. and we couldnt go home. commonwealth is full of weird people. this guy sat there for hours, and didnt order any food. and this 3 primary school girls were singing out LOUD. madness.but i completed my assignment 12 there, and when i came home im only left with those examples:D but i havent started on holiday hwk! :( going to die like crazy please. had netball training:D i miss it like mad okay!:] but my stamina s-u-c-k, though i can still shoot pretty well! (cough sarah) headed to town today and omg, they have real bad stuff! cant find anything i like and that made me sad. --> a sad peilin is one who will not do her hwk. so come on, cheer me up! im rich now! & im going shopping on saturday and sunday! i promise i'll mug after that, I PROMISE:D
and sucks eblog! that stupid advertisement blocked IS BLOCKING my entry! D:

June 02, 2006 11:25 AM

:]

this is freaking pretty isnt it! joycelyn made this skin. horray for kam. hahaha. life is moving too quickly i cant catch up! tuition, then late night clubbing and mugging. (how contradicting) and what if i cant wake up tmr morning?:D life is getting exciting. please head to town between 17th to 18th june. byebye, this world is beautifool. :]

May 30, 2006 9:20 AM

for you i will

i love stories:D today was such a sleepy day! we got to finish watching constantine! i love that movie so much after watching it with maria and im real glad i got to watch it again! hes super hot. HEH:D im going to be doing something i really like soon, and the thought of it makes me EXCITED. HEHHEH:D:D:D end of midyears =time to mug. okay i guess this is really the time for me to stop fooling around/ playing, and settle down to study. i guess i just got to accept it and realise that time's seriously running out. ah i love heart to heart chats! :D just that jj got to rush off and that totally spoilt my mood:P and im getting too fair, way too fair. my class boys are hilarious. ive got photos of half naked boys who are ''raped''! :D i realise that im freaking insensitive at times, and i need to start taking notice of people. so much stuff's been going on. but ask me, DO I CARE? :) go ahead and complain to people for all you want, if it makes you happier. eventually, you realise how petty and vulnerable you are. because, look around, what have you done to deserve people's respect? a happy person, is one who earns people's respect. not one who goes around trying to assure herself that shes strong, when shes not. :D


If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room
I would
That's what I'd do
That's what I'd do to get through to you

May 18, 2006 12:23 PM

it isnt that easy

yep so we had class cip today. initially i was really really afraid, cos i kept thinking about my really old grandpa in the past and how afraid i was of him cos he ALWAYS screams at me. maybe cos hes senile and all he wants is to walk around and his dear fourteen kids (all my uncles and aunties and my DAD) refuse to let him walk around cos he cant control his bladder, so he was strapped to his bed. but then again, they had their reasons. my grandpa wandered around once and bumped straight into the wall and had to be rushed to the hospital. the other time, he rolled off his bed and broke his leg. super poor thing. okay anyway, back to me being afraid of the nursing home.

um we reached there on time. and the place was super pretty. but the atmosphere there was really quite bad. like what alex said, a nursing home is really different from an old folks' home. though ive been to neither before, but many over at the nursing home were bedridden, and they looked really sad and lonely. i felt really guilty, cos we were supposed to give hearts to the old people. and this two grannies came in super late. so celestin and i had to give them the hearts. one refused to reply me despite me going like "gei ni de ahma" (in chinese) seven times. i nearly burst into tears cos i was so worried she'll curse and swear at me, like this other granny who went like "lao tiko" and all the vulgarities at this other old man. finally she accepted it, but she looked unhappy:/ i feel very bad about all the old people, cos i kept wondering how i'd be feeling if my kids were to dump me there. i think i'll rather die :( cos its like so lonely & sad and everyone is just so.. down.

when i went to lunch hall, this old man kept staring at me. i was like suppperrrr scared. cos his eyes were really red & he seemed like hes gng to scream and roar at me or sth. then he suddenly smiled and waved! it really break my heart to see the old folks like that. i mean they've done so much for their kids & theyre so super poor thing..i feel damn bad about them:( and then we went around the entire place and got to see many old folks. ah i really hope that they will be happy. but all of them seem to be in so much agony i feel so bad for them.. and this old lady over at the female lunch hall kept signalling for maria and me to go over..and mr A.ong got us to go over. then she grabbed our hands and planted kisses. gosh that seriously melt my heart.. i wanted to hug her so much at that moment. but all i did was to tell her to be strong and live well. i feel terrible for not giving her tt hug now. and this whole bunch of old ladies just waved and smiled. and all of them were just glad that someone came over to say hi to them.

okay this is like some terribly naggy essay, but i think we really need to start loving people. mu ci zi xiao. so terribly true:) but i really hope that those old folks will at least be happy..its impossible to pray for them to get well, but maybe like what my mummy always tells me, if they are suffering so much now, maybe death will be a better way. she used to tell me that when my guinea pig was so sick, and i think its terribly true. if they are suffering, we should allow them to find peace in heaven. im not christian la, but i really pray for the old folks. ay, and im feeling so selfish about holding back so much today with that old lady cos she kept rejecting me. maybe if i had try harder, she'll be happier now. but hey, im glad we made many of them smile. it meant so much:)

**this is no cheesy essay!

and yesyes i must talk about nurses okay! i used to think that nurses were angelic and pretty and smiley and sweet. but today, i really felt that the nurses there were like dead as well:/ i mean come on, you're working with people who are upset about life. shldnt you be smiling, or at least, trying to do something to make the old folks happy? the nurses were terrible. given the chance, sarah & i are going to set up this pretty place where we will ensure that the folks are happy:) really. i think that after going through so much, they deserve the best. okay maybe some people might think that im just being stupid thinking so much, or that whatever im writing here is not true. but trust me, once you've been there for just a couple of hours, you'll be amazed at how it'll make you change the way you look at people.

May 13, 2006 1:55 PM

:(:(

i. am. very. pissed. Very. i repeat, I AM VERY PISSED! i got locked out of my house for an entire house, yeah i am so stupid. & when i finally reached home. HAHAHA i found my damn keys in my bag!! *_* wahlau la okay! i am like so pissed. i mean i waited like some idiot & everyone was staring and looking n all the shit. EEEEYYYYEEERRRRR. i feel whiny like crap. and im like super tired. :(

i hate liars. i feel so cheated. why keep up with the lies? why make me mistrust you again? is it worth it? i dont know what i can do. but im really upset about this. & i dont know what i can do. maybe, i'll do sth which will shock you, but maybe, ...& please, your promises are worth nothing to me now. nothing.

May 06, 2006 2:22 PM

:D:D:D

AH EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! i dont know why the school is so mean to make the last paper so hard:( i hate people who could do all the questions! i just stared at the paper and it was like omg. mr ng haiguan says its easy. duh hes a math teacher lol. we watched when a stranger called today and it was a bad bad choice. it was like super duper scary, and there was like two bunches of a girls' school girls & 2 bunches of lians&bengs. and yeah, all of us were like yelling & screaming. btw this old lady yelled at us when we went in. bleh. the movie's not too bad though. but its like duper scary!! so we shopped n just lagged. town is getting boring now. but whatever, exams are over:D:D:D everyone better rest well, two days of holidays next week! woohoo!! :D

May 05, 2006 2:05 PM

010203040506

i just reached home! so im filthy & stinky. but whatever:D im ultra tired btw. and peole, stay up till 1am today! its gng to be a once in a lifetime thing like HEH:D at 1am, 2mins, 3sec -- your phone is going to show 010203040506! TOTALLY COOL RIGHT. 1am, 2min, 3sec, 4thMAY2006! :D gosh! ultra coooool. :D & oh well. im going to be in school late tmr, so i need not sleep early! :D good luck to all bio students haha! ah i feel smelly. and i ate my favourite dim sum today ah LOVE:D i dont know why im partying so much when exams have not ended yet. i've been shopping for like eigghhttt hours & im tired. i shall shower soon. stay up till ONE AM! :D once in a lifetime thing!

and uh. history and social studies today was like crap. i couldnt finish writing for both papers! :(:( and i love celestin chia:D:D:D:D!

May 03, 2006 2:45 PM

physics tmr leh!

i feel like the biggest fool today! :D joycelyn told me just now that we're allowed to choose one qn from the last two qns from emath paper ii! & I DID BOTH. like omg. and this isnt my first time doing this sort of test paper! mr ong is gng to scream at me! :(:( i had my favourite milkshake today! with a super cute waiter serving us! :D:D theres so many gorgeous people over at town. ohhh:) and my englsh suckzzz. i said goodbye womans. like hello?! womans? i deserve to be shot. but then again, its the exams thats screwing me up what! hell. and my nose was sooo blocked. i couldnt breathe halfway during the test. so i started breathing through my mouth, like a frog o_o! & ms khang stared at me all the time. she must have been so afraid that im gonna have an asthma attack or sth HAHA:D

i headed to the doctor. &&&&&&&&! i was/am having a fever!i dont know why but im damn hot now. and my face is super red. my mum wants me to go to sleep without studying for physics. oh back to the doctor. my temperature was like 37.5! (hey sars 37.5 cant go out of house alrdy k). and im RED! and i cant breathe properly. and i got a sore throat. guess what he said. "you played basketball huh" (yeah right, in my bf's shirt right) AND "eat more okay, you need to eat more" and thats it. !!!!! what a doctor right! D: so i spent like an hour waiting for HIM to saw those few words to me. and he gave me medicine which makes me drowsy. and he say that even if i were to go school still must eat leh,(cos medicine make you well faster) just that i eat half of it. i sleep in class during test tmr then its his problem uh! im hot and tired & SAD:(

April 27, 2006 12:58 PM

lets treasure.

i read this mail over at xiaxue's blog. and this is a really sad mail, i think:(

Dear friends,

This is not junk mail. It's my personal reflections. Last night, I watched a documentary on BBC about the plight of Congolese children who are being accused of witchcraft called Kindoki. I felt really strongly and interested about it and forgive me for sounding preachy, but I would like to share my sentiments with all of you.

The history or what I know of it
Recently, in Congo, there is a sudden surge of Revivalist Churches in Kinshasa, capital of Congo. These revivalist churches preach christianity to the Congolese who originally had African tribal traditions and religions consisting of witchcraft and whatnots. I only caught the later bits of the documentary, but basically church workers started accusing young children of having kindoki (i think some form of devil or something).

The rampant abuse of children
Kids who were accused of kindoki had to receive "deliverance", if not they will not be cured. The result, parents started abandoning their very own kids accused of kindoki on the streets. As to the issue of deliverance, I watched some scenes of how rituals were conducted to give deliverance to kids who were 5-8 years old and believe me, it was very very brutal and scary: They rubbed chilli peppers in the eyes and body of the young child and pour salt water in their eyes. I even saw the so called "healer" who is a full bodied 40ish year old African man STOMPED on the body and the stomach of children aged 3-5, claiming that the evil spirit must be stomped.

The psychology of the abused children
What I found even more disturbing was that children were WILLING to be abused by the church workers in the name of Christ. I remember a scene where a little girl was chanting "i wanna be saved by jesus and the holy spirit" while having chilli peppers rubbed into her stomach violently. The children are led to believe they have stupid nonsense shit like kindoki and then how they are so WILLING to let such abuse to be carried out on them, so that they can be loved and accepted by their family and parents. Can u imagine little kids at the age of 3 or 5, putting themselves out like that so they can be accepted by their parents? They also fast their children for weeks, in order to purge the kindoki. Little kids, could be your niece and nephew, made to starve for weeks.

Then there was the story of this girl who was abandoned on the streets. Thing is mostly, it's the uncle or aunt of the family who accused the child of having kindoki, never the parents themselves. Her uncle accused her of having Kindoki and they put her over a fire and if she screamed, then it was verified that she indeed have kindoki. Most ridiculous thing I ever heard. If u put me over a fire, of course, i will scream. Then they proceeded to unleash child abuse on her and abandon her on the streets.

Thousands of young kids are abandoned on the streets because of accusations of Kindoki and I am not sure what I can do to help. But the least I can do is raise awareness of their plight in Congo. For me, I think such stupidity is unacceptable, and I have no idea how Christianity devolved to such forms. The documentary suggests that shutting down Revivalist Church might put a stop to such a massive scale of child abuse, but the thing is they keep springing up, especially in poor and undeveloped Congo.

Well, it's just some food for thought for me. And I think it's nice to share with my friends and if your interested, would be real nice, if you could read up and we can talk more about how to help the children. But do think about it. And thanks for giving 5 minutes of ur time to read me out.

Regards,
Ee Kean.

sad isnt it. about how life can be so good in singapore and how we do not have to worry about our parents abandoning us. while kids over there, as young as 5 years old have to go through so much sufferings, to just try to be accepted by their parents once again. as much all of us might want to help, lets just face up to reality. theres nothing much we can do. lets just treasure all that we have, and pray for a better tomorrow for these kids. :)

April 26, 2006 10:47 AM

midyear day one.

life is bad. :( this is terrible, today is the FIRST day of examinations and im like that. i totally admire those who are studying/mugging now! (salute.) both papers were easy, but i nearly fell asleep during english essay. i remember when mr faizard once told us back in sectwo about how much he hates students counting the number of words in their essays/summarys, so i couldnt count my words to keep myself awake. so i just sat there & stoned. pitiful right. chinese was worse, agh even discussed the topic with us. o_o so i just scribbled everything that we discussed in class and finished my essay like super early. everyone used up all their paper, except for me ._. the teacher even offered me paper to draw on (seeing how bored i was..) & i sat there sniffing all the way.
i. am. very. terribly. sick. now. D: my nose is flowing like a tap. (what a cliche) and im having a terrible sore throat. i wanted to die during chinese paper! tomorrow is geography, and i have not started on much revision. nevermind, i dont need any luck this time. (im prepared for the Worst.) i shall push it to all of you for you guys to do well:D! especially for those heading for dsa!

April 24, 2006 8:03 AM

catch your wave !

time pass like a speeding bullet. o_o. good friday was well spent, i burned a lot of calories shopping!. but regained them after all the eating:(. went for a last-minute sleepover. left around noon to go for gift the next day, and headed for tuition after that. it rained like a dont-know-what and half my body was wet ._. tuition was really crappy, sarah & me just talked and talked and talked more. but we managed to get work done, hoho. ms lee tried to matchmake ppl (there was only 3 guys and like 10plus girls) and sarah managed to get hottest guy in cls:P and midyears are coming, like omggg. one more week only leh. x_x i feel so screwed.
euglinnnnn. :D

April 16, 2006 8:40 AM

good friday!

finally the GoodFriday is here, thank goodness for holidays! super sleepy today, but i managed to stay awake throughout lessons. whole day of lessons, math remidial, history test. x_x im going to shop like crazy this weekend, yay shopping centres here i come!. hahaha. eating too much mac recently, very bad:( i need to catch some movies soon. BYEEEE:D
integrity -its what counts. its what makes you stand out.

April 13, 2006 10:34 AM

spare us the agony

after reading my SAN JIE, aka junjie's blog, i felt a lot(gan cu liang duo). i stared at my math notes with all the blanks, and i wanted to cry. but i did what adam said, "refer to textbook". i think i kind of got something. but this is the first time in my entire life a teacher ever walked out on my class. and it sucks.

okay no negative thoughts. i think ive been trying for math, i mean, you can try super hard for something and not produce results. but no one has the right to say im not trying, cos i am. just because i stood up once for not doing my work doesnt mean that i dont do it all the time. cos half the time we didnt even went through the questions. i rather not do it than copy someone else's work, and if you dont appreciate all the effort, so be it. cos im only accountable to myself, yeah. i dont care if half the world think that im lousy, cos i can proudly face myself and claim that i did all my work myself. regardless of whether i know it or not.

okay i didnt want to write so much, but i felt so much suddenly, so well.. im not angry, just upset. its unfair to judge a class based on something like that, to judge someone based on their undone work once, twice..anyway! junjie was ultra funny today. he whined like CRAZY. as usual:D and he made all kinds of weird sounds which kept making me laugh. and poor dog of his! his mum's still angry with it. jj, i'll be super nice okay. xiaomei is willing to adopt your dog for a few days:D i'll tie its hair as pretty-ly as mine. trust me leh! anw i am super happy, we're doing 2.4 next tuesday yay:D and thats the only thing which made me happy. i am a super high I- 55points. so dont blame me if im noisy, i am born like that!  okay go sleep liao. tmr got math remidial(zzz) and history test (yay!) & good luck to all for mids. in case i dont write here before mids again. :D much love!

April 12, 2006 1:31 PM

goodbye hair

well. i have pretty short stumpy hair again! ._. im feeling sad about cutting off my pretty silky hair, aww:D so i'll be using a whole lot of hairpins once more..i want to thank every single angel who kept comforting me about my results in the previous entry, and all the people who kept assuring me that stuff's fine. i think i suffer from extreme mood swings. im feeling cool now. so what even if i failed amath, so what even if i failed chemistry. (okay it matters a lot to mr ong and ms eu), but its okay. i have my next test (midyears!! x_x) to prove myself. amath also not so hard what. differentiate here & integrate there. not so hard la right:D and im confident i can pass my physics! (pray pray pray) i mean i finished the paper..so its not so bad? oh well. tmr mrs lee is back. :( (political answer, :D) must hand in assignment 6 :(:( (political answer, :D:D) life can be good, when the weekends come.. i wont be a white chicken anyway, cos im tanning on saturday. so, i shall be a super guai girl (as usual huh) and do physics. i love physics yay!:D (cheesy grin)

April 05, 2006 11:49 AM

you bleed to know youre alive;

i really hate this a lot. okay. i thought that after having a bad start this week, tuesday will turn out fine. indeed, it was good, so good. & now? im on the verge of dropping chemistry. dont tell me not to, i doubt i have much of a choice anyway. im going to fail my amath, yeah 5 in cls got full marks so far. if i say i couldnt concentrate last night due to some matters, its still my problem yeah? yeah blame it on my damn egoistic attitude. for not working as hard as i was supposed to be. so i guess it wasnt enough doing tys. i know time is running out, im so aware of my own situation. so dont come to me and say "its okay", because you bloody know that it isnt. thankyou to laws for offering to give me the mark for me to pass.it really really made me feel so touched.  im not pitying myself. and i dont want you to pity me. seriously, i dont know what i want either. i flared up so easily today (and im sorry). i need someone's help. i need to be aware of what i want. i dont know what shit im getting myself into. trust me, i can work for studies. but i dont understand why im so unstable emotionally. im pushing people away. im not happy. not since wed. two days, and i felt like ive been through hell. u know? when the easiest chemistry topic was tested n i failed. and soon-to-fail some bloody easy amath test & stay in remidial for life. ha. thank you so much.
ive been down, but i picked myself up. now.? i hope i can. hope.

March 30, 2006 8:55 AM

truth is

life is good! because:
i) mrs lee is not here for eight days:D one week of freedom! (and failing common test next week-_-)
ii) our top band singing tmr leh! :D:D:D (must cheer loudly okay!)
iii) junjie siyuan wanqin birthday! (happy sweet s_xteen:D, fill in vowel pls). HAHAHA

oh yeah baby. sarah and me wanted to catch some couple in action. someone dating her bf=P but unfortunately.. aww.  but we had fun shopping. candy empire always, without fail, makes me spend lots of $$ there. :( i ended up getting candies for everyone, but myself. i have a really sweet brother, he bought me a chocolate bar today to cheer me up cos i was sick yesterday. (and i repeat, i really didnt pon school!!!) but i got loads of homework. :( but i choose not to care too much, except for agh's cos tmr's friendship day leh!! :D everyone's turning sixteen. while im still lonely fifteen. sarah, we shall sit under a tree and moan about it. today was an embarrassing day. pfft. almost our whole cls wasted 60$ on heymath. hahaha super funny, i was whining throughout the entire math lesson.. soccer rock okay. :D i love exercise! so i shall go and shower now. goodbye everyone! c:

March 28, 2006 11:28 AM

2303:D

yes happy birthday to maria & raymond (dajie's younger bro=my younger brother:D!) chemistry test tomorrow. o_o & im training my dearest juniors tomorrow. SUN! finally, after so long:D and im really sad that adriano got kicked out :(:(:( i have no confidence for chemistry leh, and please stop telling me its simple. cos i think im pretty dumb D:
my paper heart will bleed - </3

March 23, 2006 12:12 PM

hold on to me

randoms;!
well. im home early:) 615pm & im sitting in front of my computer (and ive showered). woohoo:D i have no homework today cos imma GoodGirl. and i finished all my work way before hand:D hehheh i know that all of you are jealous! school was tiring. we changed seats:D from my seat, i can only see half the board-_- i finally understood all the stress which the sec4s have been complaining about lastyear. its so bad okay. its bad enough that we have so much work, and its even worse that we dont get sufficient sleep. ._. celestin makes good cookies. im lucky shes my new seating partner:) a lot of people's birthdays coming up soon:D i got a pretty nike soccer bag. i <3 my soccerbag:D! i love mark & victor too!!! MarkVictorMarkVictorMARKVICTOR:D!

current favourite song:D
He said I was in my early forties, with a lot of life before me
And one moment came that stopped me on a dime
I spent most of the next days, looking at the x-rays
Talking bout' the options and talking bout' sweet times.
I asked him when it sank in, that this might really be the real end
How's it hit 'cha when you get that kind of news?
Man what did ya do?
--live like you were dying (tim mcgraw)

March 21, 2006 10:25 AM

Too Tired for Titles:D

hello i just reached home and its nearing 12am but i really need to update this cos its ultra funny:D! anyway physics tuition today (by mrs lee's friend) was quite bad, i think. :( i hope i can improve my physics, soon! (yes i know, with lots of hardwork) AND! we went to billys to eat and this waitress thought that maria & me were lesbians:D she kept looking over at us. okay maybe its the way maria and me kept looking at each other, but oh well. we shared a meal, and a drink, and a soup! aw and she was ultra sweet to give us extra spoons all the time, lol. she thought that we were lesbians! so we pretended to be lesbians:D (u dont want to know the details) and! all of you better start mugging! cos (maria calculated), if you started your revision yesterday, you would have 21.25 days for each subject, if you are taking eight subjects. see, time is running out! start mugging! gymming on tuesday, and SUN on friday! i feel like a piece of rotten (mugging) fish now. -_- i cant wait for tuesday to come. (coughcough) cos its the family reunion day:D!

waiting for 2 hours just to pass a favourite chocolate bar to cheer someone up. it means so much.

March 12, 2006 3:59 PM

march holidays:D

hello:D im really very happy today!
top three reasons:
-the holidays are here (well duh)
-theres pizza waiting for me at home:D plus we dont have cca! (well we officially retired, so what can we do?:()
-i got back my brother's ezlink card:D

and many many other stuff:) madam lalitha was really cute in class today, we wanted her to sing, and she went like "im shy" omg. she was so cute! lol. theres a lot of homework, :(. and this holiday is actually badnews for me, cos it means that ive got to start mugging for the O(MG).  <-- it was suppose to be a joke:D i felt like a nerd carrying my books around today, thank goodness i didnt leave much in school anyway. i cant wait for Saturday & Sunday to come:D all the fun! and xcountry was super cool this year. first year i ran alone, and had such bad stamina:/ okay this is only the second year i ran so..yeah. i love pegasus so much i screamed and cheered and everyone stared. but hey, thats the spirit of pegasus okay:D (though im really upset that we didnt clinch anything except for cdiv girls champ but its okay, i'll rmb my peggy being last for 4years, its still a memory:D but we're champs inside our hearts!) and i "fed" a lot of people rice, lol. but mwilson, dont be upset anymore. vj is still waiting for you to be their TopRunner:D and i shall wait to see your trophy.! someone was really mean to my friend yesterday:( may you be shot down by stones and grow lots of corns which makes your feet smelly. boo to you! and happy birthday to you! though you're now 5845 days old, but oh well. thought that counts:P hm, and im just very happy now lo. im going to eat durians now:D and all of you behind your computer screens stop cursing me to grow fat soon okay. COS I LOST WEIGHT. without much exercise okay:D HAHAHA!

March 10, 2006 10:09 AM

pain of a million Ants.

tired of reaching home at 11plus, sleeping in the AMs and waking up at 5. finally it all ended. im happy:) fringe festival's cip was greattt. i mean it. we just sat & waited, giving ultra big sweet (fake) smiles. :D gave out little booklets and that's about it. we even got to catch a dance ;D and yesterday's outdoor show was frightening. :( the monster frightened maria & me so much we just hugged and faced the wall.. x_x goodness. and yes, i realise that i really need exercise:D its been quite some time since ive worked out. except for jogging. eh oops. and congrats to all the table tennis teams yesterday, for getting their positions! a pity i didnt get to watch the girls' matches though:( and mrs yeo took attendance at like 545pm? only 5 stayed, and they wanted to take our photos with the teams, goodness. i hope next week will be a better week. im off for cip, goodbye :) and yes, we wrote a little note to the guys at prison school! it made me feel so good to know that we can brighten up someone else's day:D

March 04, 2006 5:02 AM

the waxing game

junjie is currently undergoing waxing. sadly, today is the LastDay all of you can see his sexy wavy hair:[ poor boy. but i think that hes having fun, after he sees his NEWLY SHAVEN/WAXED LEG. HAHAHA. (maria says, for the fifth time, you very hairy leh junjie) lawson refused to be waxed. he kept insisting that we should put more waxing cream on junjie. hes sitting there and laughing. lousy laws. maria is waxing for junjie, sinee and me are laughing. i was almost winning my mahjong game, and then cos of that stupid guy, :(. we wont be sleeping anytime soon i guess. junjie is really super hairy. instead of having a snowball, he has a hairball. gross ass k. i bet hes gonna use a knife soon. llllol:D

edited, junjie has super ultra sexy hairless legs now. all of you should just fall in love & faint the moment u see his legs.:) hes undergoing pedicure now. hahaha HES TURNING INTO ONE OF US. so totally man:) junjie says: its sexy & (accent pls) cool. :D all thanks to us, the hair removed woman, the waxer & me, the shaver. HAHAHA. super funny pls! n da jie, aka lawson refuse to remove his hair:[

February 24, 2006 4:31 PM

weekly update!

:):) school's fast now. sometimes its really really hard to catch up.:( but i guess weekends really made it all much better. more sleep, more time to rest, :D. went for badmt match on friday, felt a lot. it reminded me of the exact same situation when netball was to play the crucial match.. but i know that the guys fought really hard, even with injured players on court. they played really well:) hahaha i love chatting to eileenoh! :D:D
(you got to do something to stop screwing up your life:])


I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
-if you're not the one by DB.

February 19, 2006 4:36 AM

valentines

i love today:D thankyou to the many people who dropped gifts! so sweet k:D when i came to school there was candies from random people and i didnt know who they were from x_x but i really liked this valentines day:D eating in class & getting all the unique gifts from very *cough weird *cough people. but im terribly sick now:(:( i feel terrible. but i love the cute little gifts i got. flowers, cards, candies, jellies, chocolates, eggman, toffees:D:D:D!, bear, earrings, lollipops, a suppperrrr cute frog and a meal by mw! lol:D i love the spirit in our cls, so lovey dovey! :D:D

i need some place to vent this out. i cannot take it anymore, it happened before, and its happening again. i cannot stand looking at how you treat people. i cannot stand the way you choose to talk to me, as and when you like. i cannot stand the words you use to hurt people. i cannot stand the way you look at me everytime i talk to someone else. i tried to understand you, again and again. i forgave you, everytime. because of a thing called friendship. i cherished this thing between us, and i think im stupid. you never did care about how i felt. you feel that i am a threat to you. i dont know what ive done to make you feel this way. everytime you're trying to prove yourself to be better, stronger. come on, what is there bloody to compare about?! i hold everything inside, because i do not want to hurt anyone. but no, you try to screw me up again. i cry for you not because im upset, but because im so frustrated that i cannot do anything to salvage it. i cannot take it anymore, cannot.

if you choose to let it be this way, i believe i will be willing to be it be too. off for valentines dinner:)

February 14, 2006 10:36 AM

the last call

today was the last match, ever again. i dont think that i'll ever play netball for the rest of my life, (at least as a cca), so today is kind of like my farewell to netball:(  this year, our season was so short. only two or three weeks? but i got to say that i really cherished this time together with my team. sure, there were unhappy moments, but i think that for every individual player, i have learnt a lot about them and from them, especially from the secthrees. they taught me so much, things i never appreciated:) and i realised that in my entire blog, at least 95% of entries are about netball uh:D:D

i wasnt able to play my position today, so i was a little upset. i wasnt mentally prepared, i got to admit but..i really must say that i did put in my Best. i really went on court and told myself that i can only fight, and not give up. i ran, i sprinted. my knee did hurt, but i couldnt give up. regardless of how people say - i can say that this was my best effort. this has got to be my best game for this season. in terms of spirit, in terms of play. i dont know, i have this feeling that after today, it is hard to ever see the team, together again. sometimes thinking back, everything seems like such a coincidence.. i've gone through so much with netball:D! in p6, from the very contactive wd, to in sec1 when i was the "everything also play" player, till sec2 when i was made a goal shooter. in sec3, i was a very proud club player with our champs! team:) till this very day. when i am now a proud senior of rv netball, proud of our team, the juniors, the game. the injuries ive had, the twists the sprains, all the bruises & gigantic blueblacks! and all the yelling n scolding frm ms cheang mslin/ms lium and team. theyre all worth it! i grew okay. i grew so much. i love netball, but i just got to learn to let go & start studying for the Os. hahaha:D thankyou team, to whoever is able to read this.:) netball is rly this important FACTOR in my life!

February 11, 2006 1:14 PM

together-ness :D

life's bad. i cant believe that i can be this tired after only three weeks. mug mug & mug. physics chinese everything! im so tired. 4 hours of sleep everyday. how am i to ever survive this for a whole year?! time is passing fast. 5 days had passed since our first match. we'll keep fighting on girls, keep on fighting. because He has created a miracle for us to prove ourselves:)!

-  -  -  -  -  -   -  -  -  -  -  -  - 
someone says: yes.. u r e pillar of many ppl.. u mus fight on
i know life isnt going on well. i know everything seems so hard now. i know you're facing a lot of problems. and i apologise, for being so busy, for making up excuses to not be with you. trust me okay, i am always here. you know im just a phonecall away. im okay, im fine. im just so fedup about the way im handling my life that i make myself upset. but i will still be here for you, okay? regardless of how busy i am, i'll make time for you. shopping trips, anything.  because you can count on me. i love you okay:) i promise i'll be here for you, and you, and you. all three of yous:D

& suddenly life seems so wonderful. steffi can be back for the season, rv netball is out to create more miracles. hahaha. LIFE IS GOOD. 

January 21, 2006 4:22 PM

our team.

the netball jersey is the only thing that i can wear, and feel really really good. it's the pride for the game, it's the pride for the team. we never let anyone down, but ourselves. but i believe that a team, our team, will always be there to keep on going, to keep on pushing. we have so much more dreams to achieve, this don't get us down. so many people have faith in us, and we have the faith too. we just need to make it reality. it can be hard, but hey, everyone is here together. we are together - one for all, all for one. let's keep pushing ourselves, to aim for something higher, something more. river valley netball has always been creating miracles, this year it won't be an exception either. we can do it girls :D for school, for coach, for teachers, for seniors, for US. we're in this together. :)

January 17, 2006 1:13 PM

:drip drop:

i just reached home from concert, tired but very very happy. today's concert was good, as good as yesterday's. okay the items were the same, but i really really enjoy the dance items, the songs, the pieces, the moves, the everything! i love the dance by band :D i dont mind watching it over & over & over again okay :) im so proud to be an rvian, sooo proud :D and im very happy cos theres no physics hwk! ive been slping so late last week and im glad that i can hit the bed at like 11 today! tomorrow will be a long day, with the celebrations, house meetings and training. (and sitting at the grand stand which is not-so-grand - quoted from sarah) AND THEN IT IS THE MATCH. HAHAHA! yes sarah and rachael, i am very excited too. my heart is like beating so fast. and today i felt so awkward when my nan hua friends waved to me at the concert. okay maybe im just being overly sensitive:| im very proud to have really wonderful & supportive juniors, thankyou :) this week started off on a real bad note, but it ended really well. i cant wait for next week to come :D:D:D

January 15, 2006 12:21 PM

:)

back to blogging, but not for long.

friend or foe
We used to love one another
Give to each other
Lie undercover so
Are you friend or foe?

Love one another
Live for each other
So, are you friend or foe?
'Cause I used to know

The promises
Hollow concessions
An innocent
Show of affection
I touch your hand
A hologram
Are you still there?

i love this song :D grouping for netball matches are out. we're playing against zhenghua (i think), westwood, nanhua, mgs, kranji. & the first match will be next tuesday. im really really excited:) im glad tmr's a holiday, because it'll be an extra day for mugging. cant wait for the concert this weekend, cant wait for next tuesday. :D sometimes, promises just arent meant to be. i can do it. <3 i like guava (oops spelling error=P) icecream, it makes me smile.

January 09, 2006 12:09 PM

two ohohsixx_

2006 is officially here. ive been waiting for this day since the start of the holidays but now..im kind of reluctant to let go of 2005. life's been like a coaster ride this year. lots of ups, and lots of downs. it's been a really memorable year, when i've been touched by so many angels, and how i've appreciated much more stuff. and i actually slept the entire night without going for the countdown (sorry!) cos i was really tired. so i apologise to everyone who smsed n didn't get a reply. i'm still very tired now:X

um, and i'm really happy about this gift camp. it was a really great experience. i'm happy that everyone enjoyed the games, though it didn't really took very long to plan. and i've got to known some of the sec2s better :D and learn about many people's lives. everything at this camp was great. the atmosphere, the environment, the people, the feelings, the relationships. one of the times which touched me so much was the night before my match, and we were to sleep in our sleeping bags. but everyone was urging me to sleep early so that i'll be prepared for the next day. sinee even wanted me to sleep on the sofa. it was a very simple act, but..it was the care they had which really affected me. they were to sleep on the hard cold floor, yet they wanted me to sleep on the sofa instead. there is so much i can say about everything, but not wanted to make all of you bored, i wrote it as a private entry instead. i have to admit that i'm really glad that i chose to devote myself to gift. it took up quite a bit of my time, but i think that this year, i've learnt so much things which i can never ever learn from everyday. i've grown so much, more than any of you can ever imagine. if you still think that i'm only the wild party girl who just goes shopping all the time, i'm sorry, u don't know me well enough. i've grown up, in such a way that nothing much can actually affect me. i cried so much at this camp. during life journey, during the presentation. victor was right, our parents always need to be reassured that we always need them. my life's been too perfect, so i will share love around with the children, to make their life more perfect, to make them pass the love on. we cannot do great things, but we can do small things with a great heart. it is so touching whenever u hear things about how the children ask about how you are, or when u meet them & they seem to be so enthusiastic whenever they see u. it's an unbelievable feeling.      

so i guess this entry will be an ending point for my blog. i love my boss david, and sally kelly lujie wenbo kaka alfred kaihan branden n patricia and of course, all my little buddies from camp. hahah may the following year be blessed for u guys :)

January 01, 2006 9:21 AM

dark grey sky

man today's weather sucks. i wanted to go out for a run but since i woke up at 11am, :D the mood is gone. anyway i decided that i should update since i am really bored!, i do not want to do my homework, and i will not be home for four days :D 

tmr will be the camp. the one ive been waiting for a longlong time for :) (i hate packing okay) activities lined up are really great! :D okay and on friday i'll be going for a match agnst tms hall at nus (in the early morning ._.). and in the noon i'll head to siloso beach to meet up with my camp-mates & have a afternoon full of fun with 'em :D! (btw it is part of the camp schedule okay=P) we'll break camp on sat around 2. then we will have a gathering for all the campers from loc camp! :D all the way till 8 at night and then i'll go for countdown with my friends. yay :D then sleepover at _______'s(unknown) house. 

i cannot wait for newyear to come! okay so i guess for the firstjanuary i'll be heading home to zzz, and monday will be another gathering day. so this means tt i'll be screwed on firstday of school. but nvm, i'll be leaving school at 830 anyway. heh heh. and timetable's up on edulearn, pls check it! im off to meet sinee now! (though we're still chatting online :D) i love all of you! -sends flying kisses

December 28, 2005 8:36 AM

my special day! :D

hello i was really bored (and couldnt get to sleep), so i decided to check out my favourite day of the year. twelve august! :D

1953: Soviets test bomb
Less than one year after the United States tested its first hydrogen bomb, the Soviets detonate a 400-kiloton device in Kazakhstan. The explosive power was 30 times that of the U.S. atomic bomb dropped on Hiroshima, and the mushroom cloud produced by it stretched five miles into the sky. Known as the Layer Cake, the bomb was fueled by layers of uranium and lithium deuteride, a hydrogen isotope. The Soviet bomb was smaller and more portable than the American hydrogen bomb, so its development once again upped the ante in the dangerous nuclear arms race between the Cold War superpowers.
1851
The Hundred Guinea Cup is offered to the winner of a yacht race around the Isle of Wight. It was won by the US schooner 'America', and the trophy becomes known as the America's Cup.
1887
American inventor Thomas Edison makes the world's first sound recording - reciting 'Mary Had A Little Lamb' onto a foil -wrapped cylinder on a machine called the Edisonphone.
1898
Spain and the United States conclude an armistice over the possession of Cuba.
1908
The first Model T Ford car, known as the Tin Lizzie, comes off the production line - replacing the model A.
1944
World War II: PLUTO, the pipeline under the ocean, goes into operation beneath the English Channel transfering fuel from England to Allied forces in France.
1960
Launch of the Echo communications satellite from Cape Canaveral in Florida.
1972
The final American troops leave Vietnam.
1997
British Tourist Authority comes under fire for dropping the Union Flag from its publicity material.
1999
Total eclipse of the Sun. (i thought that this was pretty rare. it only happens once a thousand year, uh, right? :D)
so now i realise that 1208 is pretty special afterall. hahaha :)

& i took this quiz about my colour..since everyone seems to be taking the quiz now x_x
Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice -impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.
 
(i still cant get to sleep :[)

December 26, 2005 4:07 PM

fade away ..

16th - 18th
camp camp :D

19th
match with cedar. haha we did super well & won. (41-17) went orchard at night. shopped, slpover at ahphua's house

20th
slacked at ah phua's house till evening. went for tuition. teacher praises me for being smart :D

21st
training. everything went on great, courtwork was super welldone. went shopping with sinee at night. & because of tt, im super ultra broke now. broke. i love blueberry crumble. i love pretty earrings & pretty dresses!.

22nd
i cant rmb what happened ytd.. oh ya, i slept for 12hrs, frm 1am till 1pm. yes. then went to watch narnia (it is a super nice movie!! made me cry & scream! ._.) went for my p6 gathering, along with netballers. then i felt super weird. its like nballers on one side and my ex-clsmates on the other. eileen's sister made me bring so much food home x_x NM was super funny. wear double layer uh=p and those star-shaped glittery -cough

23rd
today! friendly against dunearn (is tt how u spell it?) and won 53-10. duno la i also no feelings abt this game..hahah. maybe its cos im super tired..not enough sleep la okay! i want to sleep now..

anyway, thankyou to the many people for the nice xmas cards, msgs & presents. hohoho. i cant wait for christmas eve (TOMORROW) so that i can go shopping again!. its time for my exercise now..byebye. :D n yes, rmb go neopets advent calender take ur special present k! hahah!

December 23, 2005 7:35 AM

angels never cry

these two days passed by so quickly.. well yesterday was the match against cedar girls'. perhaps it will be the last friendly match we'll ever have. we did really well, and i could feel the urge to play hard. and we chose team. i know that this is a very sensitive issue, but, i think that no matter what- we fight as 16, not 12. people who are willing to work hard together, we hold hands and fight. and if some others choose to lag, i guess theres nothing we can do unless you pick yourself up. we all have hopes on ourselves, there are many others pinning their hopes on us. we cant give up, we fight on for everyone. went out to orchard at night with the girls :D steffi biqing eileen rachael sylvia pecky aubrey dorcas fongyee. i went shopping with biq & we were so happy, and broke (okay shes broke, not me=P) :D but im still happy cos we bought pretty things!

went to steffi's house for sleepover! i was so tired due to the camp that i slept super early! at 130am! then the pigs -peckrachbiq came into the room and woke me up at 3am ._. but i went back to sleep again and we all woke up at 10. watched charlie's angels, had yummy breakfast & we lagged & played cards and games and pizza was for lunch. all the way till it was around 6. we did so much rubbish okay! i then see biq half-way home:) and went for tuition. now im home, tired and ready to sleep! theres trng tmr. gdnight:D  

and thankyou to the people who has already given me xmas greetings & the gifts. s o m e o n e got me boxers=P i cant wait for xmas to come :D

December 20, 2005 2:48 PM

camp;

back from camp, very exhausted. i only slept for a total of 6 hours for the two nights. first night i slept at 2.30 and woke up at 5 and second night i slept at 130 and wokeup at 4 x_x because of the night bballing & our suppers & night dance :X i was a facilitator, aka fac. hm my group has like 6 guys & a girl. but it was really really cool leading the group. they played merely because of their spirit, and not because of the money. and i adore them for that :D whats more they only had $10 each to last for the entire 3d2n camp okay! (anw this camp was to allow them to experience life of tamah jurong - poorest estate in spore & to let them work on a project) i really adore the people in my group a lot. although they were all crazy & noisy (LIKE ME! :D) we were still able to talk sense. i love the time when we all shared about our lives and the guys cried.. aww:) the way they try to stackup their feet to make a tower taller than me, the way we cheered as the loudest group, the way we eat together, the way everyone love stupid jokes..the way we like each other. hahah:D there was a super lot of rumours going on during this camp, plus a lot of hanky panky=D familY D rock on man (:

and im off to replenish my sleep! a match with cedar tmr, and have to be in school by 730 ._. how come i feel so screwed............... 

December 18, 2005 2:10 PM

:[

i cannot find my bloody bloody jianbao. and i am very irritated about that ._.

December 15, 2005 11:25 AM

bufferfly :D

hello :D today was training, and it was fun :D although the thirtyminutes run which ms cheang led us wasnt exactly fun..cos there was so many up-slopes ._. but it is nice to go for a run once in a long while. :D but yes i think that it made us push each other & i realise that there are loads of pretty flowers around the buildings near our school. :D everything was smooth & flowing well today. yes yes. 30 more days to tournament- oh MAN. i wasnt tired after all the training, first time leh! :) mm i love to sing. wo ai wo de team. hahahah:D and i am going to watch KingKong later! the big furry cute little monster. yay i love movies:D  oh yes, and my brother pronounce butterflies as bufferflies. hahahah super funny okay!


i took a handwriting quiz and this is what it says :D (i think its pretty true lo omg ._.)
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.
coughcough dorcas. i am intelligent, thankyou :D

December 14, 2005 9:02 AM

drop me down

today. i was so inspired by ms lin's words that i'm willing to fight hard for the team next year. our team is getting stronger, we're getting more united. i can feel it, i can see it. i love our team so much. and i'm willing to fight hard with them, for them. i like the way how many of the people are working for the ball, for our goal..but i hate the way that some people don't put in the effort to work to their potential. i hate the way they give up so easily even though this is merely.. training. i think we have to all realise that next year is a crucial year. it determines whether.. (you guys should understand) i believe the dream is there. we just need to put it into reality. we can do it team. 7, 12, 16 - we're all together. we have a dream, so can we please make it reality? we don't have much time left. 8 more trainings for this holiday, and tournament will start on the 16th of January. we don't have time..

_sometimes, u get so sick of being doubted again & again & again. u give up, completely. and suddenly everything is just gone. it is easy to make a decision which makes you happy for a moment. but when reality hits you, you realise, you've made the wrong choice. time and time again, people have proven you wrong. you understand what you want. but because of that small little voice within you which keeps on ranting, you give up on your dream. is it worth it? at all? i'm tired, i'm so so tired. i want to give up..

December 09, 2005 2:19 PM

i saw you from afar,

today was fun :D:D:D
training was damn fun. :D
we ran around playing catching & sprinting.
did some courtwork & runs.
oh and yes.
when i fell on the floor after i tripped over sy
she kicked me in the face x_x
yes it was an accident but...
my face felt swollen after that :O
then headed to lot1 with phua oh leong ng.
guess who they are :D
we talked & talked. 
anything &everything. 
child birth, bermuda's triangle, people, hiv-.- &many more.
training ended at 11. we left lot1 at 5! ._.
they went home and i went orchard to meet sinee. 
we were supposed to do hwk but guessed what happened. :D
we ended up shopping!! 
we walked ..we ate and we shopped. 
we spent so much, again. x_x
left tt place around 930.
reached home, showered & here i am.
this entry is meant for the bored & tired.
i shall go scribble in my new lovely notebook :D

December 07, 2005 3:38 PM

netball chalet

heyheyhey netball chalet rocks :D im really glad that that the secfours enjoyed this chalet & i want to thank everyone for being so sporty! (eating the ____ big tray of bland beehoon yes i know its hard, drinking saltwater, the bittergourd+celery+many raw vegetables juice, & more) thankyou for even completing it all :D i will miss this batch of secfours a lot, & i really love u guys. we love the pretty gifts all of u have made for us :) ms lium (our ex-coach) popped by suddenly & made so many people cry.. this was a really emotional chalet for me personally..i cant believe that i'll be a secfour in less than a month. i will be one of the oldest in the school (hoho watch out aubrey!=p) haha. anyway, i just want to thank everyone who was present. you guys made it a success.. i love netball so much. our team is so unique, no one can replace any of us. rvnetball. together, we create history<3

"its not medals which determines how well you're doing in the sport. i'll never exchange any other player for any one of you" -thankyou ms lium.

December 03, 2005 1:21 PM

sweet us!

im in such a blogging mood nowadays and i love to come to and simply rant on & on about my life. HAHA. i enjoyed going out with the netballers so much today. we had so much fun being at giant shopping for ______ & being at je doing ______. :D we spent a total of.. (from 10am to 648pm) 9hours together! :O im so shocked. WE DID IT. we had so much fun just chatting & gossiping and simply, having fun. :) aw i love those girls. yes, eileen inclusive.

anyway, this entry marks a very significant day of my life. tomorrow is the last day of november. we shall die together people. and from the first of december, we'll stand up and be another hao han!  we shall rock the whole of aranda after tomorrow, and chase after little chick/chicks! (aka pecky) i think we're all funky chicks. :D and eileen, plspls take care. <3 i still need someone to barbecue for me. :)

November 29, 2005 1:55 PM

raffles game

we had a game with raffles today. what's to been said had been said. so yeap, we need our fighting spirit! :D

went out with the girls to pastamania, and we rocked that place. :) okay those people there were angry cos we took up the whole bunch of seats for 2-3 hours? someone ate lizard da bian. i wonder who? :) i looovveee seafood. mmm!

then we went to mcdonalds because they want to eat icecream..then we talked & talked & talked and the juniors were bullying me! (poor senior :c) especially dorcas lek & wonderwong. tsk. i talked to them about our sectwo torturous training days and they were sooo thankful that they're not us. haha. i have to admit that i miss the hardcore training days too :(
[no biq pls dont say its cause we miss you.]

eileen is making me excited about netball chalet. yay i am going to sleep on the bed this year i dont care! (okay maybe i will compromise and sleep on sofa :X)

november is coming to an e n d. <3! im prepared for the 30th. D:

November 28, 2005 2:37 PM

kiss from an angel

title has no relation to this entry.
but i don't really care :D
watched exorcism of emily rose today
i thought that it was a really good & exciting movie
though it was scary at certain parts
but well, i managed to watch much more of it as compared to Skeleton Key!
it was super sad at this part when the dad had to pin his own daughter down
and..i really feel sorry for the girl :[

i was feeling real bad last night.
but ben & jerry's strawberry cheesecake saved me ! :D
i became a happy girl after eating a quarter tub of it
HAHAHA fattening but i dont really care x)
we're going to have a friendly with rgs on monday.
i believe we'll fight hard.

i'm happy about my holidays and how i've been completing my work.
but i'm not really able to complete my work by december ..
no matter what, ben & jerry can make me happy again :D
i cannot cannot cannot wait for netball chalet to come.
by then we have two reasons to celebrate:
-NO MORE PHYSICAL TRAINING aka TRACK (thankyou very much)
-DECEMBER IS HERE :D:D (christmas is coming)
i won't be heading to school on the first day of school :D because i need to head down to the hospital! hoho i have extra time to complete my work!:p
[why can't you just keep the secret that person told you and keep it to youself. loser]
um, enjoy my last few words :) i shall be making this blog private pretty soon. love.

November 26, 2005 2:27 PM

my week:)

last thursday friday saturday was netball camp. there isnt much to update abt the activities, because whatever is to be said is in eileen's and rachael's blog. but i must say that i truly enjoyed this camp:) it wasnt sth i expected. i thought that we will just end up there, have some camp when the trainers will just go on & on abt "team spirit" and all.. i expected it to be boring, to be dead. but i have to take back my words now. the activites werent that great, it was the typical rafting, kayaking, rockclimbing, outdoor cooking, archery. but i realised that it was through this little activites when we learn to see each other. when we slowly build our teamwork as the 16 people. (or soon to be 17) dorcas, thankyou very much for being as sweet as u are. wantian too:) like what eileen says, it doesnt matter who gets into Team. as long as the BestTwelve gets in, and im not part of it, i'll still keep on fighting. it will be my lastyr as a netballer, and its stupid to giveup on sth ive been doing for 5/6 years. i love netball in the past, and i still love it now. its a love no one understands, because i had broke down so many times, having to make a choice between it & my studies, friends, -----. i will keep fighting. i promise i will. 

slpover at junjie's hse on saturday after camp. we watched harry potter. haha we cried when mr hot died=p okay maria sinee and i cried. junjie did not. yeah then sinee headed home while maria junjie and i headed back to his house at 130 am. o_o we order mac very late at night and played dai dee till we nearly died. slept around 4 cos jj had trng the next morning :D woke up at 11 (we thought it was 7-_-) to realise tt junjie did not go for trng cos he was too tired! :O sorry boy! ordered pizza for breakfast and took a taxi home to sleep somemore :) (i only slept for 15 hrs in three nights okay)

monday tuesday wednesday was 3j chalet. :D i really really enjoyed this chalet very much. this is like one of the chalets which im lovin' so much. along with 3i, k, l :D although there wasnt a bbq, i learnt how to play mahjong! HAHAHA. finally man. i hu my first game thankyou. :) unlike someone who um, played for FOURTY games and only won one. (no its not lawson, its not=p) then lawson and me along with adam and maria rode a double bike all the way to the end of east coast. and this drug addict went crazy and chased us!! we cycled like mad n finally made it back. the guys couldnt get their butts off the seats cos they claim tt it was painful after we cycled for 1.5hours :D i love riding on double bikes cos i nv need to cycle much when im at the back. muahaha! (: the guys were super nice cos sinee maria and i took two beds and they have nowhere to sleep. and they didnt wake us up & let us sleep the entire night:) (anw i was slping super soundly and didnt respond to anything ard me :D) alvin slept under the bed, lol. and did i mention tt i love double chocolate frm mac :D woke up and it was raining.. had to return the bikes so we cycled over (TWICE OKAY!) and it was so far and so cold n yeah, freezing cold!! hur! even had to walk back to chalet n cycle again okay.. really super cold :x so we were stuck at the chalet playing mahjong, sleeping, watching tv cos it was raining the entire day. but it was fun still :) had pizza for very late dinner and headed home with maria cos we really wanted to have a night of decent slp=P

having a game with crescent girls' in abt 3 hours time. i shall go..pack my bag. lol byebye :D

November 24, 2005 4:21 AM

netball camp

i love the banana-nanas, the night chats, the cheers, hazzie&pam, and.. everything. will be back to update after chalet. bye :D

November 21, 2005 6:14 AM

dumb day

sometimes, i like to think of myself as being someone being very intelligent. (well who doesn't?) but today, i really feel like im the dumbest thing alive man-_-

okay we were at wisma studying, very happily. went shopping and bought christmas present for my very sweet son :D dropped off at clementi to head to ginza to find my doctor. i ended up taking the wrong bus, which was 183 and ended up at bukit timah. waited for ard an hour  for a taxi and all was hired! (im going to set up a taxi company for little kids in need, like me!) in the end i ran onto a road and stopped a taxi because my mum had been waiting for me for an hour over at ginza. and i couldnt contact her! i wanted to stop cars and make them drive me over to ginza okay. but thinking of how dangerous it might be, i didnt:) i think im smart. and dont ask me why i didnt call a cab, it just didnt came to my mind:/ when i reached ginza, she was gone-.- okay nvm, it was seven alrdy. and i had tuition at clementi at seven. nevermind. i waited for bus to go for tuition, worst thing that can happen, i'll be 15mins late right? okay i took 189, which tt bloody pig told me would end up at clementi station!!! (it did la but i was dumb) and i ended up at kent ridge ter with this guy who seem like he had exploded his hair. waited for ten whole mins with the exploding hair man staring at me. then i took bus to clementi and ran to tuition centre!!! guess what. tuition was cancelled. RAHHHHHH!!! i was so angry i wanted to explode!!! i kept cursing and swearing (to myself-_-) and was wondering why was i so unlucky today. when i got on the bus, the busdriver refused to believe im fifteen. i was on the verge of chopping him up. and now im home, being very upset n.. upset:( why today so unlucky..zzz

November 15, 2005 1:22 PM

twohundredTH :)

this world is simply filled with the nicest people around :D
this super nice guy in cls offered to pay off his other friend's debt and refuse to let him know!
super sweet right
especially when he refuse to let tt guy know! :D
maria and me spent 80$ at marche all thanks to weihan.
-coughcough
um time was spent very meaningfully these few days cos i really did my work (hoho!)
and we finished at least half of the physics work ytd at coffeeclub
salute us! xp
okay i shall work super hard to attempt to finish all my work by this month
so that next month will be playrevision month :D
i cannot wait for netball camp to come.
byebye people! :D


thankyou 200 :)

November 12, 2005 1:24 PM

:]

remidial from 1300 to 1500 today. currently stoning at home. :[ shall go do hwk now. children children i love 'em :D


Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it's too late to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

I know that I've made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn't make sense to me now that you're gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face

---don't love you no more (i'm sorry) by craig david

[im fine im strong, i can make it:)]

November 07, 2005 2:19 AM

goodbye to you too..

he left a month ago. today she left. its true, animals do have feelings for each other. after he left, she refused to eat all day. she used to be so active, but now she just hide in one corner, and stop being active as how she used to be.. the other time, i didn't even get to say goodbye to him. today, she died in my hands while i was stroking her. they had been together for five years, i knew that she really adored him, because..you can just feel it. the two of them were my life, my everything. i used to love them so much and always give them little treats. i love the way when they always lick my hands:) they were really tamed, and..i really love the bond i have (had) with them.. there's no need to tell me to cheer up, to tell me that they are leaving for somewhere better. it won't help. i am upset, nothing is able to change that.. sometimes it is so hard to let go, just like now. when both of them left within a monthplus, together. you wont understand, a seven and five year relationship. gone. i used to stay up all night just to play with them..they were my everything. my everything..

November 04, 2005 12:03 PM

yay today is officially the first day of our two-month long holidays.
(yah right.)
still have to go school practically everyday.
but at least can wake up later now :D
woohoo im super happy because olvl chinese is over.
went shopping yesterday and it made me so happy !
and yessss my computer is back & fine.
I LOVE YOU :] 

oh yeah watched skeleton key a few days back
it was so scary..and maria and me hid for half of the show
but i still like it a lot:)
and junjie, that woman is not chio la pls-_-
i love the kids at gift so much now
these three boys kept sticking to me ytd and they are my favourite BOYS.
-smooooochhh :D
my indian neighbours are very happy celebrating now while im trying to do my homework.
i finished a ss assignment! :)
and i cant wait for all the chalets/camps/overseas trips.
lovelovelove :D

and goodluck to all the secfours mugging now. jiayou:D

November 01, 2005 4:38 AM

hur

x_x roarrr today heard this piece of rubbish frm sinee which made me super pissed. you have nth better to do other than doing all these rubbish la right. loser attitude pls. u dare to say you admit k. im not a loser who hide behind computer screens to insult others. you're a LOSER with a L on your forehead. HAHA. its be yourself day tmr, oh how sweet:) everyone in cls, or rather most people, will be dressing up randomly.! :D we're gonna look like crap but hey its BE YOURELF DAY xp interview tmr. brr. ONE MORE WEEK TO THE HOLIDAYS :[

October 19, 2005 11:11 AM

random thoughts

is it the girl's fortune that she has a guy loving her more than she loves him,
or is it merely the guy's misfortune that he loves the girl more than she loves him?

random random. im just feeling bored. yawn.

October 16, 2005 10:32 AM

lovely holidays

corpse bride was sweet sweet sweet :D had 2j steamboat yesterday, ended with only 8 turning up. haha but it was fun and we went to fly a kite at night! IT CAN FLY! :D woke up early to head to beach to tan. it rained D: waited. and waited. and..waited. from nine till one, it was STILL raining. gave up and went shopping. walked and walked and walked. shopped and shopped and shopped. then we were bored and headed to coffee club. saw xx there. oh man she was, um, i guess u shld see her in real life :D after much talking and chatting, we headed home happily. (surprisingly :X) cant wait for tmr --> yah right-_-" and surprisingly, theres no training tmr..oh well i shld be worried abt results instead..till then, it shall be lagging time for me alltheway.

show some respect for yourself. self-respect, girl. :D

October 13, 2005 11:58 AM

examination stress:/

oh well ends are here and everyone is stressing themselves out over this and that and that and this. even im stressed out. yar right its rare but.. at least for now all my fears and horrors are gone. GEOGRAPHY PAPAER TWO AND CHEMISTRY. this two "write-as-much-as-you-can-within-two-hours-but-time-still-not-enough" papers. whew. i guess geography is screwed, :D. and chemistry is like --> -_- why dont i bloody understand MOLE when im doing it? yet i understand it when im reading it! grr. but no use crying over spilt milk. its over oh baby! oh yah i couldnt finish chemistry paper on time okay, uhh pissed! :[ oh and im feeling shy nowadays. HAHAHA i dont know whatsup with me but im feeling all red-faced around people. oh gosh look at what ends is doing to me O_O. and im becoming a geek now because i LOVE additional mathematics and PHEEESICS. plz make me change my mind and love chemistry instead of like, physics because HELLO. half the level failed physics. SEE its the stress again! which is why im acting all weird, and uh weird? um plus im locked out of my house today because i left my keys somewhere in school again and no one's home and i ended up waiting outside my house for an hour plus. -jumps around the room wth a L on forehead. losssser! :D tomorrow is chinese paper uhm basically nothing much to study but maybe i should try reading the chinese dictionary afterwards to brush up on my chinese. (i can see all of ur eyes widening! HAHA just joking la right=p) okay but i did have that thought a few hours ago but now ive decided that it was crazy. :] <-- monster grin. i cant wait for the last paper next, wednesday? or was it thursday? and then i shall be catching goal & corpse bride. HAHA the long waited movie -corpse bride is finally here. ! and nowadays i wake up at like four am in the morning to study. super effective okay! and i realise that im like one of the few people in singapore who actually wakes up at 445 to go to school. and yeah dont be shocked, im that weird. okay so i shall slack for two more hours before its time for mugging till the evening. goodluck to whoever is taking whatever paper tomorrow! :D byebye! oh yeah and totally huh, whats wrong with blogging huh. just being weird again:D zai jian!

October 04, 2005 6:59 AM

gbye..is painful

gbye. it had been seven good long years. i thank you for everything, and sorry for everything.. rest in peace love. i love you forever.

September 22, 2005 11:40 AM

sad sad day D:

i feel so awayyyy from this world. glad that ive started mugging (though it might be a bit late:X) for eoys, and i love additional mathematics now! :D:D but i dont like emaths-_-" AMATH AMATH AMATH! i love stripes. :D angels do exist in the world. someone with the name of wilson=p i was super happy when i stayed back to finish up physics and chemistry..i sang for the people in class! see im so Nice=) anyway mug hard people! :) i hate my littleboy :( he made me cry so badly early in the morning. hmm actually i still love him a lot. x) my darling boy.! BLACK WHITE. <3

September 20, 2005 12:31 PM

today

let me tell all of you a story:
today.. we went to EastCoastPark to rollerblade. at first! it was very Hot. because the place very small. then..we compete rollerblading with some other people. there was once when we were all very hiong when our opponents fought and bladed very fast. so everyone got agitated and many people fell down. my opponent slammed straight into me and we fell down together and it was painful :( THEN! eileen became veryvery fierce! her opponent's rollerblade's wheel dropped out! then eileen picked it up and started waving it in the air! everyone stopped and laughed at them. (as usual eileen is dumb :D) but in the end, we won them=) then another group came to compete with us. because they think that they are stronger! but the passerbys were very irritating and they were blowing something. sarah jumped around a lot today and killed a lot of mosquitos! yay smart girl.! rachael got very pissed and screamed right into their faces saying : u very easily manipulated u know! but they dont seem to understand tt word. ohWell. in the end, they won. BUT we were not afraid! because we will be back to compete again! muahaha! :D then all of us got second prize in the rollerblading competition and we were not so happy because we wanted to be first. THE END.

September 09, 2005 10:10 AM

updateSS

last two days were fruitful :D
training on monday was hotttt.
the sun was burning.
and we were all burnt. :D
( and i was super happy yesterday (: ) 
watched RedEye yesterday latenight and yeah, it was really exciting.!
rachel mcadams is so gorgeous.
didnt have enough sleep and woke up early for english oral. randy lee was wayy crappy and super funny.
"you want chips? u want candies? you nervous?"
but yeah the theme was about Fashion and roar! it was Hard.
bought a pretty green crumpler while shopping at orchard w jayne & little jayne :D
headed down to watch the match btw spore and msia w the other nballers at toa payoh sportshall
and WOW it was a super exciting match okay.
i was so happy when spore won msia 55 to 44 that i started dancing ard w steffi in my skirt.
HAHA luckily i wasnt exposed :X

tuesdays with Morrie is a super touching book. EVERYONE shld read it. it made me cry so badly, but i love the book anyway. READ IT.! chemistry remidial tmr at nine. its now midnight. BYEBYE SLEEP :D

September 06, 2005 3:58 PM

love.

i love parties, i love rockmusic :D
i love jayne maria six joyc junjie :D
i love sleeping on junjie's bed w maria joyc six :D
i love the beach and being -sunkissed. (like what ruth always says) :D
i love the squid and two jumpy fish i caught today :D
i love talking and passing my time away :D
i love THAT baby i saw at fish&co! :D
i love hanging out with people :D
i love going to coffee bean with sinee :D
i love aMaths. :D 
i love i love, i love today! & yesterday! :D
i llllllove life :D

and i dislike You. :D

August 27, 2005 3:30 PM

netballtrip 05

YAYY we are back. while everyone is mugging in rv we are having fun in malaysia! :D TRIP WAS REAL FUN & IT BONDED ALL OF US. really well.

thursday: took lousy geography test and left school after that. super short trip over to johor and we checked in our rooms - level THIRTEEN okay! :X went to shopping centre and shopped! jayne & me was running away in the shopping mall. everyone stared. HAHAH! raining super heavily yet we went to swimming pool to have our games. teehee my group won twice in a row. why? they have a good movable goalie like me=P my butt was so painful after that water game..showered and changed into a skirt for dinner! ended up only having dinner at the hotel-.- waited for an hour for the food to come..we all nearly died :/ went to change for slumber party and watched Superstar with so many others :D ms cheang made us have an arm wrestling and wrestle contest! EILEEN WAS MY OPPONENT FOR BOTH ROUNDS!!!! uhh i nearly died trying to win her and pin her down! but i lost :( and got kicked in the forehead by her. then! everyone sabotaged me and i had to fight with ms cheang-_-" okay its obvious whos the winner right. i lost again. super fun okay.. then some of us watched coach carter in the teachers' room and i only slept around three plus.

friday: woke up at 0630.. zzz super tiring! showered, ate breakfast & had team games. fun fun FUN. there was this game when we have to lie down on our backs and the rest of the people had to catch us. super thrilling okay! x) WENT SHOPPING AGAIN!. this time it was just real shopping. bought a super lot of stuff and i ended up as the one with the most stuff:/ bought a lot of super nice food and gifts for people!=p went back to hotel to pack up and went to watch the Asean match. singapore lost to malaysia D: although singapore was doing pretty well at the start but..intheend, their fighting spirit wasnt as strong. SOON we were on the bus back to singapore & steffi rachael sylvia eileen fongyee wantian me went to watch ms lin playing her own match! she played real well and we plucked a bunch of flowers for her ;) yyeaaahh she must be super touched! cos we love her as much as she loves us :D went for dinner with the girls and head home when it was nearing ten. ive showered, unpacked and im happy.
> iloveOURTEAM!

August 19, 2005 3:45 PM

fifteen & a day!

LALALA
i am happy!!
im fifteen and a day old now! x)
reallllllyyy partied my as* off yesterday
HAHA
this bunch of sweetie pies actually planned a surprise party.
:D:D
and we screamed like madpigs too :D

i love everybody :D
adeline & cassandra composed and sang a song for me
jayne managed to cancel training for me :o
nball seniors bought me a cake! <33
alex & zav even got me something.. aww=P
edit(and thanks everyone for everything they've gotten for me :D ESPECIALLY SARAH) -->happy now?:p
everyone was just like sweetie pies! :D
and i love that book of birthday wishes!
iLOVEallofYOU. :):)

:( common test is coming though!
cant wait for the malaysia (SHOPPING) trip next thursday! <3

August 13, 2005 4:30 AM

national day eve

singapore is 40 :D we are getting olllld. i think today is super hot. not only refering to our class, but to everyone else too. everyone is decked in really pretty costumes, and RED TEES. (plus pink & orange=P) im proud of my class girls AND boys, for really making the effort to wear all the tees and sari(s) and sarong(s), very cool to know tt everyone is so spirited:):)

wo hen ai 3j. everrrryone single one. (even you). i have not gotten well since the secthree camp. coughing so much i can feel abs forming..o_o i cant speak at ALL. i miss my voice:( doctor told me that i have a suppper sore throat now. hah i wonder when my voice will be back! i love the prints we took today "menless but still in LOVE" <--- is that a hot quote or what:D (guess who thought of it=P) and the boys were realllly crazy about taking neoprints..TSK x) wanted to watch charlie and the chocolate factory soo much! but all the timings were too late..want to catch it soon:D i want to go swimming soon!

August 08, 2005 1:42 PM

:(

im feeling super weird now.
i think im too exhausted.
this month is a really bad month
at least it feels so till now
though its supposed to be the special month :(

monday was a really bad day.
its just, bad.
maybe im overly sensitive.
but i was really hurt
i didnt expect it to happen at all

netball yesterday was bad too
everyone told me that i couldnt concentrate at all
my mind kept drifting away
... and poof i didnt catch anything ms lin said!
sometimes i just need to separate my own personal stuff and school stuff.

couldnt sleep well since monday night
very mentally and physically exhausted.
couldnt do any work at all..
i need the wkend to come

thankgodforyoupeople :D for being by my side<3 (changed the font colour after zl's comment :D)

August 03, 2005 12:12 PM

adventure camp

camp wasnt exactly as fun as expected:(
but its okay, cos it bonded our class a lot! 
and allowed us to know new ppl :D
i have pengyi,bernard,jasmine,khanghwee,
angelina,sharon,lengshan,
yanneng,binghui,wahchun
and 8 others in pegasus A (oops cant recall all of them now :x)

first day wasnt fun, mainly cause we did all the pretty basic stuff.
but i love the second day!
i love high elements :D! 
swing in the air and jump!
and i love playing in the stinky mud & kayaking.
mr keith teo was mean!
he told me tt i look better with mud on my face!! :o 
i got jiateng as my partner and he paddled so hard!
they stole my shoes while i was in the kayak n angelina got it back for me!
MY WOMAN! :)
we helped to wash up all the kayaks and headed off to shower
a lot of unpleasant stuff happened; a lot of ppl were unhappy.
but ended up as a miscommunication:|
dance at campfire was bad.
everyone wasnt prepared when the music came on
but im real proud of the boys!
they worked (and danced) so hard.!
went to hut SEVEN :D and started chitchatting.
we cheered so much! and i like the spirit.
listened to the jokes by the boys till i fell aslp

a classic joke frm zaviar:
ur mother so fat -echos- so fat.
when she pees in the slping bag
it becomes a .. water bag!

we ended up washing the toilets the nxt morning. (ew!)
i dont know, but im real disgusted by the girls.
the mess theyve left behind is.. horrendous.
pads stuck in the drain where the water shld be flowing.
ohgosh, im ashamed of them-
of those who dispose their stuff in this manner.
the boys toilet was so so clean.
but its okay, 3j girls worked really hard to cleanup
and we're all proud of the clean toilets!
and thanks ts the boys for coming over to help out.
<3jwalk. (:

i say toilet you say clean
toilet clean
toilet clean
toilet toilet cleanx3

had a splinter/sting stuck inside my hand and it was so painful trying to get it out:/ had a lot of cuts n blisters all over too..and i dont know why. and we invented this super adorable and cute cheer..mdm ang was so happy after hearing it ;) headed to jec as a class for decent lunch, and watched the Island. good movie :D i like it! i dont want school tmr! -pouts

edited:I LOST MY VOICE AND IM CROAKING LIKE A FROG NOW:(

July 27, 2005 12:53 PM

irritating freak

some ppl made me so pissed that i nv know what to say whenever i hear abt the rumours they spread. firstly, they DO NOT get their facts right, instead they choose to makeup their own story & act like some innocent victim whenever asked and claimed tt whatever theyve heard, are simply stuff others have told them. (get a life, we have ppl telling us abt what you guys 've done). i dont get it. if youre unhappy why not voice it out? why give tt stare of urs all day and start gossiping behind our backs? HA HA. what a nice friend i have here. its been yrs of misunderstandingS YOU CLAIMED. but from what i see, u can always interpret the story in such a way that it always end up being other ppl's faults. no, i dont want to get involved with you anymore. but i dont get it, why do i still hear all sorts of rubbish from you, through the mouth of others? STOP IT OKAY. the way ur acting now is causing so many more ppl to hate u for ur loser attitude. im in no way to judge you, u might feel. but whatever it is, this is how i feel abt you. u have hurt so many ppl. they all trust u, u backstabbed them. thankyou, but i dont need a bloody friend, like you. and i dont need words of comfort from anyone abt how this friend will change or sort. cos she wont, permanently. if u have no idea abt who this person is, dont infer. u will nv find out who it is.

on a happier note: gift of reading started today. i love the kids there. they were really adorable and SWEET :D this pretty and sweet girl came up and sat nxt to me during the grp sessions, and told me tt i was really pretty. it really touched me so much. (and sinee, I DID NOT BRIBE HER OKAY!) i read like six books for the kids and i must say that they were really demanding! :o keep insisting on me to read more books to them. really enjoyed this program a lot, as i was really really happy that i helped the kids and made them happy :D im gonna look forward to all sessions of this program, as its one of the most meaningful thing going on in my life now(:

July 18, 2005 1:58 PM

and i want to be inside your heaven .

today i found my dear prince charming frog! although he is a little square and well, not so tall, he is charming afterall. hahaha sweet hot green charming :D frogs are so hot now:) ESPECIALLY green frogs ;D  

kids love playing with me okay ! i climbed through this tiny little tunnel and nearly got stuck inside. everyone was staring at me:/ anyway school life is hectic. this is like the second week only? yet it feels like ive never had a holiday before.  

someone made me so pissed today. betrayed my trust for it. piSsssssEeed! but its okay, i just know tt i can nv trust you again:) and im nt upset over you now,  at all. cos ur not worth it!

chemistry tys and physics tys. plus history hwk. luckily i finished history ytd and im just left with both tys-es. planning to abandon physics! and hand it in on sat:D will finish chemistry today, for mr a.ong! <3

having a match agnst a visiting Australian school tmr at kallang! hopefully we will have a good game. and perform up to standard! 

and yes sinee i miss nacli :( rumours are not funny at all.i hate it when ppl spread untrue stuff.get a life,whoever you are.stop talking rubbish,or u get it.

July 07, 2005 1:10 PM

nacli

leader --listening; encouragement and support; action plan; diversity and dialogue; energy and urgency; roles and goals
Firm Audible Slow Thoughtful.

im back for one of the best camps in my life. or rather, make it the best camp :D yup im back from my dear sweet little "gift of reading" camp. YEAH. i mentioned tt it was my best camp, and i think tt half of u must be thinking tt ive gone mad :o hoho. but nope. this IS indeed a fab camp. i love the people i love the place i love the facilitators i love the games i love the room i love the food. I LOVE EVERYTHING. start of story: sinee and me were half an hr late on the first day and.. we did a lot of stupid stuff which made everyone laugh. we were the only two sec3 girls and there were 6 hwa chong institute guys along with 6 other sec2 rv girls (and one rv guy)=P plus victor andrew samantha and mengfun, the four facilitators. we played with our grps and chatted a lot. the food there was just WOW. we had breakfast, lunch, teabrk, dinner and supper-.- really want to turn us into pigs..and the rooms were wonderful. super nice place. with a lot of squirrels & um weird creatures. outside the room, not in it. and we saw frogs in the middle of the night while walking along the corridor-.- and the entire place was so gorgeous and pretty and beauuutiful. plus it has a pretty forest where a lot of soldiers fought in the war and passed away there. (or somewhere along tt line)

mrs chia (our viceprincipal) came down with her three kids on the first night, and i have to say tt i was really honoured to be able to read to her sons and yeah, make funny jokes and make them laugh. hahah when i actually was reading my book, ms tay (this retired principal) actually took the photo of the boys listening attentively to the story, and paying attention to me! i was really touched, and well, very glad. it was my first try in handling real kids (mrs chia's kids) and handling the troublesome and playful kids (made up of the rest of the cls) who bombared me with stupid n .. more stupid qns abt the book like "why is there a frog at the beach?" "why are snakes green?" "why is the hippo purple?" n many more. i was so tired by the end of the story tt i practically couldnt speak much, and had this really bad headache. haha it was really tiring physically and mentally. but when i realise tt i could really capture a six yr old's attention and make him laugh for a whole thirty minutes, im happy - i made someone happy.       

the grouptalk with mr tharman - minister of MOE inspired me, a lot. theres many students who have been facing problems with studying - even from preschool. yet all these problems go un-noticed, and as they develop and grow, it was only towards a later stage when they were found out to be slower than other kids. and by the time they realise the problem, it is always too late. the child cannot catch up due to a weak foundation or even lose the interest for studying. in every batch of students, ard 8% of students actually drop out before they reach secfour. and this is a very large number as the government has to deal with these people and help them to find a job AND place in our society. therefore our commitment is to help kids who needs help from young & guide them along, to help them build/regain their confidence in order for them to face challenges in primary one. make them develop this sense of belonging to society - through books. it seems impossible, and we are merely a group of 10plus people. but certainly we all work towards a goal, to make kids happy and to make them develop themselves. and we will, of course, try as hard as we can to help all the children tt we can. we are fortunate people. we have the chance to study, so we shld really cherish it. it isnt easy, i know. but compared to kids who might even be facing more problems than us, we must learn to be thankful and make the best out of everything. so we shall try our best! and expel the best out of every kid who comes along and passes our path :D

and by the way! we were all filmed saying "happy national day singapore" in the four different languages and it will be played during national day at the .. jurong east parade! HAHAHA. WE WILL APPEAR ON THE BIG SCREEN! super hip right x) and we said it with mr tharman and his wife and all our facilitators and everyone else! it was just a last min notice but i still think its cool. u all shld go check it out :D national day k! i will be a big star bwahaha! (kkz tts just a fantasy)

we went back to the room for this last team game. really sad. last game. had very much fun, and had a last team talk together. some mean pig by the name of alfred kept asking me "ni yuan yi mah"=p and nw we've decided to combine as a whole grp and coach children at the same time slot! xP couldnt bear to leave everyone.. from mere strangers till finding a common goal - the love for kids and the love for telling stories=P hahah and the last words we told each other was just "bye.. hey rmb hor, keep in contact!" super sweet right :D i love u all i love u all! nacli. tm 6 & 7, forever. :D 
kassandra shiqi sinee peilin eileen kenyan yitong khenghwee waimin yida lujie kaihan branden wenbo alfred & victor andrew mengfun samantha :D

"you are a great leader" --one of the greatest achievement ever

PLUS--> yes my dear readers. i am very clear abt what i am writing now. this camp has changed my perspective of so many countless things. and certainly, i hope that whatever ive written here can make u, open up ur mind to other matters too. :)

July 03, 2005 1:20 PM

..

ACHIEVEMENT: i have not been online in the past few days :D! our clsroom is supppeeerrr hot. the aircon is not working, the fan is not working-_-"  haha i bandaged my hand on monday to hide my henna, and everyone who walked past me thought tt i really have an injury=P school's been cool, just tt other than cca days, our lessons will be ending at three. now i understand what sec3 life is.. but yeah, gonna buckup.  maths and eril project both undone. and mdm mak lost our proposal:/ now we've got to do everything from the start again. will be having camp this weekend for this cip organised by school..but monday will be holiday too! :) have to study for chinese & chemistry now. :D see ya all ard>

June 29, 2005 9:52 AM

last day of hols!

the holidays are ending!! double boo. :( so much homework undone..but im still attempting to do as much as i can! went to library ytd to do homework..from 11 till 4 i only did one compre without summary-_-" how productive. hahaha and i did a henna with sarah. its some tribal pattern and i think tt it looks like a leopard skin or sort. :/ and its nt washing off! how am i gonna go sch tmr!? sarah has a pretty flower on her arm..haha darn pretty.  im worried tt i wont be able to wakeup on time to go school tmr.. i wont be able to finish my hwk on time too.. but im so laggG!. so doubt i'll complete much=x i love the music on radio nowadays, HOT&FAB. plus: this skin is seriously too sweet for me :D but i still love it! x) ENJOY YOUR LAST DAY PEOPLE!

June 26, 2005 7:29 AM

netball orientation05

rockster pls. today is like the best day in my holiday after i came back from pahang. :D yeah training was super early in the morning. TEN AM! was real tired in the morning and did super badly for training=( eileen punched me, again. one day my nose will just drop off because of her. and it was a bloody hard punch. eileen i will punch u one day too! oops=P but yeah training made me super exhausted..

sec4s came. and we all had our groupings and we named our grp (horny) Champions! :D HAHAHA and we are good okay! though we look laggy (i seriously think we are), and eh, dont prove to be of any competition, we actually got champ in a couple of games! i have the longest front tooth (with three other juniors=p) and eh, IM THE SEXIEST. hahaha! games were really cool and wet and FLOURY and FUNNN. i was so doughy after everything. OUR GROUP IS SO INTELLIGENT AND CUTE:):)! we didnt do much yet we beat so many people. hiak hiak. smart=) kkz nt hinting the rest dumb k=P yup and we had to make someone in the group dress up as marilyn monroe or sth and it was so fun! guess who was the sexy one! HAHAHA okay im just joking x) but yup i applied eye shadow and blusher and lipstick and i feel so .. woman! WOW. and they made me a super tight "skirt" and i was supposed to make it fly and act eh sexy. and i had big busts too:D WAHAHA ms cheang was so grossed out by me tt she kept looking away. and she told me nv to act like tt after this fashion parade. but it was all worth it, we ended up as Champions!. SEXY PEILIN RIGHT! :D

im so dead okay..cos im so in love with .. rvnetballers lar! u so kpo highlight this for what=P alright shall try to go sleep early today. im so sunburnt!:D and tired and.. sleepy. <3

June 20, 2005 1:36 PM

netball Carnival :D

whee today's carnival was exciting! though we didnt play very well......but yah lar we had fun!! :D i was so burnt after that..and i dunno why either! super red and tired now x) gossiped so much at pizza hut..and dug out so many secrets=P shh they're safe with us, FOR THE TIME BEING :D heh realise tt the sec2s r super gd kids, nth except netball and studies gng on in their lives=p..and i haven started much on hwk okay..die!:( yup and there are so many stars in the sky tonight:) pretty pretty night/  edit: if you cant see stars..its cos u only looked at the sky hrs aft ive posted this entry:/ they're prob covered up by clouds..zzz
sweetie pie & bong bong & green beans!. :D

June 13, 2005 12:25 PM

pahang trip

I AM BACK FROM PAHANG. bwahaha! i cant explain the LOVE im feeling for spore cos its so so strong! I <3 SINGAPORE :D

dayONE;
well first day was super bad already. the train was slow, stinky and eh, u shld try taking it to understand. the train was late, it was a 7hrs ride, we arrived at msia 2 hours late - 5am-_-" slept at hotel for like 5mins before getting up to shower and go for brkfast. THERE WERE SO MUCH INSECTS. yeah we saw onions in a dou sa and char siew bao-_- soya sause is free there cause everything is so bloody salthy! -puke then went to the PRETTY CAVE:D yeah its pretty but there was so bloody much mosquitos. we showered at the wells where there is a little area for us to washup without a door. WOW. bathing naked in the wild! :D but the water is cold and clean, and erm we can learn to fetch our own water!

then went for rockclimbing:/ OMG songgee and bernard ARE GOOD. mr tan and mr teo too:D and some sec2s..maria and me were screaming as we climbed, and i sat on her head-.- then went to absail. 30m drop! HAHAHA i think tt i did pretty well although everyone was claiming tt i screamed super loudly..i was slammed agnst the wall like 5 times or sort? i have 7 bruises..and theres one super big &black one!=( and i was so afraid tt i just held onto the rock and scream..BUT I COMPLETED IT IN THE END. and tts what matters:D

then it was night trail. we walked for an hr or so ard the entire forest..we saw a lizard tt was so gigantic it was two palms placed together. biggest lizard ALL of us had ever seen! we saw PRETTY FIREFLIES:D jealousjealous??! then we had to walk back to campsite in complete darkness with no torches but one little candle! further more there was lightning and poor bernard was so afraid=P then everyone showered tgt at the WELL! haha okay not all, the boys showered and the girls brushed their teeth! slept in the tents in the caves at night..

dayTWO;
woke up at 6 to shower at the well! brr! it was freezing cold and no one was up at tt time too..bitten by more mosquitos-.- went CAVING. wowwowwow. it was so super exciting and the cave IS SO PRETTY. i think its such a beautiful sight. i saw a gorgeous cute little monkey skull. there was a marriage cave too! and we had to climb through this little tunnel where there is this BIG pool of mud and i actually shouted ohmygosh 18times through tt..8m hole or sth? it was soo scary:x we explored the cave for so long and it was super scary, because everyone's torch just started fusing..everyone slipped so many times and screamed and had fun! the guides were super nice, except for BIG STINKY TOUR GUIDE:D

then we went to cleanup AND WENT TO CHALET. peak of the trip can! yayyay! haha i pity munkit songgee bernard alex jared. their room was invaded by insects and their air conditioner is HOT. then they had bedbugs in their room too!:/ so they popped over to our room to play DAIDEE and BLACKJACK:D we played so much and stayed up so late! everyone was complaing tt im a vain PIG. HEHHEH. till i forced myself to slp ard twelve..

dayTHREE;
woke up an hr eariler to washup. i felt super bad, cos mel and me took up both beds and all the guys were just dead on the floor=X went for plantation tour. u know, 10% of msia's population is involved in PALM OIL INDUSTRY. wow! and one palm seed is worth $1. and each bunch there is ard 1000seeds! they earned like 19million$ last yr okay! and i muz say super sorry to everyone who wanted gum=( i bought two BOXES of gum. but mr tan and mr teo and ms loh refuse to let us bring it back incase we get caught and have to be questioned..so i ended givng a box away to some stranger and forced everyone to finish chewing up the second box of bubblegum! the plantation site had snakes and owls to chase away rats..COOL YEAH/

actually i dont really think tt this trip was SUPER fun. instead it was the people who made it so much more fun. regardless of whether it is sec2s or sec3s. ESPECIALLY THE GAMBLING NIGHT=X it was pure joy, chewing gum and just munching tidbits. :D and i shall upload the photos once i have it!:):)

June 09, 2005 2:48 PM

HOT EYECANDY:

well today was seriously one of the best days of my life.. took part in the AMAZING RACE organised by youth impact. and it was fun, REALLY fun. we didnt exactly do very well..was 12th in position out of 30+ teams, but at least we made it back 2 hours before the time we're expected to be back.. and we were the 9th group to set off! spent like 8 hours under the HOT BURNING SUN. (oh and have you realised tt it was perfect weather today?) haha was late in the morning for 15mins, ended up having my team waiting for me=X yeah and we went off to kallang then marina bay where we had to climb up this hill with this bunch of mats with STARCH on it. eew! it was super slippery and gooey and stinky..everyone just slipped and fell!

then went to boat quey and it was so bloody hot there-_-" have to take photos of statues and collect lipstick marks from passerbys :x PAISEH LA! then head to esplanade and suntec city after that..and lastly was fort canning tombstone..actually all the missions wasnt hard..its just tt we have to go a super long distance in order to get to our destination..BLOODY TIRING. ran soso much today trying to find so many different places..WHEW. but it was gd exercise. and i got a lot tanner..haha! and most of my grp members were really funky people..but they're all like 18s and 19s! so maria and me were practically the youngest in the grp :D and our team name's FOREVER FIFTEEN. hahaha!

yeah then went out for dinner with all the people there and had a whole lot of fun~ well it was a super tiring day..and ive realised tt they're all super nice..esp when its like most of them knew each other yet they try so hard to make us feel welcomed and gave us so much food and drinks etc..and they involve us so much in everything they do! just feel like we've been friends forever or sth:) and im glad tt ive walked away from this race with a whole new bunch of friends.. hot &FUNKY friends :D it was a super cool experience <3 the PEOPLE.

hahaz and i'll be heading to PAHANG on monday! YEAHYEAH really hope tt this trip will be fun though i know tt some ppl are afraid of heights=P and might end up screaming during rock climbing or sth..hehheh! as for nballers, no worries! i shall try to bring a little sth back for u guys..I CAN TRY TO SMUGGLE GUM BACK! :):)
editand i forgot to add on.! GOODLUCK FOR THE TRAININGS :D am i mean or what?:p

June 04, 2005 4:04 PM

HARDCORE :(

need to blog today! super exhausted. okay maybe not really, but today's trng has caused me to have a fear for the other trngs..all cos of the runs!! uhh!!

(copied frm eileen=P)
800m slow jog (warm up)
800m jog. 400m sprint. 800m jog.
800m sprint.
400m sprint.
400m sprint. 400m jog.

we were all super unprepared for it..and after everyone finished, we realised tt it took us a whole TWO HOURS-_-" then continued with another hour of trng.. i love olives so much now! hahaz i bought them raw and started munching on them while walking ard with sarah. i think im sick:)

and i prepared dinner tonight :D HARDCORE TRAINING TOMORROW AGAIN. UHH!

May 30, 2005 3:11 PM

walls crumble ,ur gone

rahrah holidays are offically starting. ( okay though it is known as a "holiday", no one will really get to enjoy anw:( its work&MORE work! ) haha didnt go school today. i wasnt feeling well you see :D anw tt doctor is super sucky, he touch here,there and poke everywhere. did a lot of stupid stuff.. rubbish doctor k !&%^$*% nv gng back there again. orchard was super packed with people..maybe cos singapore sale is starting today or sth..shopped for super long..from ard 10+ all the way till 7+..had a pretty Manicure done and bought loads of stuff..ate a lot too:D:D cant wait for netball trng to start, or else i'll be super bored at home! must start homework too TIME TO BUCKUP. <3

May 27, 2005 1:14 PM

ben & jerry :D

training was super tiring today! but i still love it :D runrunRUN . one of my toenails is purple now:( its gonna drop off soon..eew! muscles are aching so badly now!

randoms;
>BEN AND JERRY'S CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIE DOUGH ICE CREAM:D:D YUMMY! im so in love with it! -slurp
>countdown to holidays! THREE MORE DAYS/ i cant wait for it!
>i know how to wash clothes yeah:):)
>report books are coming back!-_-"

im a happy little girl! :D HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS PARTY PARTY TIME! and i love my new brown hair! (IT IS REALLY BROWN, LAR) <3 to ALL!

May 24, 2005 12:49 PM

make my wish come true

today was a boring day..super sleepy in class today..had so many different discussions abt so many diff kinds of topics during pdp&irp&chinese.. talked abt china and japan-.- argue over stupid stuff AGAIN.

are we there yet? is a super ultra cool movie..u guys shld catch it. esp when we are all so stressed out and cant smuggle in to watching house of wax (stupid ppl like ME).. this will be a very gd show to watch. just tt instead of screaming u end up laughing. ICE CUBE IS ULTRA COOL. my new celebrity crush<3 took prints w sarah&siyuan. aww these ppl love me so much okay:D yeah and mrs fields is so hot im loving it to bits nw..i cant live wout it!

i think im stupid. i kept jumping ytd, and did so many handStands. now im having back aches, actually it practically aches everywhere. and tmr is napfa. FAIL LA. zzz im super tired nw! but i have to do physics assignment..i am sad :(

worked so hard but all in vain. byebye Grades.

May 18, 2005 2:41 PM

my chemical romance ,

sth sad has happened recently..yeah it doesnt rly affect us but its abt mdm mak..today she just told us tt she had a miscarriage a few mths/wks ago..and its due to a growth in one of her ovary..basically its sth like tt..and shes supposed to have an operation tmr to remove the growth, if nt she might nt end up having another baby:/ really sad yeah. i mean it wasnt easy to be pregnant and she has to have a miscarriage at this time..best thing was tt shes really optimistic and she still came school today..i admire her spirit a lot nw=) somemore she was even planning on what she'll do if shes nt coming sch the day after - the spirits of teachers :D

and i saw this disgusting man on the train w maria today..tt guy was digging his nose and he just rubbed his hand on his shirt..then he took out a candy and used tt hand which he used to dig his nose to take tt sweet and pop it in his mouth-_-" DISGUSTING MAN. i was lucky tt i wasnt standing nxt to him:x but maria was standing nxt to him..hahaha but please lo, hes in public okay..shld have some manners man-.-

i love heart to heart talks/ :D:D maria&me chatted for HOURS today..aww i love voicing out everything in my mind! hiaks NOT GOSSIPING KAY=p >okay people - pls do not be upset if youve done badly for ur exams. because i truly and really believe tt one who perseveres is the one who reaps the most in the end. nope, this is nt self-assurance. because if i were to look at my current results and judge myself nw,i would have just given up on myself. but yeah i told myself i wont giveup. its nt in my character:D kisses to the world!

May 16, 2005 1:14 PM

bring me back to life

shall not write about demoralising stuff like MIDYEARS here anymore. dont wish to mourn or cry over anything. i dont wish to have regrets. but then again.. - - - - -everything's over. i will not be upset! netball started today again. i must admit that trng was well, HARDCORE. maybe it has been too long since we've trained tt when we started touching the balls and all, i was like O_O "wow we're touching the balls again"..hahaha nth much to update abt actually..just that CCA is starting again. must work out to be fit again! :D:D yeah and its only 2 more weeks till the Holidays! -sends flying kisses
i told you - you are the One. :D

May 13, 2005 1:36 PM

zzz

its raining today! :D like finally. yeah mothers' day today..bought a yummy strawberry cheesecake and a handbag for her! i wrote this super long letter to my mum and she cried..okay, teared. i think shes realising tt ive finally grown sensible hahah! okay i know u all will disagree w tt=P well tmr's geog paper 1 and i cant study cos im such a pig tt i forgot to bring my geog notes/file/txtbk home. rahh and i have NOTHING to study at all so i guess all i can do is cross my fingers tmr and hope i pass:/ and yeah u all are suppose to be studying for geog/hist,bio and amaths! so what are y'all doing here! go study ppl! 0=) oh yeah i wanna complain abt this asshole ytd who tried to hug me on the train..he touched my hand and legs okay tt pig! wth! and all the ppl on the train were just staring at me! i was so pissed but i really didnt dare do anything.. i dont know why either..urgh i hate myself for nt punching him on the train man -PUKE hes so freaking gross okay. I AM JUST A YOUNG INNOCENT GIRL. :(  i hate stupid old bald men who try to bully girls. EW! okay out to celebrate Mothers' day now.. <3youall* oh yeah Collide rocks so much can!

May 08, 2005 9:01 AM

Untitled

this song is soso beautiful! :D

i open my eyes
i try to see but im blinded by the white light
i cant remember how,i cant remember why
im lying here tonight

and i cant stand the pain, and i cant make it go away.
no i cant stand the pain

how could this happen to me
i made my mistakes got nowhere to run
the night goes on as im fading away
im sick of this life i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me

everybody's screaming
i try to make a sound but no one hears me
im slipping off the edge,im hanging by a thread
i wanna start this over again

so i try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
and i cant explain what happened
and i cant erase the things that ive done,no i cant

how could this happen to me
i made my mistakes got no where to run
the night goes on as im fading away
im sick of this life,i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me

i made my mistakes got no where to run
the night goes on as im fading away
im sick of this life,i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me

xxxxxxxxxx
such a pretty song rite.. hehheh i love tt tune so much. well chemistry today was pretty much screwed. i dont even know which part was hard. all i knew was tt i was just scribbling nonsense..ohgosh Geography paper yesterday was like :O i got all my concepts mixed up and started scribbling again. needless to say abt SS - merger&sep. hahah for SEQ all i used was just my sec2 work. gone~

physics paper on FRIDAY. hoho i think i'll go mad from memorising formulas.. zzz but looking on the bright side of life, both languages and humans and 1 science is down=) only MATHS AND PHYSICS TO GO! then its party time! :D:D GO PEOPLE/

edit anw i understand redox alrdy=) haha and i realised tt it was super simple! and i learnt it myself too k=P

May 04, 2005 12:16 PM

ice cream:D

life is hard and i am sad. IT HAS BEEN SO HOT NOWADAYS. okay mids are here alrdy so yeah. created a new blog and did a new lay for it, somehow that lay ended up here and i was like O_o. but it doesnt matter. giraffes are cute creatures. -COUGHS

redox is really hard. requires so much BRAIN CELLS to work on it okay. im supposed to be revising but I AM TOO BORED NOW :( gdluck to all of you for mids:D but nvm, since all of you are smart ppl, i shall keep tt gdluck for myself. hehheh. shall try to do a little studying now. :D

April 27, 2005 11:58 AM

green mango.!

xiaopeng (yes that sec2 SC) gave me a green mango today!! although its not pretty and its green and its not ripe and its not really nice-looking and all at all appealing. but its A MANGO. and i adore mangos! muahaha:D and its plucked from a tree in RV. so is it considered as..stealing? :x im gonna wait for it to ripe and make mango smoothies for everyone, everybody! :D:D and we painted those cabinets in the netball court, so pretty okay! yup and its time to pia for midyears..zzz! jiayou k:) lalLAz gdnite people!

April 19, 2005 2:25 PM

random -

someone asked:
would you rather save someone you love, or save the someone who loves you?

"i'd rather lose someone i love than let him/her lose me" :D maybe ur just worth it.

have a nice weekend people.! enjoy it while you can/ :D:D

April 15, 2005 3:02 PM

voice it allOUT/

i can swim now lo!  hahaz very happy..three or four lessons then swim frogstyle alrdy..now im learning freestyle, but water always get into my nose&ears:( i can infer tt im swimming the wrong way:x  somemore thursday so many ppl at pool..and they were all laughing at me-_-" even maria was laughing!

i dont wish to comment about you. but because you are my classmate, i want to let you know what's wrong with you. everyone has been trying very hard to help you change, you know people dont like your character, yet you remain the way you are! no, im not affected by you. but youve created much displeasure among people - my friends. so please, spare a thought for others.. plus, just be who you are. i dont understand why u have to "pretend" all the time..i dont care abt whether you'll be reading this or not...

but it doesnt matter. im very happy today..shldnt let you affect my mood. :D love my class a lot nw! and geggie hates me huh..all cos of zhenkai! :x physics test is up next week..brRr..i think i will fail lo. what velocity, displacement, acceleration, Newton's law-.- okkKkayYy! amaths tuition after this..and im bloody late!! go swimming okay, its gd exercise:):)

ITS ALL ABOUT YOU/

April 09, 2005 7:01 AM

touchrug

touch rugby tday. INTERCLASS. end up only 2 classes turn up. 2 teams from our class and 1 team from 3D. i named our team BOXERS:D wanted the other team to be briefs, but they refused:( so ended up being sqpants. touch rug is like a really tiring game. and mr teo said tt we were cows charging at everyone :o a lot of accidents today.. i was whacked at a (vulnerable) part:( (oh gosh pls do not infer too much:p)

yeah we jwalked today while wearing tt class tee. we were attacked by so many mosquitos while at Macs! sinee is a nice girl=P

aww PMS . :D
no, not premenstrual stress.

March 30, 2005 2:02 PM

random entry

happy birthday junjie&wanqin and siyuan. notice tt &.=P

chemistry test tmr! off to study (i hope). wish me luck! :D

March 28, 2005 12:24 PM

netball05

so burnt yet so tanned. so happy yet so sad. how contradicting .

yeah rvnetball club rocks:D i was so soo emotional today..we've trained together for barely a few mths. yet together, we're able to create a miracle i never believe could have happened. we emerged as champs today, as a team! yeaps gaby, we are the best team in Singapore=P and we played in the under 18 grp can! so we're the higher division:) sound more pro rite..hahahhz

hahaz i woke up at 0430 this morning. basically all tt was in my head is "zzz"..i nearly fell aslp so many times! was at the bus-stop at 0530, waiting for whichever bus tt comes along..and i realise tt no bus starts service at tt time!! -_-" am i dumb or what? okokay then i was late again..with so many ppl nagging at me. NVM, fast-forward. reached kallang after much trouble &me being a blind rat. okay these r rubbish.

shoot and play and eat a lot.we warmedup AND MICHELLE CALLED ME SHEN (aka. GOD). haha then started match! i forgot a lot of schools whom we played agnst..but i know theres clementi town &raffles &east spring &whatever lar..sun was HOT. scorchhing! then mrs phua come and crap with us..told a lot of lame jokes.

-velocity, acceleration, displacement, retardation- HAHAHA.

michelle told me yio chu kang very strong..thought we would lose. but we won. very scare of clementi town, but we beat them too..SOON; BEFORE WE KNOW IT; we were in the finals:) against RAFFLES. brr so scared! somemore i wanna go to the "ladies" (toilets-_-") also cant..until the kindkind ppl let us rest one game..i think tt overall we did pretty well..but yeah, i shant comment more now. and the team lyks me, keep asking me to stay=P somemore ms cheang use reverse psychology! but i loove them too much x) so i stayed! hoho

i keep praying to God on court..i think all my defenders freaked out..cos i suddenly look down and mumbling to myself:x okay nvm..i think a lot of umpires dont lyk RV. and they keep blowing us when im sure theres no infringement. kayu! then we get our GOLD trophies! not very pretty..but nvm, its the process tt counts=) i have sleeves and socks tanlines again! :o ms cheang very funny..be careful people! she visits students' blogs too=P but shes nice to talk to~

hard work sure pays ofF. im glad we can come so far together..memories will be forever. thankyou sec4s for everything!

yuxi - ur MIRACLE shots
sheaufeng - u are super zai today. our whole team agress! haha=)
olivia - haha you are damn good today. really. all ur screamings for me during trngs has served well today! muacks!!:D and i'll be waiting for my drink ;)
chinpei - you blackie. can crap a lot but yeah dont get pissed nxt tym okay! or umpire be biased to opposite team=P
michelle - haha you worked well, really=) just tt you are really tensed up. but yeah u rock all the same!

yup we will miss ur a lot..and promise will go out okay! haha=)

God, i salute You. for everything today.

March 19, 2005 2:57 PM

-

swimming's fun man:) now i understand why ppl like swimming so much! today a bunch of hot guys lined up by the pool..AND MARIA WAS SO TEMPTED BY THEM. she grabbed this guy's arm. and he stared at her looking like tt --> O_O + :o

im becoming hardworking, like FINALLY. i did all my work except physics& chemistry &maths which i seriously need to redo..other than tt im pretty done! and tt chinese poem thing? i cant see anything online..too bad=P time really pass so fast..its weds now!! so those haven do homework one uh; muz hurry up jiayou alrdy:D

and i saw a rainbow at tt wave pool today! darn gorgeous can x) and my computer is screwing up again:(:(:(

March 15, 2005 4:08 PM

:)

must work hard now..l1r5 is lyk rubbish. :( ytd was kaikai's birthday..BIG BOY ALRDY. but pls, continue aping mdm mak ;D bought him this gigantic orea cheesecake from bakerzin! bwahaha HE WAS SO SHY when we sang him the bday song. hope u'll be w geoggie soon! :x a lot of homework for the holiday, but yea, gonna start working hard:) and yeah, I CAN SWIM NOW OKAY.

i can swim i can swim i can swim i can swim i can swim i can swim i can swim i can swim i can swim i can swim i can swim i can swim &I AM HAPPY .my coach is not tt fei4 afterall. HEHE!

ZHANHUI JUST TALKED TO ME ONLINE ! HAHAHA:D

March 12, 2005 2:10 AM

kisses cookies !

BWAHAHAH I AM NOW BAKING COOKIES AT SIYUAN'S HOUSE.
LOVE ME PEOPLE .:D
yeah its super duper nice hersheys cookies
and its funkily nice!
we spent 4 hours making and we're still making now.
HAHAHA for a certain purpose=P
its really soo nice it MELTS in ur mouth.
are u people drooling now? x)

SARAH SAYS: THE COOKIES ARE VERY NICE. AND I LOVE ME.
SIYUAN SCREAMS: I LOVE MYSELF. AND YOU BETTER BE GRATEFUL FOR THE COOKIES=P
PECKY SAYS: HELLO

hahaha! cookies are super nice.
we fried eggs, cooked spaghetti
AND NEARLY BURNT DOWN SIYUAN'S HOUSE!
and pecky managed to cook a tasteless egg! :D
WE ARE VERY BUSY NOW.
till tmr, for our cookies=P
loveya all!
happy bday to u tmr !:)

March 07, 2005 10:28 AM

farT-leg run !

muz come update about today..darn happy k! got 10/40 for amaths..my worst grade in my entire rvlife lor..cos previous day i forgot to bring home the amaths notebk..endup having nth but those UNDONE amaths notes to study-_- haha nvm..muz pia for midyr:D

today netball trng started w the fart-leg run..4.4km..haha then muz jog&sprint..very tiring, but very satisfied after the run:) muz thank sarah..cos she pia w me all the way&encouraged me..muacks then did 1/3 court&all those drills today..very happy cos its been very long since ive really done all these..but yeah netball rocksss.! yup and im a gd midfielder!! HEHE. now playing as shooter and midfielder..we muz pia for carnival for tt trophy kk! anw aft trng had to run another 10mins..i crapped a lot abt physics..olivia was so pissed tt she asked me to shutup..hahhah sorry okay..nxttime i shall talk lesser:x

tmr is party day..ms ek's so nice today lor, dont expect her to give us halfday..anw alex, the present comes from a couple of us, not just two person..haha happy belated birthday anw!:D muz go pia maths now..cyaz all x)

March 01, 2005 1:10 PM

swimming: (

eee i hate ebloggy.
lagging all the time !

take a knife and kill me please
tmr is aMaths and here i am typing this entry
i forgot to bring my notebk for amaths home okay!
kill me! how will i pass tmr?!
rushed off swimming after chem practical today
i swear my swimming coach hates me lar
he taught me how to breathe and after an hour
i still cant breathe properly-_-
its not my fault okay
i never really learnt proper swimming in my entire life
and even if i learnt
it all equates to nth now:(

uh &3j has a lot of teachers complaing abt us alrdy:(
im pretty sure i'll fail a lot of subjects for this common test:|

stress stress stRrrEeessSs!

February 24, 2005 1:22 PM

:o

i met the two tallest man alive in guiness book of world records yesterday!
at the sa fair. 
hahaha!
they were really really tall giants! x)
a pity i didnt take any photo w them:(

i love writing ur name over&over again:D:D

February 20, 2005 11:01 AM

<3 !

HAHAHA .
have been so lazy to update recently.
i'm going to fail physics!
imagine what mrs phua will say to me :o
sec3 year isn't really that stressful yet
im still a lagger:D
WO AI LI HUA.

and pecky, we all <3 you/;D

February 18, 2005 1:19 PM

school

school was pretty boring.. first few days nth to do at all..lessons oso nt teaching much..i became cleanliness monitor again-.- our class clinched champs for the netball carnival:D okay lar, cos all nballers..then a lot of people say not fair..our class now call j-walkers.. lolz funky name..had mr ong as maths teacher again..he rocks man..[but dont worry, hes taken..so i cant take him..lolz jkjk x)] my favourite teacher alrdy lar=D realise physics taught by mrs phua, really can make us fall aslp ..zzz

im missing jbrk a lot:( really missed those times when we'll all just eat in class, bully the teachers, be loud in class, and just have fun..i even miss eunice!! ahhaz okokay i dont be mean..i love her all along kz..i miss mr ong as our form, and mr faizard..haiz, really miss those old times..but gotta learn to move on..jbrk jbrk jbrk. we must have an outing soon!

btw saw OOPS=p taufik today at queensway today:D LOL darn darn happy x) felt tt now im getting closer to more frens..very happy abt it=)

January 05, 2005 11:54 AM

mtfaber steamboat slpover knc

hohoho this three days has been pretty enriching:D been out all day long and having fun!! on monday went to run mt faber with ms cheang and nballers..ran up twice and walk up another time..very rewarding experience, esp at the part when i nearly gaveup but still held on and continue running..really great experience! i duno if im rly slow lar, but MRS PHUA IS PREGNANT!! =D i got two gigantic blisters cos of tt run..o_o OH MAN:(

on tuesday was the steamboat day!it was very fun lar..eat&eat&eat..we were sitting there for so darn long lor=X i think even tt woman was pissed..but know sth?i think eileen makes a gd wife..hahHaz!!then went orchard to "SEE THE LIGHTS"..

then aft tt headed to biq's hse for slpover..her brothers r darn cool..talked for almost the whole night..but almost scared ourselves to death a few times X_X rly scary k..esp when its in the middle of the night and the toilet door creaks by itself when another door opens..then [pig]steffi&[ball]rachael couldnt take it(as usual)..so biq and me started tickling them to wake them up..hahaz arent we MEAN xD but oh wells, decided to be sweet lil' angels and went down to watch sch of rock..watch till 6 before gng back to slp till ard 11+..headed home..

did this layout.and it took me lyk 3 HOURS.!wat the..and its all cos of tt damn old comments button!!!! my html is soo..upset-ting-ly lousy=( then headed off to knc ard 4+..blahblah..btw; christmas is coming!! :D yayyy!! im so excited abt it..lolz

btw this is a supersupeR nice poem..i rly love it loads:D

((No one knows how this blanket grips me at night
how the pillow wraps around my head
No ones there when i cry at night
holding me so tight i cant breathe
No one see's my reflection in the mirror
how the scowl on my face grows
No one wants to hold my hand
squeezing it when i need reassurance
No one understands me when i'm cold
how the wind seeps right through my skin
No one laughs with me in the night
while i laugh at my pitiful life
No one even cares
how this darkness tightens like a noose everyday
No one even says anything
when they see this hate surround me like hungry wolves

They dont even look as i waste away into a corner where i cant be seen.
Into a corner where no one goes.))

December 22, 2004 4:03 PM

netball chalet

warning: long entry ahead.! :)

whee im back! back from netball chalet alrdy ^_^was supposed to last till tmr morning,but due to insufficient slp,all the sec2s decided to go hoome eariler to SLEEP!. hahaz only had ard 5hrs of slp within this 56hours..great achievement!:D

chalet was at aloha loyang.most of the ppl went swimming aft reaching,and when they came back,they flooded the whole place ._.the freezer leaked some liquid,and the whole kitchen floor was wet..hahaz but we din clear it up either,juz allow it to dry by itself :p

walked superly long to reach downtown east's foood court for dinner!saw mrs tan GL there,with her husband &daughter.and she was so shocked upon seeing us x) walked back to chalet aft eating while the other half went to fetch elaine..then the sec2s [US] went to poolside to see the twinkles in the skies.talk talk and listen to perfect10.promised all nt to slp at night..was chased by guard back to chalet at 12midnight.tried to watch shows.played blackjack aft tt.fool ard&talk nonsence.tym was passing vv.slowly.aft tt syl rach&stef couldnt take it..so they went to slp.biq me& chi-can[aka.PECKs;chicken] decided to CONTINUE to stayup.watched this vcd called MARs.a bit spastic lar,but was quite nice.

watchwatchwatch.......then it was ard 8 in the morning when we finish the whole show.tym pass so quickly.wanted to slp at tt tym too,but couldnt get to slp by then-.- sec3s wenta swim again.had a treasure hunt in the noon,was v.hilarious!had to shout "meinu,meinu,ni zai na li?" everytime we reach a checkpoint..then so many ppl would be looking at us.had kirana xiaohui jovia aubrey and juehong in my team.

we were the screamers!had a pretty gd start at first,but aft tt..duno wat happened either :| had this station when we were suppose to pass pokercards using our mouth.no biting and stuff.so had to 'suck' tt card using our mouth.darn funny!!then the wind was blowing agnst us,so the cards keep flying away..then decided to use another spastic method.as i was passing my card to juehong,the wind kept blowing rite,then somehow felt her lips on mine.o_o hahaz so diulian..oso duno how on earth we did it,and erms,no! i DID not eat her tofu k..hahaz had fun lar.

then went to poolside.and played poolgames.pass this big ball round&round and muz pass to the captain sitting on the float.guess who's on the float?:p yeah ME! lolz.vv.stupid.cos they keep pushing me down.or the float keeps toppling over,and soon there was water in my ears and nose..hahaz then had water volleyball? or issit beachball?nt sure..but it was all smacks&whacks.FUN!! :D

bbq was up nxt,had tons of food..all thnx to eileen's daddy [for providing!] peilin&eileen [for carrying=P was hardwork k..hehez]!it was mmmm! had crabs,prawns,stingrays,sausages, sotong balls,corn,sweet potatos,marshmellows and lots of drinks! desserts,big watermelons and honeydews.grapes..wah its rlyrly a lot of food x_x aft everyone is full,still had a big tray of fish and chicken wings and sausages and sotongballs left..had a pack of marshmellows,LOTS of cup noodles and fruits left!

then was the farewell ceremony.hmms,pretty emtional..mr Goh and ms Lium cried.and a lot of seniors cried too..will miss this batch of sec4s a lot.they're really great seniors who have always been there encourging us and pushing us on..they have worked vv hard to come so far too..gd luck to all of them for their future :D and juz wanna let them know tt their fighting spirit shall live on,and we shall continue bringing glory to rvnetball.(x

played cards till very late at night.then everyone fell aslp..wokeup early in morning and bbqed for brkfast..chatted a lot on the train.lurve this chalet..has been v.fun..thx to the sec3s for organising everything! xD it muz have been hard work,but im sure everyone enjoyed it(: and juz realised tt ive gotten pure geography sub history as my combination :D yayy! and now its time to slp..zzzZz - -

December 02, 2004 7:32 AM

increDIBLES.

catch tis movie ppl,catchit!the graphics are lyk super duperly good and the characters are darn funny.edna mode is soo cute! shes so lame&spastic &FUNNY! i juz keep luffing when she says:'i know, i insist!' she so adorable. wat a cute fashion designer she is=p i lurve jackjack too,no, i adore him!! :D hes so funny.im gng to style my son juz lyk him when i have one [tt is if i get married :p] and the whole theatre is packed okies.tho the movie starts at 0930pm. the whole place,including the first row is FULL.and all the ppl who were there are lyk 20+ yr old adults.and im this young kid popping out from nowhere-.- hahaz im feeling all happy&giggly now. anw, rly thnx to everyone [even those -nameless- one xp] who had left me comments in the previous entry..made me realise tt this little obstacle isnt worth it.i guess life rly does goes on,no matter wat.

went for church today. was somehow enlightened. erms,jeremy told me sth tt goes lyk this "if u compete,and u lose, u only feel inferior; and if u win, u only make urself more arrogant, so go the path God has created for u".ya sth lyk tt.but its real thought-provoking,isnt it?! hahaz wells, i rly agree wif it anw(:

hmms,so ppl,catch this movie.!catch it no matter wat.even if ur seriously broke, demand money from ur mum &catch this movie! u wont regret it,trust me x)

ps.im sry if i dont seem to be making sense in this entry..too hyper u see xD

November 20, 2004 4:56 PM

):

life goes on?
the tears wont stop coming. im sry. i cant buckup.

November 16, 2004 2:34 PM

sharks'tale

great day today.!
trng starts at 12, was able to slp till late x)
ended at 1340 cos of oLevels [ shortest trng ever ]
it was of high intensity, but very fulfiling(:

my passion is back! LOL

yeah watched sharks' tale today
seriously i dont find it very nice :x
was kind of expecting it to be better than finding nemo
but yeahs=| u get wat i mean=p
jiateng's laughter is seriously contagious
i was luffing even before tt movie starts=p

hahaz today is rly a great day(:
n oops; i haven started on my homework!
lallAz tmr's gng to be another fun day~

November 04, 2004 1:14 PM

muscle aches ):

arrghhh!
my butt&thighs dont feel lyk they're there anymore x_x
muscle aches, muscle aches!
ouch³
have been out this two days from morning 7 till night 8+..
seriously need to replenish my slp! zzZz

still missing jbrk so much..
how i wish sch nv have to end ):
confused abt so much stuff now;
hope i'd nv have to make a choice
anws, to so many ppl out there
life goes on(:
the future lies in ur hands larz,
so yeah, strive hard!
for now, enjoy the holidays=P

the person who is supposed to be the closest to u dont even seem to understand wats gng thru in ur mind now, how irony ironic.

November 02, 2004 1:00 PM

joy&

wells time is really passing so so quickly=/
its so quick! haiz ):
i really dont wish to think of parting..
hmms im so afraid of wat'll happen when its really the day when we have to say gdbye..

results, results. tsk
only result im proud of is geog -79?
but the entire level did v well for it..
the rest of my results r )):
feeling more &more fear each day thinking abt the rest of the results i'll be getting back=X
ahahHaz okies lets pray for the best x)

arts fes(: somehow really looking forward to it!
yups the folk dance=D FUN!!
last two wks; lets cherish it..cherish it!
i dont wan to act for r&j dramatisation-.-
urgh whole class sabotaged my grp n make us act! &%^$*%

at this point now, i seem to feel tt im starting to love everyone more for wat they r (:
i dont wan time to go on..
i wan time to stop nw, at this moment !
n vernon uh, i won 3 bucks from u for shooting okies=P *jinyin dont angry hohz

&&peckkks, cheerups okies=D we all love u. *muacks
our spirit shall live on~ forever n ever !!

TENNIS ROCKS &ROCKS +rockkkks !

October 18, 2004 12:31 PM

liarRRs!

5 things i hate love about you! (:

i. ur such a smart back-stabber ^_^ i appreciate u so much for acting all sweet &angelic in front of irin&me, and yet behind us, u love to talk about juz how scheming we r..
ii. ur innocent face aint as innocent as we tot afterall
iii. ur so good at manipulating facts=D somehow u can turn the story upside down n it will all turn out to be our fault huhz? such an impressive storyteller!
iv. you claim tt other are backstabbing u, wat abt u? nice lie tho
v. last, but definately not the least; ur so NOT scheming=)

come on, if ur so bu shuang, juz voice it out to us la. share it with us yeah, instead of sharing it with others always..irin&me r most willing to lend u a listening ear, anytime anywhere.(: [ oh yahz &juz in case we manage to find out&make u embarrassed abt it yahz x) ]
btw, DICTIONARY DEFINATION OF SCHEMING:
to secretly make clever and dishonest plans to get or achieve something OR a clever plan, especially to do something bad or illegal.
so pls do, let us know wat we've done which has caused u to think this way. perhaps we can then understand u better, &learn from our mistakes of being so scheming &despicable. &YAHZ. get a life ya-_-
____edit eh anws, irin &me r targetting the same person. the same person who CLAIMED tt we are indeed scheming ppl(: oh wells. sorry if anyone feels offended. im juz nt one who keep my tots inside.

+oh wells; on a lighter note, JAILBRK IS ON NEWSPAPERS. uh or rather it’s the gurls la=P anws its soo kewl x)

October 12, 2004 1:29 PM

class chalet

edit 08/10
today played tennis with jayne irin jiahui wanlin yanlu &liwei!! &it rockks so much x) got soo soooo sunburnt! its been such a long time since i was so burnt..hahaz yeah tennis rocks..really miss those exercising times=p i love getting sunburnt! =D alrite, time to set off for chalet..have fun ppl ^_^ editttted

yeah!!its finally the last day of exams tmr(: &im nt piaing le wor..hahaz vv into holiday mood now. yeaps tmr's the class chalet!
kindda excited abt it=p tho i think half the time i'll be lagging while waiting for food *coughs²* hehez we're gonna be staying up playing BOARD GAMES. [yahz lyk real-_- i think we'd end up gambling] nvm=P

im so happy!! the whole class is gng=) nw that IS class spirit x) wahhaz tmr literature test. eh haven really done much..maybe ltr juz go read thru it n be prepared for the chalet tmr xD anws tong³ isnt the first class to go down anymore le eh=p beiru was so proud tt our class managed to beat him tt day..LOL. DOWN WITH TONG<3

this song rockks=D tangled up in me
you want to know more, more, more about me
im the girl who's kicking the coke machine
im the one that's honking at you 'cause i left late again

chorus hey³
cant you see i want you by the way i push you away yeah!
dont judge me tomorrow by the way im acting today
mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction, yeah!
hey²
get tangled up in me

you want to know more³ about me
got to know reverse psychology
im the reason why you cant get to sleep
im the girl you never get just quite what you see

you think that you know me (get tangled up in me)
you think that im lonely (get tangled up in me)
when everything i do is only to get tangled up in you
you want to know more³ about me
im the girl thats sweeping you off your feet

i love this song!!!!! x) lallAz~ end of EOYs rockk=P

October 07, 2004 2:02 PM

x_x

uhhh i failed culture=( by half a mark- 22/50 but i was pretty happy=D i expected to get less than 10?=x oh well, its the %tage of a common test huhz..tsk, gonna pull down my average nw

today sucks. its so cold&it makes me vv slpy-_- jayne&me went for a run after school today. we were supposed to run 2.4km, but decided the reservoir was too wet, so we ran the neighbourhood. then we decided tt perhaps we shld run in the netball court. halfway while we were running, i notice this thing on the court. went forward, stared for v long, before realising its a DEAD FISH!!!! then i juz screamed?-.- but its soo stupid?! how on earth did a fish even end up in the middle of the netball court? somemore half its flesh is lyk gone..no eyeballs. yeap, quite a gross sight uh..urgh so we ended up running along the third &fourth floor x_.

the school was soo quiet aft 12 today..almost everyone juz seem to have gone home to study..instead us, the two laggers were lagging in school till 2+..wahhahz anws tmr's the start of sec3s eoys alrdy gd luck everyone(:

September 30, 2004 1:20 PM

green frogs

frogs are cute
bought a bunch of them to play today(:
they're all so jumpy
wahhaz cute x)

haiz tmr there's culture &maths test x_.
feel tt im juz gonna screw both paper up
i mean CULTURE??
i dont even know who's tang xuan zong-_-
some emperor?
aiyahz juz tikam tikam tmr can le

our class's so into making stars &hearts out of straws(:
surprisingly, they're fun!
while everyone is working hard for eoys
we're fooling ard xD
these few days has been fun &more fun(:
no sense of urgency at all.!

anws to guansen, ur a yr older now!
be more matured alrite!!

plus -click the link below=P jianrong needs ppl to go to tt web
click here(:

September 23, 2004 12:14 PM

(:

                               i really really missed u a lot!!                            


hmm today was a gd day(: dramatisation was super successfuL! so happy manz..worked so hard&long for it..n finally everyone is done!! yayYs :) alrite my skirt was super short-_-; but oh well, it fits with the -modern nurse theme-..sexy &ehh PROFESSIONAL (x shant use tt P word=P in case i get tons of ppl bombarding remarks at me..wahhaz so v happy with the grp n ourselves! i memorised my script juz today wors=P

wellwell; progress report. a lot of ppl have been talking abt it-_- have to say im v disappointed with my results..really expected more for my elit. oh well, "i will work harder"..but heyz i got 79 for arts(: get me to draw a portrait of ur next time kaes? can even earn a living from it eh hehez

uhh friday's chinese test!! *shivers* really hope i can do well, cos i really started studying on tuesday alrdy..hahaz hope it can pay off manz..

anw to someone..really hope u can cheerup!! its been some times since ive last seen u smile..know stuff seems to all be gng against u now, but hold on yups! lifes gonna have a better turn for u soon. cheerups boy! everyones gonna be ard supporting u=) hmm n to those unhappy ppl out there, cheerups soon. DO NOT WASTE UR TIME FROWNING. x)

plusplus - - thnx to everyone who left those encouraging comments in my previous entRy(: hahaz helped me reflect alot. yups n i really cheered up a lot now!! so yeah THNX PEOPLE! love u alL

CLOSER;

under the coat of night
i see a face i used to know
but then i look again
is it really u

&i dont believe in magic
i dont believe that its true
i dont know what happened to u
i dont have a clue

every little love tomorrow
every little thing u pray
every light of grace we worship
brings us closer everyday

+composed by grace&mar.  for the jbrk of yr 2004(:


hehez sorry uh..i was v amused by those coloured backgrounds=P if u find it too tough to read..hehez SORRY!!

September 15, 2004 2:31 PM

scarrings

bad impressions leaves scars in us yeah it does..when a bad thing happened, it will always be rooted firmly inside our heads=| somehow rach's words kept echoing in my head --"maybe he isnt worth it, maybe it will be tough to giveup, but maybe u shld" a lot of unhappy have happened in the past few days..dont try to infer who the ppl in e entry im writing abt 'cos im sure u'll nv be able to guess

my image of so many perfect ppl have changed soo much! somehow i cant bliff tts who they really r either..perhaps i shld have tried harder to cherish those i had in the past..thnxfully, nth much abt tt has changed yet(:

all along i've had this wonderful image of u. i admire u &tot tt ur really someone i could look up to..but now, i duno wat i can say either..the image is juz gone..i kept thinking of wat happened..but i couldnt imagine tt u do all these..stuff r really so unpredictabLe..juz when u think that everything is gng on so perfectly, the unexpected person isn’t him alrdy=( really lost every bit of trust for u now, but yet i duno how to pluck up the courage to say it out..sooo frustrated with myself eh X_X  can u juz be honest, and lyk say out the truth? instead of trying to struggle ur way through? Its really making me not trust u more, and i duno wat I can do to salvage this ..problem?

surprisingly, its those whom i've least expected to stand by me who stayed..&made me realise wat they've been doing all these while..perhaps this is a blessing in disguise; showing who r those who really cared(=

ytd carnival was really fun..esp at the start &the game btwin us &rv1 x) kept luffing on court n stuff..but it was v nice to play together in the hall=P hahaz yeah and we got third la..nt too bad; but also not too gd..chenzhuo&nathalie kept bickering ytd-_- cannot stand them manz..the moment one of them talk, the other will surely argue back..LOL reminds me of napoleon n snowball!=x but e carnival really helped me stop thinking abt matters..for tt period of time.

is it really a good thing to know everything now, or is it really a bad thing? i cant decide either..sometimes feel tt im too insensitive towards ppl’s feelings..juz say wat im nt happy abt..hmm ytd talked to an old fren abt wat happened now..&realize tt hes really great at lending a listening ear=) hahaz v glad i said everything out..at least i need nt cramp stuff inside anymore..well, guess life juz has to go on..

without you, where do I belong?
without you, how can I go on?
and no love does what yours will ever do
tell me how am I supposed to live my life without you? 

- - - love this song (:

without you by clay&kimberley

September 10, 2004 4:37 PM

sports camp04

YUPS. im v proud to announce tt.."spoRts camp rocKs!" LOL x) everything was soo much better den expected..ahhaz thnx god i went to it with a posiTive attitude ^_^ alrite..this is gonna be a long entry kaes..hahaz but wanna write everything down to rmb my last sports camp=P.. here goes:

06/09! reached sch at 0645 to meetup w the nballers then assemble..yups, then set off to chinese garden for GAMES!! yeah we had adventure games=) i was in grp03 with -(low)jianming; sijie; sheaufeng; yanling; merdin; weekiet; dickson?; janice; shibin &ME! lol hope i din spell the wrong names, correct me if im wrong k=P so we had trolleys; high ropes; 'dragon boating'; ACID POOL; blindmen tents etc..

yups we went to acid pool yeah, and its lyk there's this BIG rope surrounding it and a hoop in e middle, and in the middle there is 3 1.5l bottles filled with water. then muz get it out without using our body parts..n we cant get into the pool..then with much hints dropped by the instructor......INGENIOUS peilin tot of a solution!! SHOESLACES(: hehz *tyty* then we spent lyk an hr to get those bottles out? x_, okies we're lousy la..hahHaz

then at the highropes..SO FUN MANZ!! i keep feeling tt im gng to drop into the pond..LOL but its seriously fun..then the river crossing-_- in tt SMELLY small little pond behind the resthouse. our grp wasnt too intelligent la..we keep snapping the ropes tt was supposed to help pull the floats back..aft waiting for so long, the moment i was fearing most came..I WAS TO GO ONTO THE FLOAT AND PADDLE TO THE OTHER SIDE.

alrite, i told myself i can do it=D cool eh? i JUMPED onto the float, which was at the side of the pond. *KABOOM* my whole body submerged into the water, and the float pop out, AND I DRANK THAT SMELLY FILTHY WATER-.- and the worse thing was, i cut my knee against tt piece of rock under e water. n the instructor did not allow me to get treatment until a lot of blood came out..then the blood came oozing out..hehz then flow to my socks n shoes..then the st johns came n rescue the wound? plus everyone was saying tt im dumb to jump into the pond-_-

hahaz then they spent so long cleaning it..and there was this two pathatic st john guys..i held onto one of their arms, and the other guy's legs..at first was super painful..but aft tt its fine=| then the bandaged it up till i seemed to have torn my ligament O_O..n rach told me tt my shorts r toRn-.- [dun worry, it isnt at all, so im nt exp0sed k :P]

aft tt couldnt take part in the rafting nor kayaking..haiz envy them lo..then i can only sit by the shore n see..nvm next yr got another chance xD had war strategy games..tho it wasnt v fun running ard stealing cones=P but mr nice teeth kept running ard stealing cones..hahaz hes the one who helped earn all our points=x aft tt we packedup &wentback to rv! had dinner, and showered..

then was the bbq!! it wasnt exactly fun, but yeah its tt moment everyone shared together..MS CHEANG'S AAAHHHEEEEMMMM sent her there eh..and he sat down to eat w us..yups aft tt went to sit in e circle in e middle of the netball court &played games with ms cheang n mrs phua! whoa they rock~ (: played till mrs yeo yell for us to go n slp.

at night, couldnt slp..tot of a lot of stuff &kept on smsing..hAhHaz thnx for keeping me company till i slp=) think i only dozed off at 1+

07/09! wokeup at 0530? yeap then went for the morning exercise-_- otherwise known as our infamous 6.3km run! yeah was v hungry during the run, so as i ran keep telling myself tt breakfast shall be my motivation..but unluckily i only finished the run in 44mins with rachael..LOL nvm we shall try harder next time? xP

had a session wif mr eugene lee &he talked to us abt trng? btw hes ms cheang's psch fren! so qiao x) yeah then we did some exercises n erms its LUNCHTIME! then had focus grp discussion n its time to head home=) was v tired la..but till now i haven fell aslp=P

5 day wk really sucks=| but we have to leave n live wif it..n the new sch is so pathatic lo, theres gonna be many mosquitos there?! X_X hahaz nevertheless this camp rocks~ really really happy abt it, esp the games we played at chinese garden! yay! all e sports cca in rv rocks! XD

PS. hahaz its really admirable if u finish reading this whole entry kaes=D ahhaz i shall reward u with a chocolate! lalLAz~

September 07, 2004 11:48 AM

!!!

attention!! sorry to those who read my -previous- entry. it was supposed to be private..yet i did nt privatise it..did not realise that it was so till i saw someone left a comment..and when someone told me online..yups..n i really hope whoever read it juz keep it to urselves yeah? cos, i dun wan word to go ard=| yups..u know who u r if u've read it..so i really need ur trust..it isnt a v nice thing to spread ard..yeah..thnx for keeping it to urselves anw! forget everything in e previous entry..its juz a big stupid mistake caused by me..sorry kaes..

anw did up a new layout alrdy..&i sent 2hrs on it..okies im a html idi0t la okies..really in no mood to do anything now..then tmr's sports camp. the whole morning &noon spent at chinese garden. oh YAYYY how fun can it be-.- anw..previous entry content CANNOT be revealed kaes..pls pls help me to keep it a secret..

im losing my faith in u..am i losing the frenship as well? sometimes i wish i aint here anymore. maybe tmr i shld juz go all out &enjoy the sports camp-_- then i'll be the only one who appreciates it..LOL gd nites ppl. or rather, good morning (: alrite, im mad >_< edited;; dont miss me too much! x)

September 05, 2004 4:34 PM

common tests

tmr is physics test!! arrggh-.- apparent &real depth; colours; lens..OMG lens r lyk soooo TOUGH to memorise. &ms ho say the paper is gonna be tough >_< im screwed. soo screwed. been attempting to study hard now..and it sort of paid off=/ there shldnt be a 5 day week!! cos im gonna dieeeEe if i stay at home on sat as well-_- i need netball to keep me alivveeeee

im feeling so sh!t now..so hungRy. and ive been munching on food in the past hour..can practically feel the fo0d gng down&turning into fats..hehz so mo0dy these few days..i dun have any troubles bothering me O_o and i dun understand why im feeling down..hahaz one thing to be glad abt: EXAMS R OVER SOON=) [okies tt is if i survive tmr=_-] mr ong rocks=D he really truely does. hAhHaz im so glad to have him as a teacher! x) AND 7 IS A GREAT NUMBER OKIES!! xD

yups&im finally getting my new phone this wk -6610i. XD bahHh im so glad!! hahaz since ive spoilt my last phone, ive been waiting so long for this day! :) time pass real fast..&im looking forward to the president netball fiesta=) hopefully i'll get sunburnt this time round..then for the nsl league im gng down to attempt to shoot&win tt CASH prize okies..i dun care manz im gonna start shooting from outside the circle now xP

sports camp's coming=| erms..lets hope it'll be fun? and then NETBALL CARNIVAL!! yayy im looking forward to it soooooo much too=D hmm today had a great talk wif some of the 2J peeps..all of us were wondering wat would happen if we really leave the class end of this yr..im gonna miss everyone sooo much..seriously they're a bunch of real sweet ppl..well; ESP EUNICE=) hahaz she hugs everyone wherever she goes-.- jailbrk rocks ;D +i miss u

August 25, 2004 10:25 AM

babEs

entry was written on tuesday=O


YTD!! one of the most memoRable days=D hehz im so glad tt i still went iceskating in e end xD hmm ppl who went: alvin; biqing; eileen; jaslyn; jiateng; jovia; kathleen; munkit; rachael; song gee; steffi; sylvia!
hahaz the gurls were sooOoo sweeeeeEt! wahlauz the stuff they did so touching hahaz x) yups so went to skate la..halfway thru suddenly feel tt its so tiring=| duno why eitheR..my legs juz feel so jelllLy! X_X and they made this bday dedication=) wats more at tt time we were standing in the middle..then all the foAm started floating down..hahaz so ‘fairytale‘ =P omg very sweet kaes..hahaz then stupid, -emphasize- STUPID sylvia got this idea of soaking her GLOVES &squeezing all the ice water on me O_O!! so cold okies..i was ..shivering?! then everyone starting soaking their gloves &wetting me..think tt i look very spastic-.- then this stranger walked up to me, shook me by the hand &said happy bday..OKKIEEEEEES so weird..hahaz=x then they went to dry up la..

..&NOW ITS BIQ’S TURN TO BE STUPID. she started squeezing water on me AGAIN T_T and this time i was wetter than ever..really drenched okies..my tanktop was lyk STICKING to me. haiyohz i think everyone muz be thinking why got this mad woman who juz came out from her bath standing there-.- real bad lehz, aft tt i fell down..dun asked me why i did; somehow i juz landed on the floOr hAhahz..so DUMB!! im wet&cooOld! then song gee&alvin kept luffing..hahaz EMBARASSING!!=x whoa and when we were abt to leave, realize rach lost her wallet..wah very suey lo..anw shes damn chio now okies..hahaz so seh hahHAz=P tho still as short la so “too bad lo” hehz but her haircUt really rox! (: nvm=P then being the sweet me yahz, went all the way to.......bukit panjang SOUTH police post-_- stupid eh go so far to report sth lost at the rink hAhHz but the policemen there lyk so slack eh=| listening to music &making us fill up tt survEy..hahaz NVM. LALALLAZ TODAY IS THE DAY!!=Pp

August 12, 2004 1:31 AM

geylangM match!

hahaz uhHhh dun u all juz miss me=P aft such a loOooong time of not-updating xD firstly muz say sorry to all those whose blogs im unable to visit=| my com is kind of -sensitive- towards eblog now..everytime i press the link it LAGS. &say tt the blog is invalid or wat shit..happens to whoever's blog i press-.- so sick manz!! nvm im sure u all miss me anw=P juz hope the problem gets fixed QUICK!

uhhuhz so had a match against geylang Methodist ytd..i guess it was an average game la..considering tt the carpark flooR was so wet&slippery..so everyone was sliding all the time..hAhHaz we won them 22 to 20. the ppl there were all so funky; cos we have a fun time interacing with them during the 15mins run..&rachael dun have a partner for 3times=P see gurl, ur too short to be seeeeen!! lalLaz=P

erms &the juniors told me tt there's this gurl in the geylang med cdiv who looks lyk me O_o i saw her la..but dun think we look alyk, in any way!! ahHhaz but kindda gaoxiao la..cos they kept insisting tt we do look alyk=x weather ytd was kind of a cold+humid yet hot day=/ contradicting~ cos its lyk sooO cold when we were out in the rain..aft tt when it kind of stopped, gets a little humid &when we start playing we start sweating..so its really hot&cold&humid. nvmm; im rubbishing-.-

aft the game went to je with nat chenzhuo rach syl &stef..CHENZHUO IS SOOOOO LAZY!! hahhaz cannot stand her=P eat slp all day long. then nat went home so the 4of us lagged and talked lo..rubbish all the time la..cos din wanna go home=| *bad kids* XD biq i miss u!! omg feel so weird without her ytd x) really wanna rubbish on &on..cos im sooooo BORED. hahaz then im gng out to do the r&j dramatization..how on earth am i gonna study for the reflection &refraction test?! [anw im at tueston's hse now=P if nt how come i can have access yahz..hehz] TSKTSKTSK. feeling so dead literalLy- all the tests r juz starting to flo0d in X_X omg really hope i dun die young from all the stress &stuff
_{i will; i must; i shall; missu<3! xD}



&words r all i have to express everything (:

August 01, 2004 5:38 AM

"jailed; be right back"=D

hehz been pretty slack nowadays..finally i feel im trying to work hard now=D yups slping very late too..so somehow feel so dead in the morning &stuff..but afterwards juz kind of brighten up yeah xD today was a greEeeaaaaatTt day! it was fun &ytd's happenings still deeply inside my head x) anw been very hyper thEse few days uh=| why am i always on e contrast of ppl..when more ppl seem to be depressed; im HIGH. O_o

okies maybe i am weird=D have this real sense of achievement today..300 shots/36miNs~ its lyk my best best record ever. even better than during the tournament period..juz hope tmr's match against jjc will go on fine=D juz remain high. selections on tmr too..somehow im nt nervous at all, juz feel so excited abt being able to play another game again. will fight hard xD

hahhaz ms cheang is cute xD hahaz her perfume is soOo distinctive..can smell her when shes approaching=| anw she rocks yahz. x) told her tt we improved for today's shooting &wanted chocs. then she agreed! omg how funky can she get. but uhhHh after eating one..we realise it expired last yr-.- so we gave it out to e rest to finish it. hehz arent i sweeeeet=D

yeah sch's fun=D hahaz everything rocks; everything but deborrrah. she spoils everything. hehz..even mr ong seems cute now x) im glad heritage day's coming!! :D btw yesterday once more; by karen carpenter ROCKS.

//- --ur the motivation :)

July 16, 2004 1:10 PM

xD

spiderman2 is so wayyy cooL!!
hehhEz it so0oo exciting lo..
&thrilling
muahhaz mary jane watson &peter parker finally got together!!
yayy so funky=D
FINALLY!
im so happy for theM
"i love u, tho i say i dont"-- quoted from spidey x)
so sweEeet manz

sh0w was very nice=)
ard 2hrs plus uh
&the special effects was wayYy toOo go0d :)
scences real thrilling&full of suspense
so fabulous
ur really shld watch it eh!
shant reveal too much details
shld watch it to find it all out=P
hahHaz but very tired during the movie=|
starts ard 0950 till midnight o_o
someone were snoring lo
tsk no sense of appreciation

very very glad tt i watched it=)
cos its really nice xD
gonna watch it again wif e nballers
kekkEz really looking forward sia
hahaz today sorted out my tots
hmm &realise i found my path in pursuing wat i wan
lalLAz i kn0w where im heading now
may life be brighter tmr -winkz
yups so cheers ppl! smiLe :)

"to do wat u have to achieve, keep steady &u have to give up wat u want --even if its ur dreams"

July 02, 2004 5:14 PM

netball camp*o4

really very very memorable=)
have lots of fun&get to know all the seniors&juniors better
first day we reached there started playing some games..
hahaz i love the spiderweb part when we have to carry ppl thru the holes
hehez sijie is sooo heavy! muscle woman. XD
had trng, then was lunch
afternoon was the matches!
kekEs b2 rox=P
we lose to the da da seniors by only a goal;
and it was a very well game played :D

yayy dinner was fabul0us wif all the buffet food
then was the performance x)
grp2&3 rox --the ah mei grp~
we have nathelie, sijie, me, sarah, fongyee, wantian, yuhui [grp2]
&michelle, mengjia, rachael, steffi, siyuan, sherilyn, huimin n serene [grp3]
performances were the PMS! xP
(pretty) peilin; (meinu) mengjia &(sexy) sherilyn
HEHEHEZ mengjia was very greatly insulted tt day=x
hei yan dou dou [black eyed peas]; and 1122! michelle&siyuan
but nevertheless, all the grps put up great performances!
and the seniors' model sh0w=P damn funny!!

night trail was next
VERY fun =DDD
all were blindfolded
was splashed by cold water ..brrRr
kept feeling someone touching me
and all the leaves tickling me
LOL everyone complained tt i could be heard all over e place
but it was really scary, esp when someone starts touching u
&u duno who it is!
i was the most enthu person during the trail - being picked by ms lium! :D
was too tired at night
so slept pretty early ard 2400

next day wokeuP had breakfast
then uhh have some games among our own grps..
hehez again grp2 rox xD
cos got a shooter lyk me wat=Pp jkjk
then had all the games organised by e sec4 seniors
wahhhaz so fun manz
got a big slice of watermelon tt we all have to finish,
plus groundnuts in flour
yanling keep pushing us down into the flour!!
there was flour all over me -hair, neck, face, ears-.-
plus the rain uh, all become small bits of dough
btw nathalie has a big mouth!! =X
then played a game when we have3chairs &everyone has to be on e chair..
then we have to move it all the way to the track
our grp rox becos of sijie *the monkey
she damn zai kaes
balance on leg on the chair and was hugging the chair lyk a treE o_o
really lyk baby monkey sia
then had all the water bombs
our grp is hopeless wif water bombs manz=x
burst all the balloons &plastic bags-.-

then aft all the games was the end of camp le
wheEee grp2 won! XDD
rox-ki-logy :)
&the seniors gave us a marble each to rmb them by
then sarah jayne &me showered in sch before heading home
slept from 0630 las evening till this morning 1000 ._.
sorry kongaik=x
this camp is truely, n really fun=D
hehez im gonna miss e seniors wor=)

its gd to be enthu!!! XD

June 26, 2004 3:27 AM

jailbrkers bbQ

bbq piks! xDD thnx to beiRu for uploading!!.

bbq today was big success!! hahaz last time we gonna see sexylegs already=( nvm at least we have sexylegs2 to keep us company=) today was quite fun la juz tt when beiru&huiyi&maria&me went giant we din know wat to buy=| in e end bought sth..hahaz but appprentally it was all the wrong stuff-.-

hahaz but we can start a fire so quickly! &cook nice nice food..there was squids&chicken wings &SAUSAGES=DD and loads of other fo0d la hehhez damn cooL eh..really fun lo! then all the gurls were cooking +our vernon&guansen x) so sweet of them to help lehz

then eat&eat and shrealyn's mum ROX she brought beer for us!! hahahz then i first time drink beer=find it soOooO BITTER.. *yucks okies no offence to those who drink ..xD i juz dun prefer beer :)

then went to gambLe lo..wahhh lose lyk siao at first manz..but guansen rox! hahaz he brought me luck lo..hahha but i cause vernon to lose one fiFty to guansen..hahaz then he so cute lo!! so shocked when guansen won the money..lalLAlz guansen was trembling &shaking all ard when he got a ban ban aft getting a blackjack..funny scene XD!

then ard 11+ went home with desmy&guansen&jiateng&maria&sylvia&vernon ..then went to imM to meet my parents for supper..ate so much today-.- thEn sleeping on e way home..&im here again!! wheeeee JAILBRKER rox~ shall upload the piks here soon aft beiru sends them to me..mr ng rox=)

btw tmr --21st my parents 15th aniversary..wanna wish thEm lalLLAz happiness foreva..so lucky to have me as their daughter lo..=DD kekEs i know la cos i rox rite=P

June 19, 2004 5:58 PM

shRek2

best movie in e world!! x)
love this show man..
simply funny&heart warming XD
the story pLot is very simple lo
but the story sums up this love reaaal well
keep on rocking man~
accidentally in l0ve &all staR ROX! =D
i love e sonGs man x)

kekez went to watch wif steff &joyce
n some yahhzz=P
hahaz they bad lo
smuggle each other in-.-
nvMm=p

anw was nice lo!
kaes la tho we stink k
esp aft today's running
wahhaz but the show rocks!!
i loooveeee strek2!
puss in boots; donkey; e blind mice; pino &everyone!
niiiccCe=D
all so cute lo
cartoon drawn very niceLy=D
&the cat act cute lo!!
hahaz with tt eyyyeees=Pp

yeahHh everyone shld watch it! :)
kekKEz n im watching it again tmr..
lalLAlz funkiest show eva!
yayy i love this show! :D

_{fly up in the sky &i shall be ur angeL=D -- becos i loveu* |||}

June 08, 2004 2:41 PM

taleNtime!

*YAWN
tirrred-_-
have to wake up early for the home econs makeup..
tsk pitFul life uh xP
ytd went out to watch harry potter
actually find it quite sian eh=x
but i guess its cos the big man was blocking me in front..
hahaz then cannot watch the show properly=p

yah then watched the show &went sch for talentime lo..
sat down there for so loooOng-.-;
n there was a big woman blocking me in front
wah in e end see nth but her head
suay eh..
but nvm
was smsing thruout the entire talentime=p
(have this feeling my bill will be horrendous=$)
n was fooling ard too
feel tt my voice is breaking soon=x
stuuupid old throat.

but think the talentime contestants put in loads of effort la..
n the scs too=D so gd job on tt!
but anw..
we [the nballers] sneaked out juz at the prize presentation..
n ran off to je for supper XD
okies we r horrible kids..

ate n ate..
n talked &talked..
slowly one by one, everyone goes home=/
got this blur sotong uh,
who cant seem to hear his name everywhere he goes..
tsk
reached home round 12
n showered n sleep.
then woke up early morning
then sitting down here now x_x

nice day tho :D

n btw, the comments button is up there *points next to title :)
thnx for the flowers k, they're real pretty=D

June 03, 2004 11:38 PM

exams' over

a mth since i last updated; my com still isnt quite well..
sorry to those ppl's whose blogs r those i haven visited in a long time..=$
cos my com's really laggy..
and i can nv come online for long [cos it starts lagging la]
okie i know u all juz miss me so much.. xD

yeah exams r finally over..
after such a loOnng period of time..
WE'RE FREE!
aniwae pardon me for my lousy layout
messed up all my html codes
&glen is fixing them for me
thnx boy! x)

went orchard after school
the old hangout place-
with grace jayne maria cassandra
had a rocking good time
splurged lyk *#&@
wow and maria really CAN spend
she used up 100bucks
[tho we arent any better]
but basically everyone was quite broke
cos its the last day of school duh..

they bought loads of clothes
while i bought loads of happy house stuff
and a new roxy bag i ordered yesterday!

hmm brought the new pencil case with grace n maria to school today
and ms bose commented tt it was BIG.
whoa literature paper rox..! i LOVE juliet.
hahaz..
okies i doubt i sound myself today
but im realllyy happy
dun ask why; its a secret =p

decided to buy the same sports bra with jayne.
wow its very gorgeous kaes.
cassandra is a good girl, she saves up for her marriage in the future (:
i bought a new pin, with my favourite animal!
yeahyeaH, jayne urgeeee me on to buying it
LOL
i wrote (thick&bushy) for the vocab at the compre section
nono, dun think the wrong way! =P

grace was so cute today
sth snapped n she.. x_x
kekEz skullbones rox
we r going orchard next tuesday again
oh yea wish me luck for monday's home econs test.
grace n me will be e best :))

May 07, 2004 1:53 PM

2JjjJj!

today was an o k i eee daY..
partically cos of e humid weather; and partially cos of my tots &stuff..
anw, back on track, today was HOT.
BURNING hot..o_o

managed to wake up in e morning,, cept tt i din dare to look into mirrors..*yiKes!
uhh went to sch and had a couple of borrring lessons..
who asked all e teachers to go for e sec3 camp=P jiateng touched my butt again, and it was no accident.
u watch out boy, watch out. x_o
i will touch urs too. XP
shangzhi plays netball very well, except tt he steps..
but otherwise, he's playing fine..=D

science quiz was shooocky.
esp since i missed most of e lessons..
uhhHhh, i wrote BILIUM as an answer. -_-*
it was a stupid mistake, cos it was to be sodium and cos of e printing i tot it was bilium?
and when did this element poped out?
no common sense in me..>_< it was stupid u know..
reaaaalllly stupid.. ((okiez on e other hand; funni XD)) but i think mrs goh was prettTty shocked at tt ans..!_!

cid was booring.
i managed to stay awake yeah. xD alvin called me mei nu..
uhH sweeet alvin.
LOL.
btw, vernon feels tt 2A's number (13) is chio..xP &alvin eh..
IM NT SHORT YEAH.

bought a new pair of shoes todAy, along with a new baG..
geez shopping gives me joy.
keep on rocking peeps (:

April 13, 2004 1:20 PM

ONE!

it was juz tt goal. juz tt one.
what if any of us could juz got it? wat if we can juz shoot it in? wouldnt it be a different story now? no; im nt regretting..i juz cant take it lying down. we could have gotten in. we did win, but it wasnt enough. we need 5 balLs, and we oNly got 4.

i know everyone worked very hard, but then lyk wat ms lium says, it will all end up with a shot. without tt shot, nth matters anyway..no matter how hard we fight; if we cant shoot --its NTH.

but i wun take it lying down. i muz fight harder to prove them wrong..our spirits were there todaY; and im sure we did fought hard. but we need everyone to fight juz as haRd. we are winnErs inside.

it seems so fast, its e first time we use our team towel, & e last time we're having e match as cdiVo4. time pass soOo fast..im gonna miss cdiv. 31o304))*

;× fighT lyk ü've nv foughŧ before¬

March 31, 2004 2:52 PM

screwy com

i hate my computer..its breaking down ever so often. its screwing up. yet u call urself a xP. stUuupPid.-_-* its getting on my nerves; &its time to get e computer a repairman. stupid, and it isnt even 4mths oLd. urrrrrgh..and whenever im on ebloggy, it starts hanGing &stuff..&$^#%( which explains why i seldom log into eblog nowadays..=$

anw days r buSy..so all this time rushing my homework..XD chinese exam was easy. but i dont understand what ions are all about..O_O all because i missed e lessons.

im deproving in my shooting..and e worst thinG is i dun understand why..=/grRr. im starting to have biqing's hair.. shucks, i've got e banaNa genes now! *shock and hey, rachael is finally growing taller!

2j is rocking more and more now..=D [okiez beiru; we always do rock XP)) but as for our cip......... sorry to those whom we haven given e waxers to, it will be delievered to ur on monday uh. =DD

btw, literature rocks! i finally topped e class for it=P

March 26, 2004 1:55 PM

ovEr

its over. we did try to do our beSt..but we din perform. WHY? sorry school. sorry everyone. we din perform up to standred. we mAde all of u disappointEd.. wats gone's gone. let it go.

¬ thnx to everyone who came down to support.. &esp thnx to e scs who shouted lyk..=/ it was a great encouragement to uS.

so c ;divo4 ∙∙ we are gonna fiGht in e nationaLs! l‹ick them out and work towards another highEr level. fight hard, very hard.

March 12, 2004 3:24 PM

finAls

we made il to thE
finaaaaaaals!! :D


yeah cdiv and bdiv both made it* we did it! whoa first year both divisions actually made it to the finals..wahHAz big monkEys rox~ XD and we would alL be fighting againSt mgs..rv netball -fightfor it~ whhhhheeeeeeeeee:D

March 02, 2004 12:57 PM

=D!

|l|ll håpPy!'
× lets jiayouz for e tanglin matCh tmr yeaps..=D happy<3! *u make my dAy

February 26, 2004 1:02 PM

valentinessSs

it jux rox..damn fUn. okie to say the truth -today in sch quite sian diao la..the morning talk spoilT my whole day..-_-* i was so desperate to sleEp at tt time man..sian! lessons seemed to passed on veeeerryyy s l o w l y.. haiz. but was so looking forward to go orchard buy netballers' vdae presEnts..
finAlly_ after all the long torturous periodS, lessons are over.! hahHAz jayneand_me pulled sylvia and eileen to go with us..&steffi rach went too ;)

shopped from around 3 till 9? and im still in sch u now..and i haven showered! *disguSted. keke, nvm -shall finish this entry first..=) okie, arrived there with much difficulty, again cos tt duck and dog wanna compete to see who can cry..tsk. really nth to say about them [chilDish.xD] went wisma surfbabe, rox!. den they ate ice cream, exclude steffi and me..wahseh, they eat can debate to see whether the waffle, cone or breAd nicer.. ;__; uhh, again -nth to sae

go pacific plaza eileen damn sian diao, den keep complaining say she wana go home for tuition..but aft tt she jux called and decided to cancel it? =/ go far eaSt, and discussed many *perverted stuff.. -i jux wan some peace yahx? and tt condom..-.-bought frenship bands for all e netballers `pink rox. discussEd many many funny [&pervert] stuff..

sylvIA was super bad; somehow she took my wallet out, then i cant find it in my pocket..x_x got so frightened and ran out from burger king to find it..was on the verge of crying [cos e 100+bucks netball funds were wif me..xP] when eileen came and returned back to me. wah, actually eileen tot i would scold her, but..decided nt to..xD too relieved upon finding my wallet. then everyone wanna go home..keke of crse i dun allow tt..so they all called their mumS, and suddenly all our mums became super nice..whooo, the daddys mux have done sth bad to our mummies..TSK! wats more todae black fridae? but became one of the funniest day the six of us eveer spent together..=D

went to paragon and e gurls were so fascinated about the toilets..-_- then to heeren at 7, then saw this girl carrying a super nice roxy baG..black, wif the logo and a sLIt! nice!!!!!!!!.. i want it. now keep searching for it..=D and we sae 4ppl carrying it le eh, but still its very nice~ bought a present for ms liUm..*erhem e present was very nice la, hope she lyks it too.. ;DD! went home aft tt &jux reached home around 9+..damn shioooooky dae. netballers rox~

"gurls rulz, boys drool", pink is nice u know, roxy rox, heart -shaped balloons, moz imptly, frenShip=D frens foreva___*

February 13, 2004 2:22 PM

tmr's match

yeaps tmr mux jiayouz uh..=D we must do well against westwood kaez. kindda excited about tmr..but still got to wake up early n go sch at 7 to do shooters' program; but gd exercise la hohx..xP jux checked my time -table jux now; and realise tmr only got home(econs)!. sooo0o shioooookk! =D wheeeeeeeeee so cool.

planning not to do any homework now, pia them tmr..still kindda drowsy now..=x yesterday and todae only slp and sl e ep..need to replenish my slp eh..

btw yesterday very fun kaez=D had the welcome party organised by seniors, n was fun..! ;D got this eating game uh, and we ate &ate..so cool, tho some of the food a bit=/. but nice la -and i ate a lot too..wahHAHz! shalene ate tt oranGe peel then she puke them all out..=P but nora zai eh, she ate tt chilli sauSe..x_x joanna damn lucky lohx, got tt jelly..steffi got some cereal budden rite when i eat it uh got weird taste..i suspect date due one! got some banana cake and all those la..budden i mux complain! the peanut sticks or sth? those peanuts coated with honey one uh VERY hard &dry kaez..i chew and chew budden cant swallow them down.. okie, i only ate those edible fo0d=D u know uh, sec1s got small mouths..they bite tt apple so small mouth one, den sarah and me..=O hers bigger k=p keke and we won~ cos all e big mouths gathered together..tsK.

after tt got tt flour eating mentos thingy, wah i start off first den go spill e flour on e table uh..many candies dropped off eh, so i ate one, WAH u know e flour very erxin nt.so i spit tt mentos out=x den ate e flour..wahhHAz group 4 rox~ they duno how to aim water at us one uh, all squeeze water into my ears..-_- ^>yeah *3 cheers for netbalL!

very cool lehx tmr onli got home econs..keke funky! very tired now i wanna go sleep again..lalalLAz before i go wanna comment on one of our netballs..tmr rv18 helping the shooters lehx, so sweet rite=) xP

% sorry uh i very drowsy den lyk crapping thru-out e entire entry..suddenly becoming lyk eileen lyk tt! =/

February 08, 2004 1:05 PM

cancelLed

match against fuhua was cancelled ytd..=/ sucky weather uh~ but perhaps its beta too..at least we reflected on our `stuff. hahAhhaz realli hope we can plae well againsT *edited yusof ishak tmr ∙ ∙[& im sure e spellIng's rite..i checked it from my hiStory textbo0k yeah=Pp)) n pls dun rain tmr.. *cross finGers

weather nowadaes damn c0ld..i was shivering in class todae; n while we were playing e pyramid game..ppl think i was too nerv0us tt i shiver..=x buT hey we won yeaps..=P hahHAz okie so its kindda kept between our classwalls, forget wat i said..xD

tt history sucks kaes..i dun understand what crap i was trying to explain..i seem i repeat the same phrase everytime..x_x [poor living conditions +they were too po0r] btw heard a farni joke from ms chia todae..wahhHAz! damn gaosiao- there was this source la, wif indian labourers n of crse tt pik black &white one..den she told us tt one of her pupils actually infer tt the labourers had to worked very hard under the sun as they looked very tanNed..-_-* but the wae she said it very farni..=P

did shooting aft tt ((hard working behavi0us uh=D)) then i started fooling wif sylvia n steffi..sylvia uh, lift her one stupid foot up lyk wanna kick ppl lyk tt..tsktsK` n mr ng very sad todae eh..he loSt his walkaton card, den he super worried..=x sort of felt bAd for him=/. aniwae realli dun rain tmr..dun.

∙∙ ∙ nothIng lessS - *s p o0 nSs =)

January 29, 2004 12:42 PM

%! gdbye

a yeAr jux flew past lyk tt, n ruth left todae..she's on e plane nw, n somehow realli misSed her now.hahaz i might sound les..but its lyk, cant bliff she's nt here animore, wif us? =x yeah, a lotta ppl were saying tt we could keep in contAct etc..but, e fact is, she's nt here anim0re..=( she's there to start a new chapter of her life &live her life in a brand new wae again..broke down todae, realli couldnt stand it, esp when she sAid takecare n told me tt she's gonna miss me..tot of all e times we played n fo0led around, being pervertic of watsoevA..we're sickening.. but big deal? we've had fun yeah, e the 4of uS together..alwaes refusing to go home after netbAll n went to orchard to hang ouT.. aft tt jux cried n canT stop..

realli felt so empty down here, its jux lyk loSing a fren of mine, a real true pAl..ur gonna be missed by everyone here, deeply &truely..=D n rmb, i will email u wkly, n u mux reply me before `ruthless too kAes..=p gonna miss u realli loaDs, take gd care of ursElf n haf fun..=) loveuløAds* everyone tried to lyk stop me from crying in some waes or another, even ms cheaNg told me tt wat ur doing is for ur own gd..yeah, so bez of lUck..lyk waT ms cheang told me 'u haf a choice to live the wae u wan, at least we know ur happi' ur realli gonnA be missed by us..

u used to tell me this was one of ur favourIte songs..say goodbye by s cluB 7..i tried finding the midI, but couldnt find it..i'll put it here whEn its foUnd..=D

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared

In years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be thing we'll wish we'd never said

In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

hmm, got our jerseys todae, n it kindda rox..if only ruth was here to share e joy wif us..uh, jiayoux for e match tmr too..

January 15, 2004 1:21 PM

mumMy rox*

whee~ mummy rox=D went to orchard todAe; n all we did was shop..my broTher was pissed wif me..xD but who cares about him? jux get him food &he's pleaSed..=P
bought a new roxy wallet n 3 roxy tees froM quiksilver at paragoon [›sp)? n its all pInk! lalLAlalAz, pink rox~ n i love e teEs..=DD

went to taKa, n saw estee lauder's beyond paradiSe perfume..whoA! mummy saw it, n asked me if i wanT her to buy it for me..xP duH, of crse man..=) got e medium- sized one ..uhh, it rox!..x)
pasSed by levi's n saw 2 damn nice jean`s, tried them on, fitTed me nicely; n bought theM..~ wheewhEe! spent around 400+ bucks todAe?=x oOpx, shld realli restrict myself from spending more monEy..=/ jux reacHed home, after my supper..;) tmr's gonnA be a light sch dae too..teehee, im gonna chill online till ltr at niTe..

January 04, 2004 4:21 PM

down

i din wan to updaTe..but eileen wans to see me update something..so waT can i do? morning wenT school, was latE..=D im nt alwaes late though ..whoa, n there's this dead cat outside sch..u know e 30bus stop next to e school, wifout crossing e road?yeah, its deRe..n e cat's bleeding wif e tongue sticking ouT..urgH` hope it gets cleared up..=x

helped to settled e sec1s down, n was pretTy happi mani of dem decided to consider netbalL..=D &i dun realI think all e sec1s got attitude problEm lahx..some were pretTy nice though..=) jux gif them time to settle down in a new school, n we'lL see how they adapt yeah? :D

went to amK for e netball match todae..was sunburnt? very red now..n e score was 26-6; though my shooting is terriBle..=/ since we commented on everyone during teamtalk todae le uh..improve den can do betTer..=)

dinner wif ruth - farewelL dinner? tts wat i call it..went pizza hut, n e bill totals to $161+ .. was filling though..=D n moOoojo jojo [joVia] rox~ xD went ice skating rink [though mani went home] n chit chatTed about todAe..went off around 9; n was home at 0930? showered, n was realli half dead online..till tt stupid eileen kindly requested me to come n updaTe..-_- yeah..ritteee. &i wanna slp..zzzZzz

January 03, 2004 4:59 PM

cdiv rox

yeah, we won e match against pL! :D greaT?` we reAlli improved a lot todae..~ n i was so happi over our victoRy.. e video got loads of stupid moves..xD i sat down on e floor when i was about to shoot..o_o rmb tt there was once when i stepped out wif e ball, e umpire din blow me for it; n i shot e goal in..=pP uh, n e 5secs shot! tt was farni too..hAHHax..=p qiuping was super zai todae..eileen too -- `praise u for once lahx hoh..=p see, im so sweet ..=x actually everyone did very well..so it shows how far we could haf gone..his encourgEments helped too eh..=pp

veryvery happi todae`cos i think we realli improved..n e score was -- 28 to13 ..if i wasnt wrong..its only less den a mth more before e tournamenT starts..our hard work will pay off then..jiayoux cdiv! :D

hey, ur our teammate..we're nt gifing up on u, we know u can work harder, n prove ms lium wrong.. -we are a team- alwaes rmb tt kaes, we will alwaes be by u when u nid us, realli!haf faith in urself n let urself know u can do it..siyuan wasnt a gd player in e pasT, but she worked hard, n where she is nw all comes from hard woRk..
we know its nt ez for u, but we're gonna be standing by u.it doesnt matter if u make mistakes, we learn from thEm.=) we dun wana lose u, we survived a yr together. laughters, tears, n wateva~ =p but we still made it rite?its only tt one mth more before we go on court; its either we work super hard nw, or nv..jiayoux~ nt only for u, for our team too.

December 27, 2003 1:58 PM

girlS' dae

only slept for 4hrs laz night; n went for netbalL todae..o_o was supposed to go n act as displaes n show our skills..but i dun think anionE saw us..0.o only played games for 1n half hr..den went to find sec1s..hAHhax, we were forbidden to find; cos we're too playful. [are we?] but we still had our own waes, to try.but we scare mani ppl awae..`tSktsk gave out xmaS chocos to nballers n went to parco.

took 143. n i think we're realli stuuupid..-_- it took us a whole one hour..n e gas in e bus stinks.reached parco, then went for lunch; n saw this super duper tall guy..he mux haf been at leaSt 2metres. 3+ heads taller den steffi..who0! loittered around, n tried to shop..but too exhuSted le..=/ took neoprintsss, n was luffing all e time there. our hair story about..rapenzal? outrAgeously farnie!! n e story tellers were ruth &me..so wat can u expect?xpP bought sushI..=DD n steffi was so happi about saving $1.40 for her sushis..=p

whee, sat at this place where there was this two very adorable kiddies..~ wif deir mummy n grAnny. tt boi had eyes as big as mine. O_O n had super soft skin..super cute, super sweet!=D e girl would be a chiobu in e future too..both had jux e prefect features..=) questioned their grAnny, n realised tt their dad was jApanese; n mum singaporean..*erhem`no wonder they had such nice feaTures..realli adorable, wif their gigantic big eyes, n beautiful skin..i love tt boi loadssS man..! n i touched his face.. wats more he waved gdbye to me when i go..so sweeettt..=DD

aniwae, realised tt kids are afraid of me, somehow..u know, i smile at dem; n when they see me, WHOA! they run off..=x ruth saes tt my eyes are too big. o_o saw mani shuai ge there todaE too..haha, n found a perfect boyfren for steffi..xD e watermelon sharer..he saves money!=x




edit › uh, thx for everyone's smses; mail etc..merry xmAs to all, e festive to love..=D

December 23, 2003 1:22 PM

tweety bird

my hair.tts why im a tweety bird nw..=D it stands up, n its all tt hairdresser's fault..special thx to her.=p

todae was a nice maych against rgs..we din win them, but we did well..umm, improved..=) hahhax..shooting percentAge was 93%, 13 outya 14 shots went in..if only i was moee careful wif tt missed shot..otherwise would haf been 100%.=( budden i heard more encouragements from ppl other den eileen, n there were more 3feet hands over..xD i obstructed a lotta balLs..wahahax!

went kfc for lunch; then raffles city..whee~ chatted wif pecky, rachael, n e two spastic lesbians..-_-chatted a lot about our own private lifes, shared dirty little secrets..felt e bond gettIng closer, n its realli cooL..=D went to happy house [yipee!!] n pecky felt hungry..she little kuku..tsktsk

went home wif them; n played on e train..sylvia n eileen started kissing on e mrT..-.- gross k, den they down there hafing fun..so many ppl were watching us, n gifing those looks.=/ den got wat crying competiTion? see who can produce tears..-_-* realised rachael n me cant produce tears..=x reached their stops, den all of them ran out off the train..hehex scram! went home wif eileen, n my red eyes are still sore nw. since morning till nw..o_o

December 15, 2003 2:26 PM

netball chalet..=D

whoa, still feeling very exhausted nw..=/ slept for 10mins at e first night n 7hrs for the next..-_-came home n slept for 6hrs, n im still pretty much dead nw=x there's gonna be a nid for me to replenish my slp again ltr..=) gonna be a long entry ahead, wondering who will be reading the whole entry o_o;

started off the first dae wif the bbq..i din eae much, n afterwards went to cheers wif peck for pizza..i was starving..-.-''went back to e chalet, and gave out all the presents to the sec4 seniors..sabotaged sylvia n made her give out our presents to them ..xD she seemed so embarrassed=x sec2s sang 'wo nan guo'..though it seemed unsuitable for the occasSion; think they sang quite well too..=D sec3s made out a speech, n acted it out.. everyone exchanged all the presents they nid to exchange..n ended off wif everyone going to bed around 2am..but though, no one seemed lyk they were ready for bed..everyone was so noisy=p

the whole place was so cramped=/so ruth n me decided to stay up n nt sleep afterall..kept pestering everyone to wake up at 3 to brush teeTh; shower at 4; n go for breakfaSt at 5..n see sunrise at 6.=D but we went to e poolsife, n watched the moon there, was very cooling..so many perverts were there doing-wateva u can think of-..n the security guard sux.-.- i wanted to ask him for the nearest gate to the beach n we said "sorry, excuse me" 5 times. n he din heard us.stupid man..approached him n asked for e direction again, but he spoke in some unknown language..oO decided to jux sae thx, but he went after me n keep repeating wat he said..lyk ruth said, wats his problem=x

went for breakfast, n everyone was still half-aslp.went to e beach, n saw a bunch of gangsters, apparently very unhappy tt the bunch of us were there..seem lyk they had no language to speak, except for hokkien, n english..-_-hurled all kinds of vulgarites at us, but rachael told us to be refined ppl..so we jux listen to them crap..they're simply disgracing their own school[nt naming it], n making a fool of themselves..but couldnt see sunrise too.it was too cloudy-.-

slp at the benches by the reception..O_O n many ppl were looking at us as they walked by..went bowling, after waiting for two hrs..n i was champ for two rounds..tumteela~ treasure hunt was cancelled in the end, n we had nth much to do. went back chalet n gambled, won money from sylvia...teehee`n won 2bucks from michelle the moment i betted a dollar=p went white sands for dinner..

joycelyn, eileen &rachael kept playing parapara..while peck, steffi, ruTh n me were playing alL e childish games=x back at chalet at 10, n everyone went off to pooLside to slp:D started getting very cold at night; n many ppl have interesting styles when they slp=pP it drizzled, so went bacK to e chalet again..keep waking up in the middle of the night; n 'helped' nathalie n chinpei to clean up at 5..din realli slp much aft tt, jux trying to rest..

woke up at 8; n went for breakfast.packed up; clean up n outta the chalet we go..loL crapped alot on the mrt, n walked home wif ruth..fell aslp the moment i was home, n got my brother to clear my bag for me..realise i wore all pink[inside out] on e first dae, n all blue after i was drenched at the beach..hahahx, this chalet rock :D guess this shld be my longest entry ever=p

December 12, 2003 12:55 PM

match

had a match wif jjc todae..eileen said we won dem 23:10. but though, think we still din do well...hopefully when the tape comes out, we can see for ourselves hw we played exactly..my shooting %tage was pathatically low..-_- no idea why too=/ but still shld work harder:D.. everyone did a nice job actually..cos only 8 were present todae..hahahx..but we stall managed to do it. but lets still work harder for the raffles match on mondae..=D
the guys lost e bball match, but heard tt u guys did lead in e first half of the match..hahahaz at least tts an achievement..great job ppl.=)1J rock forever. hiphip!
tmr netball chalet..shld slp more today, cos im sure we wun be slping when we go there=p n sylvia, hopefully our plan can work tml..*wink

December 09, 2003 9:29 AM

netbalL camp~

whoa. im back at last..i know u guys missed me la..=p"exhaustion overwhelm me." so tired=/ wif all e muscle aches.sleepy. n somehw i did slim down.heh! sch food is so..-_- so din eat much. n ms lium said i eat very little. :D first time someone ever said tt.cos i eat a lot=P
trng was tough, slp was nt enuff [but my dog managed to bring me to slp], food was nt nice=p but it was fun! bonded everyone's spirits together, n worked on e goal we wanna achieve next yr..watched the tape on src laz night.damn funny..but todae's trng was horrigible..suicide runs, after such a long period of time when we nv ran it..-.= but i guess we did put in our best..hahhax pecky, steffi, ruth n me were playing around today..den all become contestants of the "are u hot" sh0w..n eileen was the previous winner.she nw realli become so feminine sia=D ignore all her protests, we can see for ourselves.!she's a femAle.hahhax..den got wat rolling contest, den all started rolling on e floor=p
shant elaborate much, cos im sure u guys wilL see much more of these entries=p gotya go slp.replenish n become my old self..cya dufes~
its nt e goal tts impt..its the journey we take together tt matters most. simply 'cos..we are a team.rvcdiv`04."

December 04, 2003 11:30 AM

:D

todae trng fun sia.! trained wif sec2s.. games were so zai! played ga for 2 quarters, 16mins. -_- n sprinted lyk mad. den sylvia slacking inside e semi-ciRcle. =/ NT FAIR! budden towards the next half of the game, shooting improved! haha, i know why.. cos i dere rire? =pp jkjk` but it was fun. very very fun..
den went jec for lunch, n went orchard..again. hehehex realise we very lame. going orchard everytime=x kaes, i was the one who suggested it. LOL~ den took neoprints uh. go put weird hairstyles on pecky n steffi! hahahhax..realli farni eh.. haiz wanna scan here.. budden they got my ba bing, if i scan here they go do sumthing bad=( nvm, next time. i show u guys in sch! wahahahahahAx. very funny one.. u all will die laughing=x
wanted to go to pacific plaza. but find it too far. so went to the ktv..hahax was very cheap. n we sang our throats sore. started screaming all over the place. stayed there for 2hrs. n sang duets wif ruth, n peck. steffi refused to sing at first. but in e end, hehe, she sang too! hahahhax.. was fun eh! planning to go on this friday again. xD can improve our stamina. ;p
tml's trng from 8am till 5pm. wher! how interesting i can imagine trng to be=x btw, ms lium's back tml. hope my shooting will be.. above average. :D

November 26, 2003 1:40 PM

*beSt

YIPEE~ i collect netball fund todae. finally. can pay back all the debts the fund owed everyone. muahhahahhax.. todae's trng was so slack man. mr goh rox! [though nt tt much, rox only cos he brought our shoes] xD he taught us running uh? how to swing arms the proper wae; dodging. landing..wat else? dun recall. but otherwise, i lyk the trng..cos nt tiring.. =p hehhex~ but the part i looked forward most was when we get shoes.. :D FUNKY! everyone jux wanna rush for it.. HOHO! jovia looks small, but got big feet eh. o_° steffi oso.. den sylvia, big ppl wif small feet. TSKTSK. this world is weird=x but the shoes' pretty cool.. red &white. singapore's colours. "we r singapore..singaporeans~" hahaHAhHx..okokay this is lame
next time when everything cums uh.. tt'll be the coolest.! everything similar.. [shoes¸ socks¸ bottle¸ shoe bag¸ top n shorts] all become identical twins.. whee!! rv*cdivo4 will rox all the way!! hiphip hoorAy ¤ we rox! hahahax x) so proud of netball.. ever_lastin' spirit..~
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hahax eileen and me were trying to les around.. for those who r terribly sian uh, can haf a gd luff over our conver=pp haf fun~ :ppP
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November 20, 2003 2:50 PM

yAwnx

currently very dead. i think im gonna be sick again.. a sore throat, added on wif headaches. -_- slept for so long todae. woke up early in the morning, and wasted it all.. spent the whole afternoon sleeping, and woke up wif a drowsy mind uh.. den nw walking around banging into everywhere.. =/ muscles aches all over too, cos i banged into a wall ytd=p wondered hw i did it too. Oo sprained my neck.. eewww hate it. can feel the pain there everytime i turn my head to the left. hahaz..

yahx, someone told me this today..
: if you are a girl, its ok to hit the boy hard.. the boy will withstand.. coz the boy knows that it isn't worth it to fight back.. [somehow, it left a pretty deep impact on me. somehow.]

reminded me of all the times when u did the exact same suff. though it isnt shown nor said out, i can feel it.. thx=)
and yeah dude~ do check out this web.. click here.! its a very touching love story.. definately worth a look.! :D

tml's 1J chalet.. definitely looking forward to the bbq.. but im still nt sure whether i can go nt=p sorry beibei =( my

November 17, 2003 10:02 AM

training

todae's training quite fun. ;) saw a lotta improvement in everyone. esp shooters. =p jkjk` hahax or rather the entire team. =D everyone did very well.. =) so proud of u dudes~ though we still got a long wae to go, im sure we can make it. :) so lets all work towards tt goal yea?
damn exhausted.. x_x for no particular reason. been feeling so dead since the trng on wednesday.. perhaps cos we still went out aft tt uh=( muscle aches all over.
went home wif biqing and ruth todae.. saw this weird guy while i was on my bus._. he was staring at me all the time..[okie, i did peep at him.] got off at the same stop. and he jux keep turning bad to look at me. -_- so i jux slowed down my pace lahx, in case he thinks i was following him. den he oso slow down.. o_o dun understand wat he wants.. O.o?
stopped at a traffic light. den he inched closer to me, and i moved further away. -_- thx god a small boy stopped dere too. den i stood next to him. =p but was scary sia.. wats more at tt time got lightning.. =x ltr lyk tt time again, is another ghost. -_- okie, take it tt i said nth=X
tml entire team will be able to go out for lunch.. hehe cos i suggested tt. can go steal food from everyone. :D hopefully training in the morning wun be too tough=/
rvcdiv'04 will rock`

November 14, 2003 12:35 PM

siAn.-_-

went bird park todae. PEEPS, choose ops!! super ez, provided u know hw to negotiate. =x i choose gardening.. TOUGH MAN. but those who go after is is gonna haf a tougher life, so i tell u uh, NV EVER choose tt. =x though breaks are longer, and can start later and end eariler. it is one of the toughest jobs.. utterly sian nw. -_- so jux got some crappy stuff to fill up and uh, get some stuff going.
-- name: duh?
-- birthday: 12o81990
-- sign: leo
-- age: 13
-- sex: SEX? use gender pls.. n im female.
-- location: here.
-- school: river valley high school
-- glasses/contacts: contacts
-- braces: i nid them, but im afraid of the pain=/
-- fat/skinny: average?
-- tall/short: AVERAGE.
-- do you like ketchup: chilli rox more
-- do you like mustard: no
-- do you like mayonnaise: yeapyeapyeap!
-- do you like pickles: ewww..
-- do you like boys or girls: guys. -_- im nt les.
-- do you like pickle relish (yuck): wat do u think?
-- do you like chicken: the one at geylang or those in the farms? =p
-- do you like spinach: sort of.
-- do you have any sibling: one younger bro
-- what are their names: u know
-- how old are they: unforturnately, only 9. -.-
-- do you like school: do i have a choice? jux take it as a yes la. =)
-- if you could choose anyone to rule the world who would you choose: ME!
-- do you like pokemon: only my brother does..
-- do you talk to voices in your head: O_o im nt tt weiRd.
-- do they tell you to do stuff: ...
-- do you listen: NO. arent u irrating.
-- have you ever had wet dreams about someone: u have it rite. -_-
-- how often do you talk on the phone: daily basis
-- how often do you surf the web: ALL THE TIME?=x
-- how often do you hang out with friends: EVERYDAY.
-- have you ever loved anyone: yeap..
-- have you ever made-out with someone: NO DUH/
-- are you loopy: am i?
-- have you ever broke any bones: shldnt have..
-- if so, which ones: i said nt already.
-- how often do you shower: thrice a dae?
-- which group do you hang out with at school: netballers and jrians
-- do you get good grades: in the past, yes.. nw, guess nt. =x i slack too much
-- do you always get in trouble: tsktsk, YES. wat u think of a girl who've seen look twice in less than a yr? =x
-- do you get along with your parents: certainly!
-- are you gonna go to college: oso gotta depend on my grades.. -_-
-- who is your best girl friend: 'watb' gang
-- who is your best boy friend: :D
-- who do you talk to the most on the phone: depends
-- who do you talk to the most on the net: currently is glen..
-- do you like email or snail mail better: obviously. snailmail. -_-
-- do you like gold or silver jewelry: 2 in one can?
-- have you ever prank called a 1-800 number: no la. duh? i only prank call ppl's homes. =x
-- have you ever tried to impress your crush and ended up embarrassing yourself: did i? *innocent look*
-- what are you most afraid of: insects. hate them man. i have 20+ mosquitos bites all over me now. GRR
-- are you weird: im nt la. got the same features as everyone. =D
-- how long does it take you to get ready for school: an hr plus. which explains why im always late..
-- do you have a crush: lalLax
-- what are their names: tumteela..
-- do you sleep with one pillow or two: ONE. and all my other soft toys and cushions :D
-- do you like coffee: nt gd for KIDS lyk me=p
-- if not, how come: pure vanilLa's better. ;D
-- what is the longest you have went out with someone: -
-- do you regret it: -
where..
-- do you want to live? at my own hse. obvious.
-- is the most fun place to go? SCHOOL! (yahx, lyk real)
-- do you want to meet your husband/wife? anywhere, anytime. x)
-- do you want to go heaven or hell? heaven. im too hot a devil.
-- do you want to get married? if The One appears.
what..
-- do you like to do? nth, but slp. gardening too!
-- was the most fun retreat/trip you ever went on? all's fun in their own way..
-- friend is always there? those dudes` definately.
-- relative sends you the most money for Christmas? my fifth aunt.. or sixth? hehe, jux send her a greeting card and she sends me CASH back =x
-- do you like about your church or school click? ...
-- do you want to be when you grow up? a DOCTOR! or lawyer. though fangyu saes i cant do it. so i mux prove him wrong.
-- do you want your husbands name to be? tts my problem. u dun nid to bother. =p
-- is your favorite sport? netball.
-- is your favorite piece of clothing? seashells, if nt coconut husks. =D
have you, in the last 24 hrs..
-- cried? oh, yes..
-- gotten in major trouble? yahx, i screamed across the mac at jbp. and someone wanna complain to rv about me. -_-
-- cut your hair? i jux cut it a wk or two ago..
-- ate a meal? i cant resist food.too bad.
-- hugged someone? yahx!
-- kissed someone? unforturnately, no. =(
-- made a new friend? sister from the birdpark? she said i was efficient in my work still. wahahahax
-- lost something? two of the saga seeds i picked today=(

November 10, 2003 1:04 PM

midniTe`

today's training was so tsktsk.. weather was jux so HOT! i was burning man. did the drills under the sun, while the others could do it in the auditorium. =( den i was feeling so warm. under the sun -> red -> pigments in skin absorb some duno wat stuff -> “tanned” -> black
ms lium made me train myself to adapt to a new shooting style, again. haf to toss the ball super high up before letting it go into the ring. O.O haf to work very hard now. ;D ms lium too told us a lot about our team for next yr.. and YES! the matches are gonna be held in rv.. *collapses* the pressure on us is a bit scary now=x and thing is, we’re still nt up to standard now.. really getting worried about next yr. hahax and everyone kept reminding me about my bright pink today=x ssshhhh..
hahahHAx so went out for lunch at 0300. -_- and jux crapped at jp till around 6. made prank calls using peck’s phone to “tell me more”.. and someone got so upset=x but either way, we’ve managed to motivate him. ;D cool eh=D
aniway..
[center]`happy birthday liwei*

November 08, 2003 4:00 PM

+ 1Jrian

u dudes simply rox man. haha we won the match todae. great! at least we nv lose face=p was a pretty tight match. den my heart was thumping so fast. and steffi and me was trying to compare and see who could scream louder. uh was me of crse=x born wif a loud voice hahah. budden think the guys did pretty well=D though glen saes we might not be able to win next match=/
but at least oso mux put in ur best uh. ;) jiayoux.
someone from 1J created this: 'tian xia wu han shi, zhi pa you 1J' so funky and cool eh. haha, nice cheer man` all of u are so funky=D
haha, tot back of all the stuff this yr uh. den realise got a lotta funny stuff..

¨the time we got 480kg of newspapers.
¨mrs look caught our klz for pdp truancy. =/
¨we got F for our cleaniness for nearly half a yr..
¨i fell into the pond
¨the time when the guys ate lollipops on my bdae and got caught by look=x
¨SUNDANCE!! [but i still think ours was the best la hohx. =p] stupid tan made us lose. DUH.
¨raffles. ;) wahchun was 1J's pride.
¨mrs tan's leaving. ='(
¨mrs tan told us, with determination, we can beat 1A in maths one day xp
¨aba taught us for a day. -_-
¨ms lee made the entire klz do cip during the holidaes. which is now.
¨eunice said she got a bf as shuai as glen. =/
¨we were blacklisted so many times..
¨the cleaners complained about our noise level. =D
¨everyone passed science.and maths. and english. ^5 tts all ms lee told us. shld haf more la. =p
¨glen and jayne [and me the matchmaker. long story] =x
¨joan got wooed by so many guys.. xp
¨folkdance. ;) eunice was in neh.
¨speech lessons! mr cheesdale=p
¨how we used to aim to bring ms ong [now mrs mother chan] down. cos she used to sae we are a 'sloppy' class. her vocab pretty limited=x
¨gerald was last in level. and brought our msg down by so much.. -_-
¨how our klz fund always only got a few cents left only.. =x and in the end, we haf no money for outings
¨gerald ng going for honeymoon. [and i cried *sobx*]
¨a lotta peps from other klz start to lyk coming to our klz=)
¨we ate in klz. =xx
¨tried to bribe fangyu into letting us eat. [so he turned around and pretended not to see anithing]
¨fangyu started to scold everyone who brought cams to sch. =/
¨no one ever wanna line the wastepaper basket. =D
¨everyone din do their own duties.=x
¨jiateng confiscated the soccer ball.. *erhem*
¨the couple of us gave guansen underwears for his burfdae. xD
¨bernard starts to loitter outside our klzroom.. O.o heyhey` =p
¨everyone became lobsters aft they came back from sentosa. LOL~
¨i said "happi children's dae" to ms lee, and she promised all of us 500ml of ice cream. YUMMY!

and loads of other stuff uh.. im sure there is more. but my mind's empty nw. hahax jux one yr. and we did so much together. really so cool. jux wanna let u guys know all of u are real funky. u guys make my world. =p even.. eunice. haha. jkjk` no matter wat, we mux stay untied as a klz. a yr pass very quickly. so mux work hard for next yr. and umm, gerald. pls study hard. =p yeah, so gotta cherish all the time left. going towards.. 2J`04. =)


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November 03, 2003 2:25 PM

%&^$#@

hahax sunburnt again. third time in my entire life. x) but today seriously red. think the skin's gonna peel again. face red. neck red. eyes red. arms red. legs red. and those part of my feet not covered by my sandals are red too. -_- i look alienic now.
out of those five blisters on my feet, two burst. den my toenail, oso wonder if its gonna be dropping off or not. still haf to wait for a week then the doctor can decide whether or not to operate and remove it.. muscles sort of aching too. walked too much today already. tml when i wake up, i can almost imagine how im gonna get out of bed=x

November 01, 2003 2:25 PM

sorRy`

an ending. we haf reached the end of the road now. parting's sweet sorrow yahx? i hope it applies to you too. regardless of watever takes place now, im sure you're gonna find ur happiness. =) we'll always be frens no matter wat. xP
occassionally, i do still think of you. it isnt ez to be able to let go jux overnight. it isnt. but the memories we created for each other together will always be wif me. and im proud of tt. it was the sweetest time of my life. tt period.

aishiteru

edited//
i cried cos of gerald ng todae. right in the class.
*sniff sniff* he's the bestest teacher i've ever got, since i came rv. [other thAn connie chan] serious. im gonna miss him. happy honeymoon uh. and dun you dare forget me. i was the most enthu student during ur lessons=x

October 30, 2003 2:49 AM

x)

wednesday's the day. the dae of horror. the day of terror.
uh the poetry video will be played. yes, you heard it right. it will be played=P which meant everyone from 1J in our class will be sh0wn, to the entire school.. *congrAts* and i tell you, the animation is.. stupId. -_- th0se who went today get what i mean=x everyone's gonna be laughing.. still wondEred how i will surviVe the entiRe video.
hahax we mux win for the raffles show. for the 50bucks voucher. though competition is tough.. guys, we can do it yea? ;) afterall, we're the only raffles team.. haha everyone mux applaud loudly k. =P this way judges might add more marks.. hehx yeah, lets work for the 50bucks!
carrie's war uh, i dun care much.. no one would understand wat we're acting aniway.. cos its lyk, lifted from a certain chapter.. and it isnt quite significant. so, guess no one would understand aniway=P sae wrong stuff oso no one would know.. so for this one uh, everyone jux continue with ur own activities xP
1J rock!
speech rock~
mr cheesedale rock`

October 27, 2003 1:44 PM

&&*

ytd went to changi beach.. the nite sea was so.. wonderful. really beautiful.. =) too bad someone wasnt there=PpP saw many families there, very warming. =D den the farni thing occured. sat down at this particlar bench. and this old lady walked towards me and sat down next to me. she started talking to me, then her hand somehow landed on my cheek. and she pinched me. 0.0 said i looked veRy witty and resemble her ..nolonghere. grand daughter. somehow at tt moment, felt tt she looked lyk a ghost. =X den jux said bye and ran off. tried to find my daddy and mummy. but saw no one but my brotHer and some kids at the sea, playing in the sand.. too lazy to walk, so sat down at another bench.
then there was this smooching couple in front of me. -_-* den i extra , go *cough at them.. budden they ignored me, and still continued wif wateva they were doing. very bad rite.. tsk. went off for a heavy dinner. had two gigantic scoops of ice cream as well. =P
den today was super sian.. had to do dramatisation. -_- wasnt at all keen about it. =P ended at 1230. had a date wif steffi at 0200 uh.. den had nothing to d0.. so took mrt all the way to orchard and back to cck again.. went to causeway, and was talking about her 'tell me more'.. =P ate loads of junkyfood. and bought a lot of happy hse stuff. happy hse rock x) den stef wanna go the libRary. cos she nv went there before O.o went all the way to the 4th level and came out again. can understand how bored we are uh=/
and tml got another speech rehersal.. from 0530pm till nite.. hahHAx cool! i luv the nite.. so cool so romAntic=p den go home alone, wif jux the night breeze blowing. hiphip-hoorAy~

At night
at night i lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true
at night i wonder can this be the end is this all that's left
at night i wish we could go to the way things were
at night i lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended
at night I lay and think of us, i mean you and i
at night i realize there's no more us
at night i dream of us together again
at night i wish for us to be together again
but in the morning i realize it was all
at night

October 25, 2003 1:02 PM

burnS

urgh! this sux. big time!. stared in the mirror jux now, and realised tt my skin is peeling off!! oh gosh, how wonderful can it be now.=X
yea, sunburnt last sat. din bothered much. applied some kindda crappy stuff, and it sort of help. sort of. so wat happened now? went udner the sun todae for 3+hrs, with the tree acting as my shade. got sunburnt, and reached home wif a lobster face. and now the skin is starting to peel off. so what am i gonna do tml? training starts at 1430.  -_-* and i have sensitive skin.. the doctor advised me not to apply too much stuff on my face. damn. guess i jux gonna have a clowny face by wednesday. and i'll be doing the folk dance. oh great. a clown dancing, wat a nice show. someone help please!! ='(
really regretted not applying the sunblock. and this haf to happen now. uh, i hate this.

October 20, 2003 2:31 PM

exhausted''

miracles are natural; when they do not occur, something has gone wrong. but between you and me, will miracles still happen?
yeah, training was as normal today. jux felt super tired today. perhaps cos of some particular reasons.. was super happi during training, but after tt.. became a bit moody and stuff. hahax and its not pMs. =P
starting to take an interest in books now. cos we go to the library everyday. since i have to face them, jux pick one up and start reading.. LOL some are pretty nice, shld read more books yah=Pp

somehow, everyone could tell, tt i still lyk you. perhaps i am, still jux as crazy over you. i only learnt to cherish after i've let go. jux sit there quietly, and let me love you. that would be more than enuff for me now.
and.. im sunburnt. hahaha somemore its on my face. =) i love getting sunburnt. red red one. budden doubt the skin's gonna drop off. get sunburnt very cool.. 2nd time i ever got sunburnt in my life.
had this very interesting talk with peck hwang todae..
: if you want something, you shld fight for it. ppl are alwaes afraid of owning something, because they are afraid that when they get it, they will lose it. why let go when both are willing parties? if he nv did said he does, den dun assume. the fact that you are so moody now over him proves that you still do haf feelings for him. [changed some of the parts, cos it isnt nice to sae eveything out here. but guess she understands too. =)] yeah, life's full of regrets. live them to the fullest, and do wat you wanna do. cos you've got one, and this only life to do it all. finally inspired.

thx steffi, jayne, peck hwang, ruth and joycelyn. thx for standing by me during this very unpleasant period. thx.

October 18, 2003 10:44 AM

~

nelbAll rOx!
yeah netball's back.. finally! missed it so much..=( haha, today was fun. ms lium allowed us to play games throughout the whole training.. den we're allowed to do anything we want on court=p my shooting percentage is horrible..have no comments about it. duno how to face anyone=(
den gave ms lium the cake we bought from giant.. O.o decorated it wif the cream and rainbow coloured rice we bought. haha, doesnt really look too bad eh.. at least, its edible! hahaha.. and i even told joyce tat ms lium might not even dare to eat the cake and will wanna share wif us. and indeed she did. LOL~ i got good prediction skills. budden the cake was lyk.. half melted? and everything is melting. -_-but, was pretty nice. ;)
yeah~ speech class was a big huge success! whole grp got 49/50 as our marks. gonna be able to take part in some kindda competition to win.. $50 vouchers? still got to come back school on 27th oct.. =/ haha, budden was really happi=) our last minute work did paid off. and though i was laughing on stage all the time, we still got the highest. perhaps cos our jokes were outrageously farni enuff to capture pep's attenti0n=x jK~
got back my results. i PASSED my science and maths. *whew got A1 for hisTory. my first time eh=P unexpected. goes to shows that crapping a lot during daily life does helps a lot. but was pretty happi wif my results this time. didnt studied much, and was so worried about my results.. but now, my burden's gone..can -fly lyk a sparrow- :D mux enjoy last few weeks of school.xP
you have changed. the better or the worst? i dun know. im confused. are you the you i used to know? all i know is, i still love the old you. =(

October 16, 2003 12:20 PM

?. eXercise

yipee~ exams over.haha today went ice skating with netballers and 1K..super funny..we taught so many ppl how to skate. *i didnt teach any, cos im not a good teacher -_- [all i can say is: learn to balance]* haha so all i did was skate wif everyone.. and help to hold hands. O.o
quite a lot of rvians were there.. budden it was still fun=D feel tat when i skate, i was flying all over the place.. wats more, whenever someone about to fall down, everyone will be screaming for her. -_-*can imagine how noisy the whole place is..
somemore saw this particular guy. his whole body, from top to toe, left to right. clothes style, hair, and the overall feeling uh, really very similar to *cough. steffi, peck hwang and joycelyn all said so=p
den pecky hwang and me exchanged gloves. one each. and geraldine kept saying tt we were colour blind! *_* graded raymond on some scale, and he got -60.  so it proves that he is the lousiest guy in rv, rite joycelyn? *wink
after skaying for lyk 5+hrs eh.. finally decided to go home. LOL~ legs are so tired=/ went to long john for a SNACK. which seems more lyk dinner. 0.0 ice skating rox.
can help me slim down.. =D
school's starting tml le.. sian. wonder how i will make myself do hw again.
oh yea, after so long. i finally remembered to put shuai ge's pik here. had it long ago, and scanned it long ago. jux tat i kept forgetting to put it here. uh, aniwae. here's her:



actually, she doesn't really look lyk a guy in this pik cos.. she didnt spike her hair. budden, still shuai lahx=P

October 14, 2003 11:19 AM

-- funkErs!,,

hmm ytd was fun. hahx really rox! =D went off to heeren w steffi, joycelyn, ruth, rachael and sylvia. yea. went jec for lunch. den go the ice skating rink, cos we have nth to do. so few ppl there.. den joycelyn and rachael went to change after tt. saw umm, ******* at mac. joyce said that they diao her? yea. peeps, if she nv offended you guys eh, dun anyhow diao ppl. later ur eyeball drop out then you know=X maybe they jealous tt joyce look so chio in her clothes after changing eh? =P scram off to orchard aft they changed.. den we were lyk a few mad women at the mrt station.. they kept trying to drag sylvia to go to orchard.. in the end everyone was staring at us-_- wats more we get on mrt &sat down on the floor by the sliding door.. haha den ruth so scared will get demeriy point.. cos she was wearing her sch u. *umm, im wearing rv u too.* stopped at city hall and took the mrt which goes to marina bay. and no one even noticed it. so had to get off at marina bay [the ghostly place] and take train back to orchard again.. bunch of blur queens. haha then finally arrived at orchard=) walked from orchard mrt, through wisma atria, to outside taka [for fun], den reached heeren~ den joyce went crazy over the jap cds. -_- managed to pull her out from dere=P den saw this pencil case which i fell in love with!. joyce and me saw it at the same time.. laogong and laopo is lyk tt..took neoprints after tt.. walked all the way to plaza sing. haha den joyce go withdraw money,and we sat at delifrance. looking at ppl eat. ._. decided to tAke bus to far east,and took so many neoprints there.. ruth and steffi went off after that, cos they got to go home.. on the mrt uh.. legs DAMN tired. from orchard to boon lay k.. den went jp to EAT pizza.reached home at 9.. den everyone chasing after me for the neoprints. all 4 of dem asked.. haha but im too tired , dont wan scan=P

*thumbs up* yea, go ahead and admire=P






give the piks some time to load.. [jux realised im always standing somewhere near the middle.. ,_,]

if loving you with all my heart's a crime. then im guilty.

October 11, 2003 9:49 AM

*

trying to sort out my blog's layout. urgh after exams. den i'll slowly settle it. my html sucks..
everybody's complaining 'bout the exams..but i pretty much lyk it.. first time i ever wrote so many essays continuously over a period of so many days..-_- den its very challengIng, always struggling to finish the paper..but ITS FUN. challenging.;) kk i lyk self torture. i mux be becoming a bit of a sicko now..*nods haha i still like exams!
i miss netball=( really got the temptation to go to the court nearby and shoot.. but had been raining these few daes eh. sono chance.. after chinese tml, gonna be free!. can start playing. =) so now mux work hard. ;) my cross-stitch's still not done yet shall finish it aft exams!=P
rangers must jiayou!
bingbing, you rock too=p

October 08, 2003 12:21 PM

studIes

im gonna study hard nw..;)
aNd not leT ms lee down.=p
had been eating a lot to relieve stress..hAhhax, n a lotta ppl sae im getting rounder..=x

October 02, 2003 11:26 AM

KFC

hahahhax im currently the new president of the KFC. oso know as kuku fan club. HAHA!

our kuku pledge:
we, the kukus of the kuku fan club
vow to protect all kukus against abuse & extinction
we shall uphold the honour of all kukus,
with justice and equality
we will discharge our duties with vigour and zest
regardless of gender, size, colour and hair population:
to cultivate and nuture hidden talents of the radiant kukus
so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and progress
for kukus, everywhere, anywhere, in underwear. ;)

cool rite?=p created by me n beibei n irin..recruiting members nw..loL

btw sylvia's spastic bird, n ah girl's plastic bird..sense sth going on? u got it! ah boy n ah girl! sweet.=p ++ nvm if u dun understand wat im talking about..its 1j's private little joke ;D

September 25, 2003 9:42 AM

improve_ment-

finally showing improvement in my studies=)hopefully will be able to improve more for end of yr.. got back maths today. i finally passed. got 19 the first time, den 39, and nw 64. WHEW~ passing my exams nv seemed so tough at the start of the yr at first. but ever since 2nd semester starts, dun ever understand wat mrs tan's blabbering.-_-
yeap, my dramatisation's the highest in class.! ;) songbo `tt means our acting is gd hehe jkjK` n we only had........... one rehearal? when we're supposed to have three=x hehex nvm la..over already=p
im starting to work harder nw..cos whenever something gd is produced, the sense of achievement is dere=)
__letting go, never looking back.




sAy cheEse` =)

September 22, 2003 11:41 AM

tirEd

had been feeling very tired and moody these few days. pace of school seems to be extremely slow for me.. haha feel kinda laggy at times. wanna get a big breaK now. work's piling up. ppl ard me having problems. it all just adds up to my stress level. very confused now. have this feeling tt even when i wake up tml, everything wilL STILL not be fine. cany even find a reason as to why im feelIng this way=( its not a big problem but instead caused by many small stuff added up. so much work undone. so little time..im gifing up, n working hard.


You represent... playfulness.
Playfulness can often be mistaken for sluttiness or
flirtiness... Flirting is something you enjoy
doing, but you're mostly just about having fun.
You're into partying, and it's seems that
people enjoy your company as much as you enjoy
their's.


What feeling do you represent?
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September 18, 2003 1:57 PM

liArs

u promised. a promise's a promise rite? so what happened nw? im nt kept in the dark, i know everything. stop lying pls. im sick of it. get real. dont make a promise if you cant keep it. im losin' faith in u.

September 14, 2003 11:04 AM

sportscamp`

a lotta ppl would be updating about e camp..it was fun, n nt as bad as i expected..took taxi wif jayne to sch on mondae, n had slping bag fight wif siyuAn..-_- assemble n went off to national stadium..had a lame talk, n went off to exercise..n i cant even lift 2kg dumb belLs!=x
incredible hunt was fun..went to ask for directions n ended up wif a free ride. ;Dbut e guy lost his wae wif us, n we spent two hrs look for telok blagah hill, picnic hill.. x_x went on bus, 20stops to bukit batok nature reserve..walk an hr to bukit timah nature reserve..cos they said it was near..-_-water fromois' toilets is cooling..played badminton while everyone was setting up fire for e bbq..
next morning went 6.3kmrun..timing was 45.01mins.. better than e previous time when i took 1.5hrs to walk around it..had breakfast n games, n this guy pushed me down while i was playing netbal..-_- taped ankles, n jayne taped both of mine..-.= managed to remove e tape[after removing much hair..=/] had cca discussions, n e wholte thing ended wif e teachers gifing us an apple each..it was nice..=D aniwae, this camp do rox.!;)

September 09, 2003 1:41 PM

forever's a word.

perhaps one dae, u will learn hw to let go..n tts e dae when we sae gdbye.
ytd's training was fun.. was glad i came back from chalet for it.. games were fun, though i didnt do quite well.. and sorry to shalene..always making her run n nt throwing proper passes to her..coolest was the candies..eileen gave it to nathalie, n i went to get it back.. n both of them looked so scared w their wide eyes staring at me.. loL` when i told nathalie i jux want to give it to her personally, she gave me those kindda blur face..wahahax sorry k didnt mean to frighten u=p fell sick ytd, mux be cos of the sun, e bbq food, and the aircon. add 3 together, n u get a sick person..-.= hope i get well soon



thinking a lot nw=/

September 07, 2003 7:06 AM

feminine?

hAhahaHahahahAx.. gAoxiao~ today got to wear a dress in front of my grp.. gosh. ppl acting carrie uh..haf to act very nu ren.-_- but ppl sae i su nu la, can make it yeah=p jayne said im gonna either tear or split the dress. yeah, so im proving her wrong.
computer lesson now and im slacking here..xp gotta get out from here, ltr jayne find glen come chop me sia=D

loveu_


Walk with me, the path of life,
to explore every bend of the road
Enjoy with me the beauty of life,
along its wonderful way

Find comfort with me, in each other's arms,
when grief crosses our path
Find strength with me, in each other's strength,
when despair lies in wait

Laugh with me, a single true laugh,
to enlighten another's distress
Cry with me, a single true tear,
to understand true happiness

Cherish with me, the wonders of life,
as they need to be preserved
Rejoice with me, in the mysteries,
of what is yet to be

Find peace with me, in each other's souls,
when the world has gone insane
Find love with me, in each other's hearts,
until this life has been fulfilled

And when the path comes to an end
I hope we can say from within
We've known the beauty of true love,
our love came from within

September 03, 2003 12:59 AM

=p

cross stitch
25th aUg.


today's the 20th day, and im still counting on=)

August 29, 2003 11:06 AM

=(

crying. can't let go. what am i gonna do now. ~~~~

August 25, 2003 1:45 PM

split_

todae darling sylvia caused a big hole at the side of my pinafore..she ganged up with eileen + rachael trying to gang rape.. rowdy behaviour.=p haha they want to get my ezlink card but i refused. n they jux keep stuffing their hands into my pocker.. den very accidentalLy torn it..
a lot of ppl saw the hole..the safety pin rach gave me no use=P
hm common test's starting tmr..everyone work hard=)
\ lovingu_ a l w a y s

August 20, 2003 11:35 AM

bdae[:D

im 13 yrs old nw=) a teenager~ rox! brought a whole tin of 150lollis ytd.. and the klz sang bdae song for me..so sweet=) got drenched during training.. n everything was wet.-_- all cos of jayne=p went for dinner wif ruth at swensens, ate a lot..unforturnately, there's dis pair of les next to us..n they're kissing..spoilt our appetite..=p went to take neocards..reached home around 9+, and was a very fun dae=) thx to everyone for everything=D

*liwei &haoteng &jiahui › thx for e dog, it was cute..=) n its slping wif me nw..=x

x eileen &biqing +sylvia +sarah &rachael = thx for the engraved braclet..its very nice..u peeps rock:D

*pecky &steffi › thx for e me to u bear..my favourtie bear all tim.=p but why is it holding the 'i loveu' banner?=p

x vernon n guansen - thx for the me to u bear too..din expect it from vernon though..so sweet too..i wilL cherish it. ;D

`jiateng *thx for the tin of cookies too..i love it=D

&beiru[liP]] › thx for e cow. damn nice kaes..ur art is so COOL! n im framing it up.hehex

› cassandra- xiuru %whoa, din expect from u guys..but it was very nice too..i love it!:D

// jayne'glen'medalene'valerie'ruth] thx for tt pillow or thingy..o_o; loL~ it rox. wats more, copyrighted=D

!maria ^ thx for e handphone accessory..its sweet, and its PINK! =)

()grace, thx for tt bdae card..=)it rock, jux lyk u do.!

wanlin }ur bdae kiss! whee~ sacrifised ur first kiss to me man..-_- but i stilL haf to sae thx rite?=p loL..xpP

~olivia`thx for ur hug..second one liaox..=p mux haf third time kaes?:D hehex

¤ qiting]gaby]limin]weihui]nathalie]everyone else too.. _ thx for all e handshakes, best wishes n everything! realli appreciate everything=) u guys r always gonna be my idols!

this had been my bestest bdae ever till nw though=) u dudes all rox..n im looking forward to my 14th birthday..love u alL:D

August 13, 2003 1:52 PM

!cip

went to west coast for cip on monday.. at first thought go wif hawk is a sure die..but he allowed us to go n play as long as our bags are full..jux get a couple of coconut husks n stuff it in and we're done xp sylvia forced me up the pyramid=x after tt climbed on top of the tunnel tt kids crawl around in, n jumped lyk mad ppl..-_- sang songs.. &one of it was lyk this:
sang to e tune of im a barbie girl
im a bimbo gal,
in a bimbo world..
my boops are plastic,
they're elastic.
u can touch my boops,
n move dem aniwhere..
imagination,
boops are ur creation..

(pecky created this song=P)mani ppl heard us sing, even hawk..UHH!! and nw 1J's blacklisted, and the teachers wanna seperate us next yr..hmm, lets be gd kids nw. n hopefully, they will nt think of removing us anymore.=D
six;

August 06, 2003 10:25 AM

timing

lost the dance, just cos there were too little ppl taking part..but at least many other like it=p 1J rox~ =) and we're the only grp wif the full attire..yet tan didnt give us credict for tt!
todae's training was fun, nt tiring though..timing for 2.4km is 1449=) nt gd enough, but was an improvement..did one third court n shot it many balls..hehex..n everyone did improve a lot nowadays=)
*jux 12more daes

July 31, 2003 1:11 PM

liwei*

this guy said no one ever wrote about him..so me being a gd person decided to help him la=p he's neither a male or female. tts a very impt point..& he's a bisexual bird who lyks eunice=D he's nt bad, cos though his jokes are lame, they are still funny=) umm, hes hot? loL` but he's gt a real nice character=D

July 25, 2003 2:46 PM

yAy`

took a pik of shuai ge wif her smiling at e cam..hoping tt e pik will turn out fine..=p realise im so crazy over her..
saw a cat, dead.-_- suaysuay. dun talk about it=x
todae 1J brought 480kg of newspapers..! in a dae. zai sia. i love Jrians.=)
cdiv rock,for creating miracles &making into the finals..rockrockrock. :D

July 18, 2003 1:29 PM

grOss

super gross! today on the way home, i saw a DEAD rat. gosh!

DEAD.
FLATTENED.
INTESTINES ALL ON THE GROUND.
BLOOD AROUND IT.
BLACK AND FURRY.
AND A LONG TAIL.

i mean, i lyk animals.. but its a rat!! and i CANT stAnd rats. ewwww! i just cant stand rats. and it was squashed by a bike. and i saw it DIE in front of me..-_- i screamed at and this old man walked behind me went forward and picked up the rat..i mean GOSH! where did he got the courage from..and he even told me nt to be scared..im nv going by tt way again, ever.-_-

& gd news: new laogong=ruth.=p

`i very emotionally unstable nw..sorry for any disturbance caused..wahhax

tml's the match which decided whether cdiv can make it to top 4 in nationals..jiayoux=)

++ tmr bring cam take picture of shuai ge, then post here=D

July 16, 2003 12:34 PM

streSs.

been some time since i updated. work's been piling up n i can only managed t finish them if i stay up at nite.. hasnt been ez..=x but im glad im working hard nw..
tmr training's at 1pm, gotta remember to bring sunblock.. haf to train harder, n practice all aspects..nt gonna be ez, but im nt gifing up, either.

July 11, 2003 1:58 PM

meAningfUl

Brittney loved basketball,
Friends and parties too,
And when it came to painting,
That's all she wanted to do.

She painted everything she saw,
Birds, flowers, and the sky,
Some days she sat at her window,
And painted everything that passed her by.

But lately she'd been feeling woozy,
Her muscles ached a lot,
And her parents got kind of worried,
So they took her to the doc.

The doctor took a couple of tests,
To see if everything was okay,
Then the nurse came out with a look of sadness,
And this is what she had to say;

"I'm sorry, but you've got leukemia,"
You've got about 3 months more."
Then Brittney got up and ran out of the room,
And slammed the office door.

She ran down the street screaming,
And cried her eyes out dry,
And stayed up all night,
Wondering what it's like to die.

Her parents held her tightly,
And said, "We love you,"
"We'll make your last few months the greatest,"
"We'll do anything for you."

So Brittney and her parents moved to Florida,
to live by the sea,
Because Brittney loved the ocean,
And when she died, that's where she wanted to be.

She spent her days painting,
And horseback riding in by the bay,
But one day she met this guy,
And his name was Jay.

They collected seashells together,
And talked about all kinds of things,
And then one day while walking,
He handed her a ring.

It said, "I love you,"
Which brought tears to Brittney's eyes,
And when he put it on her finger,
She began to cry.

He asked her what was wrong,
and she then replied, "I've got leukemia, and about a month more."
He said," No matter what, I love you
And no matter what, you are the one I adore."

So they spent everyday together,
And swam in the Atlantic all day,
But Brittney was getting weaker,
And it was hard for her stay awake.

So one day Brittney painted her picture,
And gave it to Jay,
She said, "I want you to remember me,"
"Even when I leave this place."

But one day while they were walking,
And searching for seashells in the sand,
Brittney collapsed and started to lose her breath,
And said to Jay, "Please hold my hand."

I love you more than anyone,"
You are my only true love,"
But now my time is up,"
And I'll watch over you from above,"

Then Brittney's body was lifeless,
As she lay in Jay's arms,
And he sat there all day,
And kept her safe from harm.


I hope this teaches you a lesson.
To tell someone you love them whenever you can.
Because maybe they'll be gone tomorrow. And you won't be there to hold their hand. Because love is everything to everybody. Without it, the world would be dead. So always tell someone you love them. A
parent, boyfriend/girlfriend, or friend. Everyone deserves an "I love you." =)

~mail from oliviA

July 03, 2003 12:46 PM

east coAst

went to east coast park at around 3pm ytd.. took mrt all the wae to bedok, den took another bus..i kept cracking lame jokes on e bus, den jux started luffing..amused by my own jokes..-_-n my mouth was covered by so many hands..*puipuipui* lost our way, but all thx to me, we found the rite wae in e end=p had to cross a highway, n there was this guy driving this white van.. he wanted us to be carefull=/ n said "3, 2, 1. go!"super funny!and when he said bye to me, i sent flying kisses to him..hi think im mad=X
reached around 10mins ltr n rented a bike..took 30mins to cycle to mac, then jayne&me took a taxi to bugis.. so went all the way there jux to cycle-.- reached home ard 8pm. took out my hw to do. no idea why i did so, but i have tt urge suddenly.. felt so proud of myself!:D

June 28, 2003 6:09 AM

..

went KNC for trng today. weather was so hot tt i nearly got burnt to death. its a bless im still ALIVE and STANDING now.haha shall not elaborate much on it, still doing all the same old drills, trying to sharpen up on our skills. im sure we have the ability to succeed.. hope tt sec1s will jia youx~ im sure we'll make it one day!=)
after lunch we went to hapyp hourse! so hapPy~ i ADORE happy house. all the stuff are so adorable. =) den went in for lyk less than 5mins, and i spent $20+? wanted to buy more, but jovia dragged me out=( nvm, buy next time=P
after that went back to JEC there to ice-skate. [i managed to hug oliviA! haha] had fun skating..den i go hold hands with everyone and skate around, den steffi and me skated too fast and we fell down together.=p then taught pecky how to skate, she was so frightened she held my hands super tightly and when she fell, i fell with her. -.-" my pants nv did get dry today. juz as they were about to dry, i'll fall again. mummy's helping me to massage my tired legs now!. =D

June 24, 2003 2:58 PM

memorIes

when frens help the most, they silently pick up our tears and hold them for us.
I shed a tear today
Silently, I felt it fall
You caught it
shared it
held it
felt it
then
suddenly
it wasn't
so big
after all

today i took out my year book and started flipping through it. memories started flowing back into my mind and tears began to gather in my eyes.and i started crying.. perhaps i juz miss everytHing too much, perhaps i miss those times.. im happy now in RV.. but i want those old times too. i miss everything in the past a lot, perhaps way too much..i wish i could let go of the past..i wish.

June 22, 2003 10:35 AM

winnErs~

hahaz we won the match against yuan ching today.. *beams so proud~ at first, everyone so nervous, cos they're all so tall.. and half of our confidence are gone. only when the match started did the fun begins.. hahhax know something, ms liUm said the defence did weLl today..=D all i knew was im juz hungry for the ball. den run here and dere defending ppl, and managed to intercept quite a couple of balls.. =D im so proud of everyone, think we all did put in our best. though at the start could see tat everyone was very nervous.. but no matter what, we did well and we won~ x)

June 19, 2003 1:06 PM

fulldaE

yesterday had full day training with all our seniors.. at the JE pool. was pouring in the morning, so we did pushups and situps, 4 sets of 10..did till i whole body ache. =( den finally, we went in le..everyone changed, and i saw everyone's hour-glass figure..den we did circuits? then steff and me emerged second. *grin so proud, at first we thought we were last, and rushed lyk two crazy woman..in the end we were second..-.-" had i knownshld haven taken our own sweet time=p
after tat went back school..super proud! we went in as a whole team+ms liUm..got the netball spirit there. =D den played some games with the seniors..overall: yesterday's training was fun. =)

June 18, 2003 3:23 PM

dadS

entry's dedicated to all fathers in this world
today's fathers' day. suddenly, all the memories of those days came back.. i used to remember how my daddy used to stay up late to take care of me, whenever i was sick. he had done too much for me, way too much. if i were to list dem all out here, i doubt the 6000 words would even be enuff for me. sometimes, i nv did say out all my emotions and feelings, but he always does seem to be able to read my mind, my heart. im thankful for my daddy. a phrase says all: no matter what goes wrong, ur always my bestest daddy* x) so ppl, go ahead, give ur dad the best fathers' day gift ever. juz let him know how much you love him, with juz the 3 words.. im sure he'll appreciate it.=)

June 15, 2003 4:56 AM

u &i

The very first time I saw you,
Was special how we met.
You took me by complete surprise.
I knew my heart was set.

As days flew by, we talked again,
But you never seemed to care.
I tried my best to help you out,
By a favor here, or a favor there.

Although I made a fast approach,
Our friendship grew and grew.
I realized how deep I cared,
But the feeling I felt was new.

In time I became attached to you.
From a hug, I wouldn't let go.
I soon saw how close we were,
And the feeling was good to know.

For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs.
You were on my mind all day.
The thought of sleeping was nowhere near,
Unless I knew you were okay.

It hit me then, what I was in -
A unique and precious love.
For the person I said was only mine,
Was an angel sent from above.

The minutes without you turned into days,
And the seconds with you flew fast.
I could only wish to see you more,
And make each moment last.

The times I spent with you,
Were what made my heart complete.
I knew one thing for sure,
Without you, my future was obsolete.

And now, we love just the same,
As it doubles day by day.
I stare deep into your precious eyes,
Yet I'm still speechless to what I should say.

With you, I'm in a whole new world.
You bring out the best in me.
It's hard to picture you not there,
When you taught me who to be.

Yes, the road ahead gets hard,
When things may only seem rough.
But because you and I try so much,
We'll stay strong and get by tough.

Though problems may lie ahead someday,
And either of us could be right;
I promise to always be by your side,
And I promise my heart, so hold it tight.

And so, each night, beside my bed,
When there's only bright stars to see;
I pray that we may never give up,
And will always remain you and me. =)

June 13, 2003 7:57 AM

tralAlaLa..

two days ago went to watch finding nemo.. not bad, though i find it a bit boring? but basically, shld be considered alright.. the cartoon characters very nicely drawn.. and i love the baby turtle most, so adorable=) den today go watch bruce almight, actually plan to watch what a gal wants, but it was too late. so in the end, we're desperate.so juz watch bruce almighty..the ending very touching ,something lyk bruce saying tt he can choose nt to want grace,but he juz wants her find a man who will love her more than he can..so touching..but think this scence made him think of her..
dont think i can turn up for trng tmr.. cos of my flu and cough.. i havent been well since monday and think the sun's making it worse.. i hope the medicine will take effect soon.. then i can get well and return to netball=)

June 11, 2003 3:14 PM

off

skin's peeling off. rashes developing. painful legs. all due to one thing: getting sunburnt=( my legs looks lyk a piece of roasted meat. i hate the sun for being so bright. *god oh god, will you juz please make the sun a teeny weeny bit less brighter? the sun's always shining so brighty, making me have dizzy spells..
everyone around me know all seem to be facing a trouble or two with their frenship problems.. i juz hope you guys can get on with life, remember: love urself before you expect everyone else you love you as well. but no matter what happens, i'll be here loving you ppl:D
super addicted to songs nowadays..i juz sing songs all day long, so when you guys see me singing anywhere.. juz dun get overly excited by me=x and sylvia always says tt when i sing glass will crack and rachael's even worse,she says tt walLs will collaspe-.-but no matter what, i now declare singing as my new hobby..hahah!

June 10, 2003 3:20 PM

cheEruPz.

enough is enough. please wake up will you? it pains everyone to know tt you are actually drowning in ur sorrows. speak up, and let us know how we can help. have you ever tot bout how ur words manage to sting us? have you wondered how it pains us to know tt you are crying in silence? we want to share ur joy AND ur pain. can feel tt ur joy's not real these few days. ur frens will always be by ur side.. you can juz tell us the truth. and pls, never do say tat you hate urseLf, cos if you dun even love urself, how on earth will you ever get others to love you? you make up a lil' part of everybody's life, without you, nobody's complete. you are a great person but you have to learn to accept reality. live ur life the way you want it to be. but please make ur life a more meaningful one, instead of drowning urself in ur sorrows. stay brave my dear, you will be able to make it through. =)

June 10, 2003 1:15 AM

frieNds

In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one.

In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls.

In second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully.

In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus.

In fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't have to be stuck do-si-do-ing with Nasty Nick or Smelly Susan.

In fifth grade your idea of a friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you.

In sixth grade your idea of a friend was the person who went up to Nick or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if they said no you wouldn't have to be embarrassed.

In seventh grade your idea of a friend was the person who let you copy the social studies homework from the night before that you had.

In eighth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pack up your stuffed animals and old baseball but didn't laugh at you when you finished and broke out into tears.

In ninth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who would go to a party thrown by a senior so you wouldn't wind up being the only freshman there.

In tenth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who changed their schedule so you would have someone to sit with at lunch.

In eleventh grade your idea of a good friend was the person who gave you rides in their new car, convinced your parents that you shouldn't be grounded, consoled you when you broke up with Nick or Susan, and found you a date to the prom.

In twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pick out a college/university, assured you that you would get into that college/university, helped you deal with your parents who were having a hard time adjusting to the idea of letting you go...

At graduation your idea of a good friend was the person who was crying on the inside but managed the biggest smile one could give as they congratulated you.

The summer after twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you clean up the bottles from that party, helped you sneak out of the house when you just couldn't deal with your parents, assured you that now that you and Nick or you and Susan were back together, you could make it through anything, helped you pack up for university and just silently hugged you as you looked through blurry eyes at 18 years of memories you were leaving behind, and finally on those last days of childhood, went out of their way to give you reassurance that you would make it in college as well as you had these past 18 years, and most importantly sent you off to college knowing you were loved.

Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person who gives you the better of the two choices, holds your hand when you're scared, helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you, thinks of you at times when you are not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer, stays with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to make time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes, helps you deal with pressure from others, smiles for you when they are sad, helps you become a better person, and most importantly loves you!

June 10, 2003 12:47 AM

lost

had the students-teachers match today.. needless to say, we lost.. but it was a good experience for everyone.. seniors played against them and won =) so proud of them. they're super qiang man
my eye's blood vessles broke or sth..my eye is super SORE now.. very red and painful. used the eyedrops given by the doctor, but it was ineffective? the contacts think got germs or something.. den infected. always having sore throat now=(
tmr's trng's gonna start from 12 NOON,and i'll be burnt by the sun again!.. nvm, netballer's life's meant to be lyk this anyway..

June 06, 2003 1:23 PM

=D

today's super fun.. ms lee showed us the reproduction video, [suppose a lot of the seniors saw it too] and everything could be seenO_O..and ms lee kept smiling to herself-.-
netball was aft tt..veryfun! played w seniors and they drank my water! hehe and i played all the games..so happy yuxi never put me out, she made me try out all the kinds of positions in the 3 quarters..sylvia and yuxi whacked my &%^$.. sylvia used rubber bands but yuxi juz use the hand and *smacko-_-
and another announcement: now qiying's my lovergirl! so dont ever bully her yeah x)

June 05, 2003 12:53 PM

=x

tired, exhausted&breaking down.. all cos of netball. today's training very tiring, all the drills are in sets of 10.. super tiring! what's more, these few days always reach home at around 7+ nearing 8..cos of all the matches and stuff and its gonna last all the way till this saturday. -_-" luckily there's no homework, otherwise i'd really wonder how im gonna survive. my results are horrible..average's 61.5.. how i wish i could juz bang my head against the wall or sth.. or someone may lyk to use a hammer and hammer me or something? =pp
now everything's settled. im very happy=D

June 03, 2003 1:17 PM

_99th

today's the 99th day. time passes so quickly, in the blink of an eye.. today's the 99th day since we've known each other. it was almost unbelievable. we've came so far, together. i remember all the sweetness i've experienced with you all this while. it meant a lot to me, it does. im glad tt you were able to stand by me all this while. juz as ive stood by you whenever you needed me. the feeling i've had for you is juz undescribable, its juz too wonderful, too marvellous. i thank you for all the times you've been encouraging me, telling me i can do it when i dont bliff in myself, cheering me up when im down, telling me tt you'll miss me.. the things you've done for me are just so much.. i could never ever repay you back for all tt you've done. today's a special day which will be marked deep inside my heart.. fate gave us once again another chance to see each other today. its more than enough for me already.
no matter what goes wrong, this will always be forever*

May 31, 2003 2:12 PM

doomland

did super badly for my exams. its all in the justpass range. and i failed my science with 49.8? -_-how am i gonna survive the next three years? how am i really gonna make up for it? tsk.. i need to buck up, and study hard.. next time when you guys see me playing and fooling around, please do remind me to go and study. or else if i dun listen, juz scold me, otherwise i'll have no control over my own play time..
pegy lost all the netball matches. guess we're really not up to it.. never mind, next year we'll come back and win all the other houses. =p im sure we'll be able to do it de. :D have been very tired these few days, its been 4 days in a row tt i reach home at 8pm..if this continues, im gonna break down in no time.. i dont even have enough time to finish all my homework.
`no big deal if you wish to have a time out, even if ur DEAD, im not gonna care anymore, any longer  (yet you know i dont mean it)

May 30, 2003 1:04 PM

blood-_-

i cut my hand!.. imagine the pain=( i hate the scar. why did i ever play with the penknife. now, a piece of my flesh is on the floor, and a lot of blood's flowing out.. hurts so much! cant play netball properly now..
yahyah, my results suck=P and all the teachers were lyk "its okay, work harder for eoy" -_-" hate it. but most probably, i will be pia-ing and working very hard for year end.. cos its lyk suppose to be time i wake up? mummy and daddy didnt even scolded me for my horrible results.. they even said tat its a good experience for me to experience what failure's all about.. lol. but really need to wake up nw. time's passing fast. half a year's gone now. if i dun work hard now, gonna have tons of regrets next year.
today training was light. got praised by ms lium.. -beam. a kind of achievement for me, cos she's not very pleased today.. but i didnt do my drills well. but ms lium oso nv scold me de, instead juz smile at me and encourage me to go on~ super tired!

May 27, 2003 1:18 PM

buRnt

i got sunburnt at trng today.. thank god it wasnt on my face, or i would have killed myself for not applying sunblock. but no matter what, i never would apply sunblock. =P cos i hate tat yucky sticky feeling. and to think tt im one of the fairest nballer in our level, after joycelyn tt is.. i want to be tanned, but it does seem to be pretty tough, perhaps its due to my genes? tsktsk, but i really wanna be tanned..
after trng today, went out to catch a  movie. with shaowen, haoteng, rachael, ruth and sylvia. watched darkness falls. tsktsk ruth and rachael, all i can say is tat they're horrible=x  they hid under their jackets almost through out the whole movie.. and were screaming all the way. yeah i admit tt i did scream to, but tt was at the introduction.. cos sylvia told me the whole story and it sounded very scary, so i was crying at the start of the movie-.- but near the end of the movie, i was laughing so much when the tooth fairy died. she looked so fake! those people sitting in front of me muz have thought tt i was crazy.. haha you'll get what i mean when you actually get to watch the movie urself.. it was really not at all scary. serious.
i flunked science! i could have not taken the whole paper, but i requested ms lee to let me take it, told her i i want to give it a try, yet i flunk it.. got 47.5, but was told tat it'll be rounded up to 48. but no matter what, i still failed. feel lyk killing myself. really gonna work EXTRA hard for next half of year. let me juz pray for a miracle for my other papers, but the fact is, i doubt i deserve the marKs. remember, dun look when the tooth fairy's here, and always stay in the light -message to rach=P

May 24, 2003 1:01 PM